I’m going to discuss, briefly, a little about self-termination programming a programmed MK-Ultra military unit, often times referred to as a Super Soldier, will have surface from time-to-time. Self-termination programing is not like an ordinary urge to kill yourself; it’s an order. Did you get that beloved readers of this blog, IT’S AN ORDER! Remember what I’ve instructed people in the past; as an MK-Ultra programmee, you DON’T ASK QUESTIONS, YOU JUST FOLLOW ORDERS- Period! Self-termination orders, which surfaced for me a year ago, in November of 2011, were the most profound set of circumstances relating to my own health and mortality I’ve ever experienced. I was pacing, pacing, pacing; I was pacing up and down my hallway with a .45 ACP pressed against the temple of my skull. Orders had surfaced and as my personality fractured, I was in for the fight of my life. It was time to end my life. I had no desire to terminate my life, I had to honor my programmers. Orders had surfaced and there was no way out; I had to discharge a round into my skull. If you’ve ever experienced this, you know how miserable and scary this experience can be. I don’t know what kept me alive, I was in a predicament. I literally needed to end my life because I was supposed to. Please know, programming is not merely suggestion; programming runs very, very deep into the psychology of a specifically-programmed person. My brain hemispheres seemed to split. I cannot state my perception is correct on this matter, but that is what I felt happened. One hemisphere was hell-bent to carry out the orders and was ready to discharge a bullet; the other side of my brain was certain it didn’t have to happen. After a struggle which lasted an hour, I was thrilled I was able to side-step the programming and put my gun down. The battle was over; the will to survive was able to override the programmed orders. I was one of the fortunate people who’ve had this kind of programming. Many people leave a gruesome mess for somebody else to clean up. As I stated in a previous post, many MK-Ultra survivors say self-termination programming, often referred to as “omega” programming under the Monarch system, is the most fallible programming an individual can receive. I can tell you the overwhelming need to honor my orders was so strong, I cannot relate to the reader how powerful and effective other levels of programming are and how deep the programming runs.
Happy New Year!
I have been torn for a few months as a series of new memories have been surfacing. Not all memories have been MK-Ultra related, but a portion have. I’ve been learning just how far I went into the ranks of the Illuminati and it’s been a little scary for me. I know I was used in military applications, ceremonies and rituals and for reproductive purposes, but I’m learning more each week, just how far-and-wide my experiences have gone. I’m currently in the process of revamping how I mention names on my blog. In the early days, I was not thinking clearly and threw names around with little care or concern about who read what I authored. Now, I’m definitely re-thinking my position on “outing” other MK-Ultra survivors and Monarchs. I am not done with my new policy, but It’s going to take shape in the days ahead. I’m not going to discuss people I remember unless they have passed-on on or are perpetrators of the heinous exploitation of children. Those who are survivors, known to the public or unknown, will not likely be mentioned on this blog to keep their privacy. This is a courtesy I feel I need to extend. I’m concerned If I mention names too often, people will visit this blog for the wrong reasons; I don’t want a tabloid type situation to arise, which has happened on other blogs of this nature. Everything mentioned on this blog is the truth as I best understand it. I will always put my best foot forward to disclose my life’s experiences as honorably as I can.
I am not going to mention the specific details of my memories of Corey Haim; I’m standing firm on this decision for personal reasons. I’ve struggled with this decision for weeks now. Once again, this testimony is being offered on a take-it or leave-it basis. I am taking this opportunity to give him the credit and recognition Corey deserves. I am going to draw some flack over this, no doubt, but I feel compelled to follow my heart’s guidance.
The short post I started three days ago.
Once again, I’m so flustered, I don’t know which route to pursue in delivering this blog-post to my subscribers and to people in general. The subject matter, as always is painful and invokes extreme anger and anguish. As most people familiar with my blog know, I am a survivor of over 30 years of MK-Ultra. As a toddler, I endured torture, sexual abuse, programming and many other heinous acts levied against my small body and spirit. This didn’t end as a toddler. I’m not the only one, there are many, many others who were with me, before me and after me. Tonight, I will part the ether and speak on behalf of another individual who was conscripted into MK-Ultra. This young man passed-on in 2010. I want to tell the world tonight, as some already have, as an added emphasis to the testimony and research of others, Corey Haim was a Monarch and MK-Ultra survivor until his passing, two years ago. I have had more than one memory surface of this unique young man. Corey Haim was abused, programmed, chewed-up and spit-out by the Illuminati and their Hollywood cohorts and stooges. The Illuminati and their evil programmers will not get away with what they did to Corey Haim and many others if I have a say in it. Guess what? I do have a say in it. It’s a full moon tonight and I’m full of piss-and-vinegar. This full moon is giving me the forward impetus I need to draft this blog-post. After a few memories of Corey Haim surfaced – and trust me when I tell you it was no accident as to the timing of the memories; I am not going to let this opportunity go. I am a self-appointed advocate for the children of MK-Ultra, MK-Ultra survivors too afraid to speak and MK-Ultra inductees who’ve passed-on. You have my testimony for what it’s worth. You have scores of evidence in photos, movies and interviews to do your own study and draw your own conclusions about Corey Haim and his programming. Corey Haim and Corey Feldman did speak about some of the abuse they endured. To my knowledge, neither of the two have mentioned names for their own reasons. I respect their decision to remain silent.
There is a lot of evidence available, please open your eyes. This programming of children can be prevented. You first have to care, then find your own way to help.
These two videos are the work of another person. They have a lot of good knowledge. Please take a few minutes and watch.
I remember Corey Haim. He can have a voice, an outlet for his experiences through my own. I remember Corey Haim. I will fight-the-fight.
J. Schumacher, please learn my name.
I accidentally came across this photo last week. It was such a traumatic photo for me to see for reasons not obvious to most. I watched 20 beautiful young boys die wearing pajamas/costumes very similar to the one you will see in this photo. The only difference was, the twenty boys I watched die, did not have the face masks on. Everything else about the young Spider-Man was very similar.
Here is the blog-post I wrote about the 20 little boys being massacred. Many of the readers of this blog are likely familiar with my blog-post about the boys.
MSNBC did a short documentary about Johnny Gosch. Johnny was kidnapped and stolen by a pedophile ring as a child. After watching the documentary, please read the blog-post below. This blog-post goes into much better detail on what happened to Johnny. The MSNMBC documentary only scratches the surface, in my opinion, on what really happened to Johnny Gosch.
After a year, it’s time I establish a few points-in-general about the purpose of this web-blog. From word-one, I want to make it understood to all readers of this blog, past, present and future, I am not part of any ‘movement’. I’m not part of any truth, disclosure nor any other movement, organized, unorganized or implied. I operate this blog as an independent voice from all movements and organizations. I offer my testimony for self-healing as a service to any persons seeking answers and confirmations to their own experiences. I dedicate this blog to the children of all black-projects, who’ve been kidnapped, abused, programmed and killed by forces so sinister, it would stagger the minds of an unsuspecting humanity if they were aware. I publish this blog because my heart tells me so.
Some questioning of my motives and intentions have recently surfaced on other blogs and venues. I offer the testimony of my black-projects experiences on a take-it or leave-it basis. I owe nobody an explanation; I answer to nobody on the subject of dis-closing my life in the ultra-black programs like MK-Ultra. I’ve earned the right to say my peace. For over thirty years, I didn’t ask questions, I just followed orders. That is general order number one for MK-Ultra assassins. The time to “follow orders” has ended; now it’s time for me and all of YOU to be asking questions. Enough is enough. If you don’t like the message relayed by this blog to you, then don’t read it. If you do appreciate what I’m attempting to do with this blog, then for the love of God or whatever you wish to call your source, please help in any manner constructive.
There is an absolutely phenomenal website called dataasylum.com. I’m requesting all my subscribers and blog followers to go to this site. I promise you will be fascinated as well as get many new insights into chem-trails and mind/body control. You’ll even get a glance at a person who has cameras placed into their eyes. I have these cameras as well as many, many other people. It’s normal for MK-Ultra survivors to have these cameras. This is the most enlightening and fascinating web site I’ve seen in years.
The capture below is from the dataasylum.com website. All credits belong to the owner of this site.
I want to introduce you to a man named Stew Webb. He is fighting the Illuminati in court as well as on the internet. I have not spoken to Mr. Webb, so I cannot give a blanket endorsement. I do believe this man is sincere and fighting the ‘good fight’ and taking some hard hits from the dark forces. There are many important links I wish to share with you. Please take a look at his site and if you want to support him, please do. There will be human sacrifice ceremonies for the solstice on December 21st, 2012. If you can get to the location safely to record or prevent the satanic activities, any assistance would be appreciated. Please be prepared for anything if you attempt to do recon or directly interfere. Please take some time to go to his site and review his material. I do believe you will prosper and benefit by this man’s efforts.
The main page to his site. http://www.stewwebb.com/
The link for the rituals: http://www.stewwebb.com/bush_satanic_rituals_and_human_sacrifices_01172010.htm
Stew has written about the mother of Adan Lanza, the Connecticut school shooter.
Re-posted from FaceBook with permission. No words or commentary of my own are included.
Well, Mikey. A.k.a Michael Hemmingson, a.k.a. Former whitehat, a.k.a. All personalities of the Idylwild group, a.k.a. Dr. Hemmingson, a.k.a. Somebody’s little bitch. Lets address the Dr. Hemmingson first. Or as you say now, PhD. Oh hoora. My grandfather had a name for people like you, he called them “educated fools.” You have a PhD, I could give a shit. In cultural anthropology, I guess that gives you a real insight in how to play multiple people online. Well, Dr., all I got is a GED, and a kick ass give em hell attitude. After reading all of your posts, on my friend, Randy Maughans, and listening to your endless drivel on your last show of December the 12th of this year, you are more pathetic than I ever thought possible. You stated during your radio show about you, that you pay the upkeep of three separate apartments, the expenses of all three, your child, and your baby’s mama, your words not mine. One thing I know, poor finances makes you easy pickings to do someone else’s bidding. Michael, you have been busted so many times that I’ve lost count. Your ISP addresses from San Diego and Mexico all match up, not only to the post that you have done on the blog of Randy Maughans, but also to the most vulgar, vile, threatening emails that you sent to me, my blog, and my website. In many of those emails, you not only threatened me, (in your dreams pissant) you threatened family, and loved ones. That is a big no no. Doofus. All of which I assure you, have been copied, printed, and sent to many, MANY others. You will not get away with your bullshit, Dr., Mr. Educated Idiot, Mr. Whitehat, somebody’s little bitch.
Michael, you have falsely accused me over the past several months of being involved in some extremely heinous acts that have gone on throughout this country. One being the Aurora Colorado shooting incident. A lie, Michael. Punishable in court. The temple shooting in Wisconsin, again a lie. Punishable in court. And several others. However, not even I thought that You could stoop any lower than your comment that you sent to Randy Maughans today. In your “roundabout ways” you have pointed the finger at myself and others from these damnable MKA ULTRA mind control programs, to the mass knifing in china and the shooting incident in the state of Connecticut today (December 14th, 2012). I guess what some peoplesay is true, some just have no shame. You are total scum. You jackwagon little stack of shit.
A long time ago, I swore an oath to protect mankind. The human race, and the innocent in general. Michael, here is where it becomes very complicated. You are not innocent. Nor is anyone complacent within your group, nor is anyone innocent who could support you. Nor is anyone that could work with you, knowing what you have done, what you have written, the things you have said etc etc. They are just as evil as you. Justice will come upon you, Michael and all those that you either serve, or take orders from. Whether it be O.N.I, Kerry Cassidy, or anyone else. As an aside, tell me Kerry Cassidy, (I know you are reading this) do you still think all of this is just funny? Do you still think “former whitehat” is funny”? There is nothing funny about this bullshit. There’s nothing funny about degrading innocent people. There’s nothing funny about slandering, there’s nothing funny about slandering and intentionally causing pain to others. Kerry, you who said long ago when you sold out, and you now exactly what I’m talking about. When you did the David Wilcock, Jack Burns, poor David being threatened radio show, that was the last straw from me as far as you are concerned. When will you tell the truth? That the third party on that interview, that so many people out there in your listening universe thought was in a space craft millions and millions of miles away was actually jack burns sitting most likely Australia. When will you admit that that was nothing but a dog and pony show? And then after that, you have the audacity to begin asking people that you interview what they think about me. Just because I rarely ever comment about anything does not mean I don’t listen. I speed read, I speed listen, and I have a photographic memory. I see words, and I forget nothing. And I forgive very damn little. This bullshit of the former Whitehat and of the Idylwild group, Kerry Cassidy, Michel Hemmingson, David Wilcock, Sean David Morton, Richard C. Hoagland, ends now. Either you people come clean about it, and end it, or by the gods, I will. Kerry, you know me. You know who I really am, you know why I’m really here, and you full well what I am really, truly capable of. I will end this charade. Too many lives are at stake, the very future of the human race is at stake. Not this group’s pathetic needs or wants. Michael Hemmingson, you have done nothing but misdirect any accusation made against you. You try to say that the Kerry Cassidy show is second only to coast to coast am, then answer me one question: why the fuck is she only on revolution radio? And the same goes for you, and the same goes for Sean David Morton, and by the way Sean, how’d it feel to be told to shut the hell up on stage? Bet you’ve never had that happen before. This, all of this, ends now. Now you guys can go and do your interviews, your radio shows, piss, bitch, whine, cry and moan about people attacking you, wanting to get you down. Just wanting to hold you back. Two words for each of you: horseshit. Each and every one of you had quoted there’s more at stake here, you’re damn right there’s more at stake here. Because in the scheme of things, and read very carefully Michel, in the whole scheme of things none of you are important. End this, fix this, make it truthful, or I will.
Please click the archery video to activate
I found this article on FaceBook earlier this month. It pissed me off to no end. There are many people lecturing, writing and appearing in person to disclose MK-Ultra. Only a few of the writers etc. will discuss what is happening to the children. This person at blogspot did an incredible job putting this phenomenal article together about Johnny Gosch.
The link to the article is here: http://pedophileringilluminati.blogspot.com/2009/10/johnny-gosch-rare-survivor.html
If the author objects, I will remove this post immediately. I hope they will approve as this is very important information.
Author: Kiya |
Given what you’ve learned thus far in this blog, what characteristics common to Illuminati abductions appear in the Gosch abduction?* Johnny can fit either of the 2 types of abductees, given the uncertainty of the clothes he was wearing at the time. A possible white tee shirt and blue jeans would fit Type 1 but given the fact Johnny had a slight disability (a stutter) he could also fit the Type 2 abductee.
* When Noreen Gosch tells local law enforcement she’s received a tip another paperboy will be abducted, police call her “crazy” and ignore the tip. This is the typical Illuminati tactic of portraying credible witnesses as “mentally ill” in order to discredit them. And the fact police refused to act on her tip speaks for itself.
I’m pecking the keyboard today to thank everybody for a phenomenal year. I had my 1st WordPress anniversary and I want to thank every person who’s read my words – words two years ago, I never would of dreamt I’d be authoring. Much has been said, much still needs to be disclosed. Time is short, time is of the essence, and per the lyrics of a British pop group, popular in the 1980′s, “time won’t give me time.” MK Ultra family, world ’round, we’ve only days left to commune, share and contribute to our own healing. I’m grateful we still have continuity-of-breath. Many fell during the last 70 plus years. I’m thankful to be a beacon-of-verity for the children whose lives were trampled by a darkness, a sinister darkness, which almost devoured the essence of this planet.
There’s always tofurkey (Tofu turkey) if you don’t like the real thing.
To: Former White Hat, Louis Khan Nin, Michael Hemmingson
Here’s something for your Thanksgiving dessert. I heard you’ve run south, across the border into Mexico. Enjoy your candy bar, Michael Hemmingson.
There are prose and Kahns to being a writer, aren’t there Michael?
P.S. A post I’ve had in draft mode, since April, auto-published itself today. I guess it ran out of patience, said fuck it, I’m going-live and published itself. So be it.