Michael Hemmingson is Former White Hat & Louis Kahn Nin – Period!

Khris Speaks


This blog post will be lengthy and may tax your patience. I will tie Former White Hat, Louis Khan Nin and Michael Hemmingson into one abso-fracking-lutely combustible fire-storm before the time you finish this blog post. I’ll examine the relationship Former White Hat has with Kerry Cassidy of Project Camelot. Then, I’ll examine a potential connection Michael Hemmingson has with the Super-Soldier Summit. I’ll ask the reader to examine why information from my personal emails and phone calls find their way onto the Former White Hat’s blog. Next, I’ll examine how Michael Hemmingson, from Revolution Radio, interviews whistle blowers and dis-closers and then defames and attempts to discredit them on his blog as Former White Hat. I’ll prove to the readers using Michael Hemmingson’s own words, how he likes to set up WordPress blogs to ‘slam’ people. Finally, I’ll examine the potential relationship Mr. Michael Hemmingson has with military-intelligence agencies and finally, The Temple Set, a satanic organization. We’ll take a look at the Idyllwild and Thomas Pynchon connections too.

Based on my investigation into Former White Hat aka Michael Hemmingson, the questions which need answered are:

1. Why would Michael Hemmingson interview conspiracy dis-closers and whistle blowers on Revolutio Radio and then write humiliating and libelous posts about them on his Former White Hat blog? Is this not a CIA trojan-horse tactic; pretend to respect the whistle blower, then trash them behind their backs to discredit them.

2. Why would Revolutio Radio allow Michael Hemmingson to interview whistle blowers on their network and them humiliate and libel the same people on his Former White Hat blog? Does Revolution Radio know Michael Hemmingson is trashing their own interview-ees and dis-closers? Will Michael Hemmingson still be hosting Revolution Radio when the network learns of his deception?

3. Why does Kerry Cassidy constantly give shout-outs to Former White Hat aka Michael Hemmingson? Kerry knows Former White Hat is Michael Hemmingson, so why would Kerry allow Michael to sub for her on Revolution Radio radio if he’s going to trash her and Camelot’s whistle blowers? What connection does Project Camelot have to Michael Hemmingson? Why does Kerry Cassidy interview former insiders and whistle blowers on Project Camelot and then laugh about the libelous filth and trash Michael writes about the people she interviews? Why would Kerry allow this?

4. On several occassions, information from my personal phone calls and emails have been portrayed on the Former White Hat blog. What connection does Michael Hemmingson have to the CIA and or military-intelligence agencies to disclose information from my private phone calls? Michael Hemmingson, how does information from private conversations at a friend’s house, a house I know to be “bugged”, a friend who’s family worked for intelligence agencies at Groom Lake, end up on your blog? We pulled the batteries from our cell phones and still multiple conversations between us have been portrayed in pictures and words on your Former White Hat blog? How does information from an email about Chuck Norris, an email I wish I never received, an email I never shared with anybody, find its way onto your Former White Hat blog?

5. What connection does Michael Hemmingson have to Lorien Fenton, the producer of the Super-Soldier Summit? Michael Hemmingson and Lorien Fenton were both supposed to be at The Alchemy Event 2012. Like Michael Hemmingson and Kerry Cassidy, Lorien Fenton has a show on Revolution Radio too. Lorien and Michael were just on a show together in November. Michael has interviewed some of the Super Soldiers from the Super-Soldier Summit as well as others who didn’t attend the summit. Does Lorien Fenton know Michael Hemmingson has tried to discredit the people she invited to the Super-Soldier Summit with his Former White Hat blog? Does she care? Is Lorien an unsuspecting bystander in this twisted game of Michael’s mind?

Note: I’m not attempting an indictment on Kerry Cassidy, Lorien Fenton, or Revolution Radio. I’m trying to get some answers. It is the mission of this objective investigator to get answers to the aforementioned questions.

Michael Hemmingson and Lorien Fenton were at The Alchemy Event 2012 in IRVINE California. I got a message on my blog from the Idyllwildgroup today. I will show later in this post how Michael Hemmingson is behind the Idylwildgroup on WordPress. The Idyllwild comment came from an I.P. address which traced back to Irvine California. How perfect, Michael was in Irvine, California for the Alchemy event, not in San Diego where he lives and his I.P. address usually traces back to.

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This screen capture is from Michael Hemmingson’s Facebook. Michael posted this comment in the “about” section of his Facebook page on March 6, 2012. With no coincidences even possible, that is the first day the Former White Hat blog came online. Michael Hemmingson is Former White Hat.

I will post three screen captures of Kerry Cassidy giving props and in some cases a direct link to Michael Hemmingson’s Former White Hat blog. Why does she support the guy trashing and discrediting her own Project Camelot? Can you figure it all out? Does she have a choice? Has Project Camelot been ‘pinched’ by the intelligence agencies?

Kerry says FWH (Former White Hat) Spoofs with A PURPOSE IN MIND. This means she has to know who Former White Has is in order to know he is spoofing with specific intention. Former White Hat is Michael Hemmingson.

These purple screen captures are courtesy of Off Planet Radio. They are both from Kerry Cassidy’s blog. She finds FWH amusing? Why?

Michael Hemmingson

First, let’s look at Michael Hemmingson’s wiki-bio which can be found at: http://www.thefullwiki.org/Michael_Hemmingson . Michael Hemmingson’s own bio says he writes under the pseudonym Louis Kahn Nin.

As an independent scholar, Hemmingson has written the meditation, Gordon Lish and His Influence on Twentieth Century American Literature (Routledge), a short TV studies monograph on Star Trek (Wayne State Univ. Press), and an ethnographic research project, Zona Norte (Cambridge Scholars).

He is working on a biography of Raymond Carver, set for publication in 2011 by McFarland and Co.

Known pseudonyms

  • Louis Kahn Nin
  • Gabriel Kellgren
  • Kelly Greene
  • John Shade (director of adult films)
  • Hemmingson most likely has published genre work under other names, not known at this time.

I want to add Loose Cannon to the above pseudonyms. You will learn Michael Hemmingson is known as the loose cannon. It should be mentioned, both of his satire blogs, Louis Kahn Nin and Former White Hat call themselves  “loose cannons.”

Here is a link to an interview Michael Hemmingson was part of. He admits writing erotica under different pseudonyms. Here is a portion of the interview:

“Now, all the smut I do is under half a dozen pen names; the only ones under my name are ebook reprints of the Blue Moons. Simply for money, so I have buffer time to work on other things, like a spec screenplay or this Big Novel I have been working on for more than two years, or my memoir of being a wire news service journalist in Tijuana, reporting on the drug cartels and having a baby down there with a woman much younger than me.  The past few years it has been good money, mostly in ebooks, but that has started to taper down after Amazon began to ban and censor books with “certain” taboo themes—made no sense, they took down titles of mine that were moving hundreds of copies a month.”

Again, a screen capture from Amazon.com reveals Michael’s own smut books by his name and his pen names. His list starts with Louis Kahn Nin, then Michael Hemmingson and finishes with books he authored as Dr. Hemmingson.

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This screen capture show Michael Hemmingson as a Ph.D.

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Next, let’s take a look into Michael Hemmingson’s past. Read the comment below, dated 2009, for further details. In this screen shot Michael writes: “I like to make fake WordPress blogs to slam people — WordPress has the best indexing with Google.”  His current fake WordPress accounts are: http://formerwhitehat.wordpress.com and http://theidylwildgroup.wordpress.com and http://louiskahnnin.wordpress.com .

Michael constantly brags about his old nickname, “Loose Cannon.” Louis Kahn Nin and Former White Hat both claim to be “loose cannons.” In this post, Former White Hat shows an image he often uses for his pseudonym Loius Kahn Nin. Former White Hat claims to be known as the “Loose Cannon” in the agency. Here is a link to all the “Loose Cannon” posts by the Former White Hat.

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Another screen capture of Michael claiming to be the evil “loose cannon” and more comments of setting up fake YouTube and FaceBook accounts.

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This YouTube video will tie Former White Hat to Louis Kahn Nin. From there, I can tie Louis Kahn Nin to Michael Hemmingson.

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Here are two more screen captures from LKN :  One Says, “I am a loose cannon!” This is one of Michael Hemmingson’s favorite quips about himself. Former White Hat as well as Louis Kahn Nin, both pseudonyms of Michael Hemmingson, can be net searched and both of these pseudonyms are self-proclaimed ‘loose cannons’. The picture is taking form and substance, is it not? Here is another link to a WordPress blog catching Michael Hemmingson in the act. This is very well done.

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Milab Whore, written by none other than Louis Kahn Nin aka Michael Hemmingson. Why would Michael write smut about the same people he goes to conventions to meet and interviews on the radio? It’s called a pysop, mind control and deception.

Let’s explore the potential connection Michael Hemmingson has to the Temple of Set, a satanic church known to have ties to the Illuminati and the CIA and military intelligence agencies. The Temple Set has regularly been accused of being part of MK Ultra and sexual abuse of children. Michael has co-authored a book with Don Webb, former Grand Master of the Temple of Set. This Amazon link will show the photo of the book which Michael Hemmingson co-authored with Don Webb. On Michael Hemmingson’s wikipedia page, you will see a mention of Don Webb  and on Don Webb’s wikipedia page, you will see a mention of Michael Hemmingson. Peas in a pod?

This is the part where I have to remind the reader, Michael Hemmingson as Former White Hat, does blog posts based on information from my personal email and phone calls. What connection does Michael Hemmingson have to the CIA or military intelligence to get the information to post on the Former White Hat blog?

Below is Michael Hemmingson writing about Don Webb, the former Grand Master of The Temple Set.. He speaks about Webb being a Setian, referring to the Temple of Set.  Don was asking Michael to remove info as Don was trying to get a job at a school. Here is the link to the post.

In this screen capture, Michael says he enjoys being “Louis” referring to Louis Kahn Nin.

This screen shot is from Michael Hemmingson’s Facebook. He wrote about having gone “left” instead of right. Satanism is referred to as “The Left Path.”

Don Webb on the right

Michael co-authored a book with Don Webb

YouTube videos revealing the connection to Temple of Set, a satanic church, mind control, CIA and military intelligence. Click the photos below.

Michael Hemmingson talks about Luciferianism, Levay and Crowley on his radio show. It was recorded on 11/07/2012. Michael’s Former White Hat blog has many posts on Levay and Crowley. The links to Crowley and Levay are below. Below is a video except from that show where he discusses Crowley and Levay. Levay had connections to the Temple of Set.

Former White Hat blog links about Crowley and Levay

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The  Former White Hat says he formed the Idylwildgroup. Here’s a link to his post: http://formerwhitehat.wordpress.com/2012/07/14/the-idyllwild-group .

Below is an excerpt from the link above. Notice Former White Hat states, the 7 Idylwildgroup members are his proteges and he’s “one loose cannon.” Again with the loose cannon.


The Idyllwild Group!

by Former White Hat

It has become apparent to me that after I leave to Hope and then 5D, there will still be much work here to do. My mission will be complete and I cannot remain, nor do I really want to. I have other matters to attend to.

I have decided to form a team that will continue what I have been doing. I call this team The Idyllwild Group, consisting of Plejaran sub-commanders Nellet and Olein, Jgaptel from Zeta Reticuli (a gray), Chenuha from Tau Ceti, Aaron McCollum and two other earth folk yet to be chosen. … … …They will answer only to Semjase, who will dispatch them on missions with or without approval of the Andromeda Council. They might be called rogue at times, without respect for the galactic chain of command, the seven protegé of one loose cannon.

The Idyllwild Group…they will get the job done, no matter what universe, no matter what timeline, no matter what may seem “impossible,” they make possible.

Please check out this screen capture about Michael Hemmingson and the Idyllwild International Festival of Cinema. Now we know where he gets his ridiculous Idylwildgroup idea from. The capture even mentions San Diego, where Michael lives. Here are some links from the Former White Hat blog about the Idylwildgroup:

IdylWild1 IdylWild2 IdylWild3 IdylWild4 

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Two more screen shots will show the idwllwildgroup (Michael Hemmingson) leaving a comment my on Clandestine Rage blog. The I.P. trace for the Idyllwildgroup blog comes back San Diego. Where does Michael Hemmingson live? He lives in San Diego.

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This next screen capture will show Former White Has is Louis Kahn Nin. One again he calls himself a “loose cannon” as usual. His I.P. address traces back to San Diego. This is where Michael Hemmingson lives.

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Here is  Former White Hat or Louis Kahn Nin’s I.P. trace provided by whatsmyIP.org.

Here is another screen capture of Former White Hat. Michael forgets to log onto WordPress with his Former White Hat email. He exposed himself as Louis Kahn Nin. I’ve repeatedly proved Michael Hemmingson is Louis Kahn Nin. This clip is complete with his Louis Kahn Nin email (possibly fake email)  and another I.P. address tracing back to San Diego. He almost makes it too easy. Remember, Michael Hemmingson’s own wiki-bio and Amazon.com profile clearly state he writes as Louis Kahn Nin. From this screen shot, I can once again tie Former White Hat to Louis Kahn Nin to Michael Hemmingson.

The Thomas Pynchon connection is the next place I shall take the reader. Michael Hemmingson appears to have a great love of the literary style and methods of a man known as Thomas Pynchon. Michael writes book reviews drawing comparisons to Pynchon. The photo Michael uses for his Louis Kahn Nin pseudonym is of  young Thomas Pynchon. You can do a Google image search for Thomas Pynchon and find several images of this writer, including the photo Michael Hemmingson uses for his Louis Kahn Nin pseudonym. You can do a Google search for Michael Hemmingson + Pynchon and find many sites tagged with both names.

This is Thomas Pynchon.

 Thomas Pynchon. Does it look Familiar?

Yet another screen capture of yet another Michael Hemmingson blog on WordPress. Again, he uses the Thomas Pynchon photo for his avatar.

You can find these photos at Louis Kahn Nin’s Facebook. Remember, I’ve clearly shown you Michael Hemmingson is Louis Kahn Nin. The photos above are Louis Kahn Nin’s Facebook screen capture. The link is http://www.facebook.com/louis.kahnnin .

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Another round of screen captures show Michael Hemmingson’s book reviews which mention Pynchon. He even uses the phrase “loose cannon” in of the reviews.

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This second review by Michael Hemmingson mentions Pynchon and he even uses his favorite phrase, “Loose Cannon” too.

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Michael Hemmingson, Former White Hat, Louis Kahn Nin, Loose Cannon, it’s over. You aren’t getting out of this, you can’t. You got sloppy, Michael Hemmingson, very sloppy. I’m sure your intelligence handlers will have to take some action, won’t they Michael? You owe a lot of people an explanation and an apology. The picture has been drawn thoroughly. The connections are clear. Whatever military-intelligence agency is using you as a low-level minion should re-consider and drop you as an asset. You’ve been found out Michael Hemmingson and you can’t do anything about it. Michael Hemmingson, you ARE Former White Hat. Kerry Cassidy KNOWS you are Former White Hat. I’ll ask you once again, Michael Hemmingson, where did you get the information from my email accounts and phone calls you put on your Former White Hat blog?  You can no longer hide you are connected to the intelligence agencies, so you might as well just go away. Leave the MK Ultra survivors and dis-closers alone! Perhaps some of the former-government assassins etc. you’ve attempted, but failed to discredit, will come looking for you. I think they all have questions for you Michael Hemmingson. I’m not mad at you Michael, but enough is enough. I won’t come looking for you Michael, I promise. Michael, you are behind the Idyllwildgroup, the Former White Hat blog and you are Louis Kahn Nin. Michael, perhaps try doing something decent for a change. I hope the intelligence agencies don’t decide to eliminate you, Michael. We all know what happens when one of their own makes a mistake or become useless to them. The body counts add up fast, I know, I was programmed and trained since 5 years of age to eliminate people the intelligence agencies found sloppy, useless or a threat. Best wishes Michael and happy holidays.

P.S. Something tells me, you don’t know what a loose cannon really is.

Clandestine Rage.

STANDING UP FOR THE TRUTH….OR NOT ( D & M’s) Facebook Message

Re-posted with Permission:


There comes a time when slanderous lies can no longer be ignored. There comes a time when you must take action, even when a few of those around you do not wish for you to do so. I am speaking directly about http://theidylwildgroup.wordpress.com/2012/11/10/the-evil-of-duncan-ofinioan/  .

To those law enforcement officials this is being sent to, please read below for an explanation of my urgent request to you to investigate the numerous libelous statements about my person, many of which have publicly accused me directly of heinous crimes and actions associated with recent national tragedies which are blatantly false.

The person(s) who is/are responsible for the content of this blog will be held criminally liable. The person(s) responsible for this blog and its forerunner, have, over the past many months undertaken an operation to libel, cause harm, and to do everything they could to stop me from speaking. So many of their lies have been contained in the vilest and pathetic posts I have ever read. Further, the personal emails I have received from this person(s) are indeed far worse and threatening. I ask that this person(s) be held criminally responsible for these numerous threatening emails he/she/they have sent to me directly.

The person(s) responsible for these two blogs has stated as fact that I was criminally involved in the tragedy that took place in Aurora, Colorado as well as the incident in Oak Creek, Wisconsin. These are libelous criminal statements and will be dealt with. The sheer volume of libelous statements on these blogs about me and others are not only glaringly easy to prove to be negative, they have severely damaged my reputation and I urge all applicable law enforcement to hold the person(s) responsible immediately.

To compound such tragedies with horrible lies and to implicate me in things like this is a blatant breach of the law. It would be a grave disservice, not only to the justice system, but to those who have suffered from these tragedies, to allow this person(s) to continue with these highly criminal acts. The days of hiding behind the internet are over, especially in this situation, where the law has clearly and repeatedly been broken. Do not allow these people to continue to thumb their noses at the law.

Earlier blog posts from this party, we simply filed away and laughed at. However, this latest post crosses the line into criminal liability. Rest assured the proper police authorities in both Aurora, Colorado and Wisconsin have been made aware of these false accusations.

This is not free speech. This is a malicious and forthright act to try and harm our credibility. It stops now. all proper authorities, from the FCC to the U.S. Department of Justice, to MI6 have been notified and will receive copies of this email.

But what is more sickening to me than the people responsible for this blog is the so-called alternative media. Where are they? Some in the alternative media have even gone so far as to praise this blog and its predecessor blog (Confessions of a Former White Hat). This is my statement to all those in the alternative media who supported and continue to support, laughed off, or ignored the postings from these two blogs. My statement is thus:

You are unworthy to make the claim that you speak the truth. The truth is not tabloid news. So many of you would rather promote tabloid news, sell books, get ratings, and fill conference seats than to fight for the truth. These two blogs have never been about free speech. They are about libel and hate. Only three people in the alternative media have ever condemned the writings in these two aforementioned blogs. That is disgraceful. You talk about the mainstream media not standing up for the lies that are told by various governments and their officials. Yet you sit back quietly while this goes on in your community. You are truly a pathetic lot.

The person(s) responsible for the aforementioned blogs are scum and that, in my view, is giving scum a bad name. So again, in my view, anyone, and I do mean anyone, who can support the person(s) who are responsible for these two blogs come from the same scum pond. I will, using the legal system or any other appropriate channels I deem necessary, drag this particular scum into the light of truth.

As I mentioned above, all legal authorities that would have dealings with this have, and are, being notified, as well as the law firm that I will be working with.

One final note: All persons, websites, news outlet sources, etc. who have linked to, re-posted, or cited these websites, will be held criminally liable as well.

So, alternative media. Is there any question where you stand? I feel you in the alternative media have made it very plain indeed just where exactly you stand.

The Cabal’s Pedophile Rings Are Being Exposed In The United Kingdom

Khris Speaks

Volume LXIV


Clif High, from halfpasthuman.com, recently stated, the exposure of a global pedophile ring would soon break in the news. Just this week, we have two stories from the United Kingdom about pedophilia rings tied to the British Parliament and a scandal involving the BBC allegedly trying to conceal news about one its own people’s involvement in the pedophile ring. You can go to the link at the end of this paragraph and listen to Clif discuss how this story would break and the direction it could go. The portion where he talks about the pedophilia rings and how the “whore press” will react begins at 9:50 seconds into the voice log. This link is a free download at halfpasthuman.com. The link: https://www.payloadz.com/d1/freeproducts.asp?id=1866784
As a child, I was taken by certain aspects of the ‘cabal’, tortured, programmed and turned into what people commonly refer to as a Super-Solider, a deadly assassin, from childhood. I hate the “Super-Soldier for everything it is worth. The cabal, powers-that-be, Illuminati and the myriad of other names they are called by, forced me into their sex-ritual ceremonies, even as a toddler. Many of these ceremonies included sex magick and sacrifice.
As a survivor of MK Ultra, ritual satanic abuse, sexual programming and sexual abuse, I want to implore the readers of this post to disseminate this information to whomever you believe will listen. It’s not likely all of these children were abused as part of MK-Ultra and it’s sub-projects, but these children deserve the disclosure of their horrific experiences. This planet must stop sexual abusing, programming, sacrificing and exploiting children.
Individuals and organizations around the globe who’ve harbored knowledge of persons, groups and facilities where children are abused or have been abused in ANY manner, should come forward now and join the ranks of the brave spirits exposing these diabolical secret-society groups. Let lose the fear and do something constructive for the entire planet, your country and the precious children who have been abused, sexually or otherwise. Redeem yourselves; it’s not too late to take a stance against the plague-of-darkness.

It was one year ago this October, the cabal ordered the execution of twenty beautiful little boys. These adorable children were executed with automatic weapons while I was forced to stand and watch. I dedicate this web-blog post to those little boys who deserved nothing more than love and a chance to live.  You may read the entire account here: https://clandestineragerevealed.wordpress.com/2011/12/25/mk-ultra-military-abductions-my-wake-up-call-2011/


The articles:




Alex Jones covered this issue on video.

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Please Help!


To: The U.S. House of Representatives ♦ To: The U.S. Senate ♦ Please Participate

Khris Speaks

Volume LIX


Note: Revision #1 on  9/17/2012

Please join me in a new effort to bring more attention to government corruption and slaughter of innocent children.  I’m requesting the assistance of  all interested persons to notify our elected officials, we will no longer allow government agencies to steal children from their homes for insidious experimentation and programming purposes.  Please cut-and-paste the following letter into your Microsoft Word, Open Office or whatever word-processing software you prefer. You may amend the grammar to your liking. Remember, you only use a hyphen when you have a compound adjective (humor).  You can address the letter directly to the U.S. Senate or the U.S. House of Representatives. You can go to www.house.gov or www.senate.gov and put your zip code in the search box. This will give you the name of your representatives and senators. You can then address the letter directly to your specific elected official if you desire. If you wish to contact your state governor, please go to http://www.usa.gov/Contact/Governors.shtml


Please cut-and-paste this letter into your word-processing software. Place a stamp on an envelope and mail the letter to both houses of congress. Please take a dollar of your money and a moment of your time and help innocent children. After you’ve mailed the letter(s), please leave a comment on the blog or an email letting me know. If you are not comfortable contacting me, that is perfectly okay too. My email is khris_neal@yahoo.com. Please re-post or re-blog this post.

The address for the U.S. House of Representatives is:

U.S. House of Representatives
Washington, DC 20515

Find the names of your senators with the link above. The address for the U.S. Senate is:

The Honorable (Name of your senator)
United States Senate
Washington, D.C. 20510


To Whom It May Concern:  (Or the name of your elected official)

Re: URGENT matter concerning the children of the United States

The purpose of this communication is to respectfully demand the U.S. government and its various governing bodies investigate the disappearances of thousands of American children. You are being notified that various rogue elements within the CIA, NSA and other military branches are taking children from their homes and are conducting experiments on them. In the 1970’s, congressional hearings were held and survivors of MK-ULTRA gave their testimony before congress. These hearings did nothing to stop the criminal agencies from destroying the lives of children and adults alike for almost forty more years. Once again, you’re being notified these government mind-control experiments and programs still continue, even to this day. The CIA and other organizations have NEVER stopped taking children and subjecting them to trauma-based mind control. MK-ULTRA and its sub-projects were never shut down; the MK-ULTRA facilities still operate secretly and their activities are hidden from the congress and citizens of the Unites States. Tens of thousands of children are being kidnapped yearly and subjected to brutal and lethal torture. Many of the children go insane and die agonizing deaths. Those who survive are programmed to perform certain functions (such as assassinations) for the organizations which unlawfully stole them from their parents or off the streets. Currently there are survivors from these projects speaking publicly about what goes on inside these facilities. These survivors are harassed, stalked, threatened and closely monitored by the agencies which stole and tortured them as children. The survivors of these MK-ULTRA programs deserve the opportunity to be heard by their government. They deserve a chance, once again, to tell their frightful-and-deadly experiences at the hands of criminal elements in various government agencies.

I respectfully demand the United States Congress and Senate unanimously mandate the CIA, NSA, Office of Naval Intelligence and all other branches of the military to immediately shut down all MK-ULTRA and other mind-control facilities. Command them to terminate any and all operations in these facilities. Demand all documents and records of such activities to be handed over on-the-instant. Seize all equipment and technology used to abduct, torture, program and monitor people, including children. Disallow any destruction of documents pertaining to MK-ULTRA, Monarch programming and mind-control experiments performed by these agencies. As soon as possible, re-open the MK-ULTRA and mind-control hearings which were held in the 1970’s. Every day these actions are delayed, potentially hundreds of American lives hang in the balance. Children die everyday in these programming facilities. Please take note and act accordingly.
Respectfully Yours,


Khris Speaks

Volume LVIII


WARNING: Extreme and Abusive Language

The U.S. intelligence community is comprised of a bunch of pussies. They abuse elderly women and they slaughter children too. They do this under the veil-of-secrecy like thieves.  It’s time for somebody to get killed.  I’ve reached this very real and very serious decision after deliberate consideration. I awoke today to find burns and blood on my abdomen. My good friend, a sixty year old lady, woke up last night, with men in her room. They were restraining her by the ankles. She broke the grip one man had on her ankles, kicked him, lunged out-of-bed, swung and blasted the mother fucker with her fist. Please understand, she is sixty years old, has diabetes, heart disease, a degenerative bone disease and other ailments too. I am proud of her. The agency boys sent their thugs and one of them got his ass beat by a handicapped older women. The time for games is over. I’m done with the bullshit and it’s time somebody takes two rounds through the heart or the brain. If I catch wind of those white vans parked anywhere near her house, I’m coming over and I’m bringing hell with me. I will blow enough holes in those vans and the people in them, they’ll  be able to sell what’s left of them as blocks of Swiss cheese. If the intelligence agencies or their pathetic contracted street help fuck up again, and they will, I will show them the very definition of “extreme prejudice” and “nothing is sacred.” They’ll eat the lead of their own programming tactics. My resolve is titanium and my will is iron. If the intelligence folks and their thugs fuck up, make a mistake, get sloppy, I will exploit their errors. I will not hesitate to “GO DELTA” all over their asses. In the last year, the bodies have been piling up. Twenty children were killed in front of me. I’ve been dispatched to do more than one intervention this year and when people who weren’t scheduled to be killed got in my way, they got killed too. At this point-in-time, I don’t care if there are enough bodies to fill an oil tanker from bow-to-stern.  This subtle, tit-for-tat, battle-of-words is over.

I’m not playing games here. This is the real deal. The fantasy Alpha unit super-soldier bullshit has gone too far. Enough is enough.  I’m not a damn Alpha unit. It’s time to separate the men from the boys. I’m done with your pedestrian phone calls and text messages. If you want to play, let’s play. I’m arriving at my next destination in life ALIVE. This means one or more of your contracted thugs will likely die.
It’s unfortunate after thirty plus years of service, it has come to this moment-at-hand. I would love to retire peacefully and pick the pieces of a shattered life up, but I’m in a war-of-attrition with my own country. No country for old men.


Dream Lodge Demons ♦ Fall Equinox Two Week Warning

Khris Speaks

Volume LVII


Over the past few weeks, the dream-lodge demonic attacks I experience have increased. Last night’s dream-lodge attack was intense. I expect the attack intensity and frequency to increase exponentially in the months ahead. Fall equinox is on September 22nd this year. You should expect the usual ceremonies and sacrifices to take place. Watch for mysterious celebrity and political deaths to happen. Have your usual protection supplies replenished and ready-for-use.
Last night, I had a dream an elderly lady knocked on my door. I opened the door and she looked sweet and innocent. She explained her “cleaning” wasn’t done. She wasn’t angry, but she was concerned. Instantly, I realized she was expecting her cleaning done on Friday. I told her I would check for her and find out what happened. I do not know what kind of cleaning she expected. I figured she desired house cleaning or dry cleaning of her clothes. She thanked me, turned and walked away. Less than a minute later, she returned and knocked on the door again. I opened the door and greeted her. She stood silent and stared into my eyes for about five seconds. Then she rushed towards me, grabbed me by the throat, slammed me into the wall and pinned me there. She spoke in what I can only describe as a demonic tone. She said, “I’m from hell.” I woke up immediately after this. I was only asleep for three hours. I could not get back to sleep after this. I’ve had many other attacks, including being pulled out of the body and dragged. At the end of the attacks, many times I will see a face. The faces appear to be made of smoke and they usually appear to be skull-like in nature. Buckle up for safety friends and family. This planet is about to go on a ride.


A Letter To The MK-Ultra Children Now Deceased

Khris Speaks

Volume LII


There are specific reasons why this blog exists. I haven’t discussed the reasons why I write on WordPress in any organized detail, until today. First, this blog is for myself.  The blog helps me release the anger, turmoil and pain I’ve experienced as part of a difficult recovery from MK-Ultra and unbearable memories from over thirty years of trauma-based mind control. Second, this blog is for the children who’ve been stolen from their parents, abused, programmed and put into use by the dark-cabal, also known as the Illuminati, for over seventy years. The third reason this blog exists  is to let the dark-cabal know, their game will come to an end. The hour has arrived and the cosmic-fiat has been spoken; their destructive activities shall come to an end on Earth. It may not be overnight, but their insidious-reign is coming to a close at some point-in-time. The final reason why this blog exists, is to educate the people of the world about the evil that exists, hidden from the outer sight of nearly all the citizenry on this planet. I do not intend to scare people, nor cause harm, but people must come to understand, there is a sinister-force that affects their lives.

My Letter:

Beloved children, whose lives have been extinguished. Please know: Your lives were not lived in vain. You were stripped from your beds, your homes and your families. You were abducted and kidnapped, deprived of your God-given rights. Your little worlds were turned upside down by evil-forces your innocent minds could not comprehend. You were taken to facilities, hidden away from the masses of people, and you had no voice, no advocate and no chance of freeing yourselves from the black-apostasy they levied against you. Please know, once again, I will be your voice; I will be your advocate. Many others are here to speak to your experiences and pain. You may have left your bodies, left those mortal shells behind, but your memory and your experiences are not lost. I close my eyes to sleep, I hear your screams. I know your pain, I feel your terror. I was once in their custody too. I was taken from my parents and had vile acts committed to my young body. I was forced to kill. I was subjected to pain indescribable. I lived. I don’t know how or why, but I lived. For every person like myself, who lives to tell his or her experiences about these government-sponsored black-projects, you can be assured, thousands died. Thousands exhaled one last time, let go and left their bodies to escape terror so profound, no person could understand fully, unless they’ve experienced it themselves. I will continue to speak for you and tell the story of your lives through my own. No doubt, I will take breaks from time-to-time, but I will push forward in your memory. The dark-lords held you as prisoners with no hope of escape. They baptized you in blood and gave you satanic last-rites. Some of you experienced sleep and food deprivation. Some of you were caged like animals. They experimented on your little bodies. Surgeries were performed to implant you with micro-chips and other secret technologies.  Many of you were tortured to cause you to disassociate. There were many traumas inflicted upon you to accomplish their desires: They beat you, raped you, electrocuted you, drowned you; some of you were shot, stabbed and your genitals were tortured. They fractured your minds and installed alters in you, to program you and train you to perform specific tasks.  Some of you were never to be programmed, but used as fodder, to aid the programming of other children. Under their reign, you were to be couriers, assassins, sex-slaves, used in blood and sex-rituals. Some of you were to be used for off-planet excursions. Some of you would be used for reproductive and genetic purposes. You were forced to witness evil-acts perpetrated against other children. You were forced to see beings and creatures most people deny even exist. You were forced into ceremonies and witnessed reptilian-beings, winged-serpents, vampires, werewolves, bat-people and other shadow and astral-entities. The list of their diabolical intentions could fill an encyclopedia. If a memorial was established, for those whom died, it would surely take more granite than all other memorials combined. If it were to ever happen, I would personally read every last one of your names. Sadly, there is little hope we’ll ever learn your names. I ponder frequently, what will happen when millions of mothers find out what happened to their children and grand-children over the last seventy or so years. I sometimes wonder, if the so-called ruling-class elites and their minions, who administer over these programs, have even thought that through. I imagine often, what the world will look like the next day, after people find out what their own governments have done to their children. When and if that moment arrives, I will stand in silence and reflect upon the journey and know that I can truly rest. Until that day, little ones, I will honor your memories and your lives and will speak for you. You gave your blood, your tears and were forced to give your entire lives to something which never had the right to exist. Know your lives will not be dishonored, not by me and not by many others. Those attempting to satirize, lie and conceal the truth of your lives and experiences, are but beasts, not worthy of mention. I will stand against their selfishness, ignorance and stupidity, to keep your truths pure. To the deceased little boys, which were executed last fall: I will never forget you; I can’t! Your lives were taken by a corruption so profound, the highest-source in the universe would likely call it treason. They killed you to control me. They told me, “We don’t ask questions, we just follow orders.” I have news for those vile-monsters. I’m asking questions and I don’t answer to them, not anymore.  Just know little ones, I will not be silent, I will not stop, until these heinous-regimes and their programs-of-destruction have ceased. In life and death, I will serve to end what never had the right to exist. I swear this.



There are just as many children harmed, abandoned and left out in-the-cold by society each day as there are children conscripted into MK-Ultra and it’s sub-projects. I love and care for those children too. I speak specifically on MK-Ultra because,  it is the nearest cause to my heart.  There are plenty of other causes worthy of mention.

James Holmes Redux ♦ The Photos Don’t Lie ♦ The Eyes Never Lie ♦ MK-Ultra?

Khris Speaks

Volume L


One of the things many MK Ultra survivors will tell you is their eyes change color when they are activated or triggered. Many of us change body size and eye color. This is not a well-known fact, but I have witnessed this with my own eyes. I’ve seen my own eyes change colors when triggered and last fall at an unknown facility, I saw a young man I knew for ten years stand taller and bigger in stature than he normally would be. This young man is normally about 5 foot 8 inches tall and a 145 lbs. in weight. When he was an activated MK-Ultra unit, he was approximately 6 foot tall and much heavier in weight with large bicep muscles. Please take a look at James Holmes’ senior picture, his university picture and his booking photo the night he went on  a rampage. You will notice his high school senior picture and his university photo reveal brown or bronze colored eyes. His booking photo is more green in color. Many people when activated or triggered will report their eyes changing to green. My eyes are hazel with blue specs in them, but when I trigger my eyes turn an emerald green color.

If you find these photos on the net and enlarge them, you can see better detail. Look at his booking photo. There is literally no essence in those eyes. He appears to be completely disassociated.  It almost appears like the photos aren’t even the same person! These are my personal observations and the reader will have to decide for themselves.

University Photo

Senior Photo

Booking Photo

His Eyes


James Holmes ♦Dark Knight Rises Assassin ♦ MK ULTRA? Another Manchurian?

Khris Speaks

Volume XLIX


I was going to avoid this issue and insulate myself from being triggered. After one blog message and a phone call from a beloved friend asking me to be calm and not lose it, I decided I should say something. There was another mass-shooting last night and it has the markings of MK Ultra all over it. I tried to stay objective and not draw instant conclusions, but I feel I must make some points on this tragedy. If I were to take a guess, something is going on in Colorado and this incident was probably designed as a distraction.

This young man, James Holmes, apparently had no arrest record. James Holmes had recently dropped out as graduate student at the University of Colorado. He was studying human genes. The fact he studied human genes is an instant red flag.

This is a portion of an article from USA Today online:

Police believe Holmes acted alone.

“Lone-wolf terrorists are extremely intelligent and often come from very good socio-economic backgrounds,” said Todd McGhee, a former Massachusetts state trooper who is now managing partner of Protecting the Homeland Innovations, a security training firm in Braintree, Mass.

“But they become despondent. They become isolated from family members. Then they grab on to an ideology. Some people find religion. Some people find anti-government,” he said.

This is a portion of an article from Yahoo News:

“He was dressed in head-to-toe armor and looked like he meant business,” said Jordan Crofter, who escaped the theater unharmed. “He just walked around like he was having fun. It was just target practice. His goal was to kill as many people as he could.”

This sounds as if he was completely comfortable with his weapons and killing people. It takes time to learn how to use and handle rifles and handguns. Usually people don’t buy a gun and operate it comfortably and accurately in a short time span. Some people might be naturals, but I had to be shown how to operate my firearms like most people. His level of comfort and ease for killing people is very revealing. On one of my activations, I walked comfortably and calmly to my mark, shot and killed him like it was no big deal. This is the hallmark of a MK Ultra Assassin. Where did he get all that body armor from? Where did he learn how to use the tear gas, armor and weapons? Where did he learn how to rig his apartment with explosives?

This is a portion of an article from LA Times:

More than 20 SWAT team members were gingerly searching Holmes’ apartment on Paris Street, a process that could take hours because the apartment appeared to be booby-trapped with explosives, Aurora police Chief Dan Oates told reporters.

“They’re looking for explosives. They went through the window and they’re in the apartment. They got our whole block taped off. You can’t go in or out,”  Harts said by telephone while looking out the window of his apartment two complexes down from Holmes’. “They’re going from building to building inspecting.”

Intelligent, isolated and despondent are attributes of a person whose been in the government-sponsored black projects like MK Ultra. An article from Yahoo News has stated Holmes is not talking to investigators. Law enforcement believes the young man acted alone and had no ties to terrorist groups. No ties to extremist or terrorist groups and the media is using the phrase, “Lone-Wolf .” Why do we use the word wolf? Why don’t we say lone-tiger or lone-gunman? Wolf and Werewolf Programing is another MK Ultra secret. The fact James Holmes refuses to speak is another indicator of programming. MK Ultra survivors don’t interrogate well. Sometimes, while talking to my friend about my experiences, I shut down.I disassociate and go off to some place in my mind. We are programed not to talk. After all, we don’t ask questions, we just follow orders. Trust me on this! It is my belief,  James Holmes will never talk and probably never go on trial. We never did find out what happened to Jared Lee Loughner. Jared Loughner was declared mentally incompetent to stand trial. My guess is James Holmes will be declared incompetent also. I wanted to state, the phrase “Dark Knights” is very common to me and I’ve used it frequently. I even wrote a blog post titled Dark (K)nights of the soul. James Holmes stated he was the “Joker” as he shot people in the movie theater. There have been times when I was highly triggered, I spat out phrases dealing with the word “Joker.” My alters would say things like, “You fuckin’ joker” and “You can’t joke a joker.” Also, I have to state that I can’t stand super-heroes, but since I was a child, I loved and adored Bat-Man. Remember, last fall, the dark lords, in an attempt to control me, shot and killed 20 beautiful young boys. They were all wearing Spider-Man pajamas. I have also seen myself as the Incredible-Hulk while experiencing rage on three occasions. It is my belief the Illuminati use super-hero memes as programming modalities for their slaves.

This is the post where I talked about the Dark (K)nights:


This is the post where I talk about the children being shot in Spider-Man pajamas:


In closing, there is surely going to be more info and clues to investigate on this matter. I cannot say 100% that James Holmes was an MK Ultra graduate, but I have a strong hunch he’s been specifically programmed. I feel awful for him and those people at the movie theater. The fact he performed his rampage during a Bat-Man movie is nothing less than ironic, at least for me personally.


Update 7/23/2012

Look what Wikipedia says happened July 20th, 1977. This was 35years to the day James Holmes went on his rampage:

1977 – The Central Intelligence Agency releases documents under the Freedom of Information Act revealing it had engaged in mind control experiments.





Something Happened … …

Khris Speaks

Volume XLVII


Recently, I had an experience. I woke up in the middle of the night. I awoke with vertigo and I was light-headed. Within a few moments, I noticed an electrical sensation inside my head. There were magnetic torrents swirling around my head too. The electrical sensation discharged down my spine. As the electrical sensations intensified, I decided to get out of bed. I was dressed when I got out of bed. As I stood in my room, my mental state shifted to hyper-alertness and hyper-awareness. I could sense and see beyond the four walls of my room. I knew who and what was around me as well as the conditions outside my home. I took a few steps and noticed I was light on my feet. I’ve never felt such a spring in my step in my life. I felt as if I could pounce an individual or dash away from any situation on-the-instant. I walked into the kitchen/dining area and more electrical sensations started surging through my body. This time, the electrical impulses covered my entire body and the impulses were pleasant. I noticed an intense surge in my strength. I felt as If I could punch through concrete. My mental awareness heightened even more and my mentality shifted. I began to pray for war. I wanted to kill somebody or blow something up. I was a predator, seeking a kill. I cannot put into words or fully describe the state-of-mind I was experiencing at that moment. I felt the muscles in my body change and I again appeared to be physically stronger than ever before. I stood there, for that short moment-in-time, one commanding, swinging dick, ass-stompin’, I ain’t asking kind of guy. I waited for the phone to ring or for a knock on the door. I stood there several minutes, waiting for orders. I prayed for somebody to start some shit so I could end it. I eventually got frustrated with waiting and took my pants and shirt off and got back in bed.

Something happened… …                                       ΩΑΘΔ


In Service To The One Source, The Only Source, The Mighty I AM – Forever!

Khris Speaks

Volume XLIII


There’s something I’m ready to write about, an event that happened in January, 2012; I’ve been internalizing this meeting for over six months. I’ve told a few people, but I’ve held back on documenting this meeting until now. I’ve spent a considerable amount of time in contemplation and consideration and It’s time for me to release what happened. In early January of this year, I mysteriously found myself at an unknown location. I believe I was in Europe. Most of the details about the meeting I was summoned to attend are still a bit sketchy in my mind. I remember enough to give some details. For those believing the so called Illuminati are in retreat and are not prepared to advance their agenda further, please continue reading. I found myself sitting in a booth with a thick cut cherry wood table. To my left was a window and I believe there was a courtyard and perhaps a statue in the the center. I cannot tell you whether I was in an alter or perhaps drugged, but something was afoul with my mental clarity. There was an aisle next to the row of booths I was in. In the aisle next to the booths were tables. People I did not outwardly recognize were sitting at the tables, watching, as two different presenters engaged me in negotiations. I remember a young lady, very attractive and refined in her manners, standing next to me while I sat. She had some legal documents in her hands. She was speaking to me and turning the pages of the documents she possessed. She finished her presentation and I politely told her I was not interested in her offer. For several months, I could not remember what the documents were about. I’m certain the documents were a contract. She gave her entire presentation standing and looking down at me as to assert a certain amount of authority over me. After I declined her offer, a gentleman approached and took a seat in the booth with me. He sat across from me and took a more casual eye-to-eye approach with me. I can only paraphrase our discussion. The gentleman told me the family was not so different than the other people in the world. They made decisions which led  them to wealth and prominence. He basically told me other people could make decisions to give themselves wealth and power if they wanted to. After he finished his communication with me, I told him I was not interested in working for his family. In a last ditch effort to procure my services, he made one last statement: He said if I didn’t want to work for his family, I could work for any of the 13 families. At this moment, I felt as if I was being tricked. I lost my diplomacy and told him to “kiss my ass.” I found myself back in my bed in quick fashion after my final comment. Later in the day, after my return from the compound, I called my friend to discuss what happened with her. After a few moments on the phone,  the  phone was electronically  attacked, and the call had to be ended. It appears certain forces were not  going to allow me to discuss what had happened. I’m still seeing articles saying the Illuminati and other so-called elite people are negotiating their surrender. From my experience in January, they are still advancing their agenda. They are still business as usual. It’s not over, until it’s over. And, it’s not over!

I’m certain I’ve aligned myself in the ages that have come and gone with many different groups. There is no doubt I took stances with certain dark or selfish forces in the past. I’ve been the good guy and I’ve been an asshole more than once. I know this. The time has come for me to take my final stance and I choose Providence. I chose to align myself with that immortal, omnipotent God force that exists everywhere in the known universe(s). It’s time to stop playing the field and make one last stand. I will not stand with those dark sinister influences who’ve committed treason against God for centuries. I sever my contracts, allegiances and services with the sinister force. It’s over and I mean it.

The gentleman sitting with me in the booth had a striking resemblance to Nathaniel Rothschild. The reader can do an internet search on his name for his photos and biography. My memory is sketchy, but I’m as certain as I can be without saying I’m 100% it was Nathaniel Rothschild. It’s all starting to make sense.  Thirty plus years of MK Ultra and what happened at the restaurant in December, 2011 are all pieces of a huge pie that I don’t want to eat anymore.

Here is the post from December, 2011:



Project Camelot – My Thoughts, Feelings & 2 Cents

Khris Speaks

Volume XL


I’ve spent the better part of a day trying to discern how I should go about this blog post because the subject matter weighs heavily on my conscience. The only way I know to write this post is to use my heart and be led by its merit. I received an email today I was not expecting. It read it a few times and I feel absolutely compelled to respond. My response will certainly cause a stir and potentially create more discord. Saying nothing at this point-in-time is absolutely not an option. Reading the email when I woke up today sent electrical impulses through my neck and shoulders followed by muscle spasms. That is what happens when I’m pissed off. I start to relive my torture in the government-sponsored black-projects. The person who sent the email is not to blame; the people mentioned in the email are to blame.

Last fall and winter, there was some tension between Project Camelot (Kerry Cassidy) and some of the people she had interviewed from the government black projects I previously mentioned. There was an open and public exchange and it was hostile. In the months previous to the exchange, I had noticed something different about Project Camelot and the difference was not positive. I noticed the quality of those being interviewed had declined and the “whistleblowers” were blowing more smoke than truth. This is my opinion, but many other people hold my perspective on this. I felt something was wrong intuitively and in light of current events, I was not mistaken.

In December of 2011, I decided to remote view Project Camelot and see if I could discover what was percolating with the organization. I saw Kerry surrounded by dark shadow figures. The dark shadow figures were holding hands and surrounding her. I saw a black dot on her computer and her telephone. I can only interpret the black dots as the computer and phones being monitored. This is no surprise given the type of activities she is involved in. Next, I saw a man in an office on the phone with another man. I can only guess he was either military intelligence or from one of the alphabet agencies. The man on the phone definitely didn’t have Project Camelot’s best interests in mind. The intelligence agency man was talking to another person and they were corroborating together to persuade a person to come forward to be interviewed by Project Camelot. This type of situation is bound to happen when an organization interviews dozens of former insiders or “whistle blowers”, but I knew at the time I did the remote viewing the best of Project Camelot had come and gone.

Before I go off and become a bastard, I want to say something positive about Project Camelot. It was Project Camelot that I have to partially thank and offer credit for my own awakening to mind control and conscription as a child into MK Ultra. It was the interviews Project Camelot performed with Duncan O’Finioan, Dave Corso and the conference with Miranda Kelley that helped draw my memories of being in the government black projects to the surface. For this service Project Camelot rendered, I am grateful. With this being said, my ocean of gratitude is drying up and I’m pissed off.

Kerry Cassidy, your comments about Mr. Former White Hat are appalling. This low-rent, degenerate mad hatter has no right to be recognized by anybody, including you, due to his heinous insults levied against survivors of MK Ultra and its sub-projects. Any person(s) mentioning this Former White Hat personality should be doing it with disgust and contempt and not bringing intrigue to such a sinister being. You interview black project survivors to bring public knowledge about the dark forces and their hideous acts against children and all mankind and then you give recognition and thus power to a man that uses words as a weapon to humiliate the same people. Instead of mentioning him and saying he does his spoofs with a purpose in mind, why not publicly denounce this individual and use your resources to dis-empower him?

What did Sarah Stanga do to deserve the humiliating writings and public taunting/stalking the Former White Hat personality has levied against her? Let me tell you what she did. She was born! She was born with specific genetics the dark forces used for their own selfish gain. She did nothing to this beast Mad Hatter and she does not deserve to be treated like he has treated her. I’m certain that three years ago, you would have found this nonsense unacceptable. In my not-so-humble opinion, I think you are quasi sanctioning the conduct of the cockroach known as Mr. Former Mad Hatter with your own blog. There are many other people like Sarah Stanga who’ve been through hell and back simply because of the blood line they were born into. Camelot was once a voice and outlet for people who were victims and survivors of government sponsored torture and other terrors. It appears Camelot is now selling the same people out wholesale for shits-and-giggles.

It’s ironic what Duncan said about being programmed and mind controlled in his response to the current bullshit today. Earlier today, I was thinking exactly along the same lines. I remembered before you tossed Bill Wood into the Project Camelot scrap heap what you said. You said he was re-programmed. Well Kerry, it doesn’t actually work like that, but that’s OK. There is programming, Kerry and then there is being SPECIFICALLY programmed. You can look up what it means to be specifically programmed and I hope you do. I’m starting to think we are dealing with Monarch Kerry Cassidy. I sincerely hope you didn’t through go that Kerry, I really hope you didn’t. In my opinion, you are starting to act like a specifically programmed person. You seem to be doing what many of us have been programmed to do. You appear to be sabotaging your own work and efforts. It might sound strange to you, but self-sabotage is a very REAL symptom of being programmed. Take this ass chewin’ for what it’s worth and think about what you are saying and how you are treating the very people who helped you build Project Camelot by coming forward (at great risk to themselves) and giving testimony. Without your precious “whistleblowers”, you wouldn’t have Camelot.

You don’t need to respond to this blog post Kerry. I do not consider myself to be important, but I will defend and protect those who are survivors of the government sponsored black projects. I consider these people my family and I take it seriously. Kerry, if you do decide to respond, please respond personally. Do NOT send your clone to respond to me. After all,  Mr. Former White Hat has stated many times that clones lie, clones deceive and clones cannot be trusted.  How does it feel Kerry?



Here is the email I received and it’s the motivation behind the blog post you just read:

I hate this! I would rather crawl over crushed glass than continue this bullshit. Right now I have valuable people with great information and true creative healing to interview. Instead, the last 48 hours, while I have tried to stay offline, I have seen the churning negative energies of deception and manipulation rolling through cyberspace like a toilet ready to overflow. Whatever dark forces behind FWH, who want to continue this: let’s rock! Battle engaged. 

To the Fictious Entitiy know as KERRY CASSIDY D/B/A “PROJECT CAMELOT”, and your symbiotic operatives, FORMER WHITE HAT, wanna-be Tommy Hansen, and assorted trolls: 

You are caught in a matrix of your own making. Your deceptions and malignant actions will not be ignored, covered up, or benignly dismissed via clever semantics and ruses of “light worker” false flag activities. Go ahead and ignore me. I sought peace when it was not offered. I watched as innocent people were maligned, assaulted, and maliciously libeled while you, Fictious Entitiy know as KERRY CASSIDY D/B/A “PROJECT CAMELOT” smiled and bestowed your graces on a coward who  leaves messages on voicemail, and threatens to stalk myself and my friends, who assemble peaceably to facilitate healing, empowerment, and mutual love and honor amongst kindred souls. 

We are the Living. You are the DEAD, who operate in deception while professing yourselves as agents of light. You may have begun as being of our kind, but now you are separated and identified as Agents of Dissimulation. The masses may be fooled by your false personae, but the masses have never moved anything of importance. We are the few, we are the Ones who move the conversation. Your media outlet under cover of your handlers will fall away like the masks of the clowns you are. You have a choice. And very little time. Choose well. 

To the coward called “Former White Hat Operative”: the only thing you are “inside” is your own ass! Your puny un-manlike behaviors are the work of an under-developed juvenile with a small penis complex (assuming you ARE a male). There is nothing in any of your posts that indicates you possess any “insider” information. You are a troll, a “cut-and-paster”, and a ridiculous creation of the perverse system that spawns at-media psy-ops. That Kerry Cassidy finds you “harmless” is faint praise for all your efforts. That she finds your “spoofs” “purposeful” demonstrates her own complicity and a vile nature beyond contempt. 

No one needs more “information” from you. The planet is dying, the people have been deceived by their own “truth” movements, and the electronic media methods of the establishment have been well met by your ilk. We have identified you and you are now trapped by every word and movement. If anyone wants to call my voicemail with more threats, then by all means: “go for it”. Engage. But the limp penis tactics, and clever word-play have an end game and that time is near.

You have received this message because you are either part of the problem, or part of the solution, Your actions will determine your fates.

Randy Maugans- May 28, 2012

Articles and Commentary
The OffPlanet Blog 

I angusihed over this. I keep WANTING this to end. It seems the Universe desires to bring out some very ugly truths, and those truths keep asserting themselves via the actions and words of those caught in the matrix. It appears, from the Steve Beckow interview with Eva Moore, that Bill (Wood) Brockbrader is now under detention in Utah. I spoke with Eva a day after these events. Because our conversation was private, I did not release it, or any details publicly. I am sad that Bill was arrested—this serves the disinfo agents like William Silva and Don Shipley—for now.


I am equally saddened that Kerry Cassidy continues to use such events to serve HER ego, and that she ties into the conversation this pathetic, distorted entity who calls itself “Former White Hat Operative”. I tried to end this whole thread about Cassidy/Camelot TWICE. My good will was never met by Kerry or her operatives, who simply wish that I, my associates, and network would DRY UP and GO AWAY so she can maintain her perceived media dominance. I guess that makes her a Media Dominatrix! 
Let me be clear: the content of FWH’s website should make one nauseous. It is childish, amaturish, and contrived. There is no content anywhere that validates that this entity possesses anything but a cruel, sadistic temperament and enjoys the attention he get from his “mistress”. “It” is NOT an insider of anything but it’s own twisted mind. Hiding behind a fake personna enables “it” to operate anonymously, while slandering people who operate above board. AND (The Ficititious Entities D/B/A) KERRY CASSIDY AND PROJECT CAMELOTcompletely suport this effort. That should tell you all you need to know about this operation
I decided to post this article today after receiving the following from a listener (who will remain unnamed). I have received similar inquiries about these subjects, so it appears we need to continue the narrative, despite my promises, protests, and total disgust for the subjects at hand.
On Mon, May 28, 2012 at 3:49 AM, XXXXXX  wrote:

This email was transmitted via exotica-radio.com.

Submitted from address XXXXXXXXXXX


Your Name: XXXXXX
Your Email: XXXXXXX
Subject: WTF?
Message: Randy, I’m just sending on these links…..there is something very odd going on you’ll probably want to catch up with!

I’ll be honest…I’m struggling to get my head round all this!. Maybe you can explain some of it to those of us who are not in on what the heck is going on?  Is all the good work all of you have done being fractured from the inside out by infiltrators?




Thanks for the questions. First, I fail to see how any of this “fractures” my work. First, the post from Cassidy is just more of her self-serving BS. She covers all her “stories” with statements like “my sources”…like she is some sort of intel hub. Her post is just a way of ass-covering her complete lack of information, and appearing to “know” when she is outside the loop. 

Second, while I was told by Eva in a Skype call that Bill was arrested, there were gaps at that time in the story AND I was not cleared to release the information. This does not mean I did not find Eva’s statements credible, she was under enormous emotional stress and the facts were unclear. Thus, my statements on the Michael Vara interview that I did not KNOW the status of Bill Wood. Despite having access to Bill, Eva, and other hosts on Wolf Spirit Radio, I do not actively engage this “network”, for the most part, other than when I am doing a show. Understand that even under the best conditions, any network of people are compromised by disinfo and/or rumors and personal biases.
Third, I was unaware of the Steve Beckow article/video for all the same reasons above. I watch these various media sources from a distance. I have no direct knowledge of what is discussed in the interview/article. Clearly, Eva chose to speak to Beckow on this, or Bill chose to speak through Eva on this through Beckow. What has been compromised is WSR, and this is by design of certain operatives. Again, this is why I do not engage even my own sources at times. (this may well be the “infiltrators” you speak of).
I will add this: Kerry Cassidy’s statements about FWH is VERY telling:

“Keep in mind FWH (Former White Hat) is spoofing this sector and does this with a purpose in mind.”

All you need to know is that Kerry supports this operative, she defends him, and she is responsible for his efforts to slander, impugn, and discredit people who are proven disclosers. People like Duncan O’Finioan, Miranda Kelly, Sarah Stanga, and even Aaron McCollum (who stepped over the line, but did come forward with valuable testimony). FWH is Kerry Cassidy’s hatchet man. This is also part of what I warned about in several of my articles about the so-called “alternative” media:

Consumers of media in the post-digital culture continually combat, to the point of fatigue, the torrents of biased viewpoints; even those of the absurdist bent, which by sheer volume distort the perceptual will. We are repeatedly subjected to elevated levels of hyperbole, irrational scenarios, and streams of non-sequitur. Images of words, cut-and-pasted, repeated, remixed, looped, and mashed-up in endless nuanced rethreads…”Controlled media” may be the inference, but it is merely the epithet spoken by those who traffic in a more subtle form of Jedi Mind Trick: the missing contextual inference of the “we” who speaks with knowing authority. Subliminal gang-stalking is the new methodology. Shadowy sources, half-spoken (written) references; the profiles of the social net—virtual egos that shift and recast themselves against an endless strobing backdrop.(from The Global Economic Opera: Hypnosis – March 10 2012)

Kerry Cassidy employs FWH to do her dirty work, as in the recent post: “the-maugans-interview-and-lies” (we are flattered in a perverse way that FWH spends so much time shadowing this reporter). 
Is this “spoofing”? Or is it organized stalking? Well it is lies (and no, I do NOT visit the FWH website and I will never post his URLs—his articles are sent to me for comment and I routinely refuse to dignify this clown).
Kerry has watched valuable “property” (i.e.-“Camelot whistleblowers”) slip away from her hands, as her methods and means became more obvious. This is a woman perfectly capable of holding two (or more) conflicting views in plain view—and her “loyal” audience never questions. This is the essence of mind control.
Example: while Kerry maintains an overlapping audience with Project Avalon and a continuing relationship with Bill Ryan (recall she brought him in on the original Bill Wood interview with David Wilcock), when Drake (incorrectly) cited a post on Avalon as “Camelot”, Kerry quickly disclaimed all connections with Ryan/Avalon. A most clever trick of the mind!
What is” fractured” is the attention span of listeners/readers/viewers (consumers) of “alternative media”. They have assume that everyone has good intentions; that everyone is on the same page, and that because certain outlets have aired “dangerous” information” they must be the good guys. Did it ever occur to the undiscriminating that they are being played? 

How many times do you hear the term “Alice In Wonderland” used directly, or indirectly to the subculture dealing with subjects such as “mind control”, UFOs, conspiracy theories, “whistleblowers”…etc.? Now pay closer attention to the interogatory…pay closer attention to HOW these subjects are fused to a suspension of judgement (McLuhan) or even a deliberate confusion to create a state of disassociative behavior.
Now you can better assess the collective electronic environment, and its effects on destabilizing coherent decision-making, assessment, and rational behavior. These devices flow perfectly in a mixed-media electronic environment and are cleverly used by agents to install cognitive dissonance via a state of internalized trance. 

The aim of the Alice in Wonderland or confusion technique is to confound the expectations and conditioned reactions of the interrogatee … The confusion technique is designed not only to obliterate the familiar but to replace it with the weird … Sometimes two or more questions are asked simultaneously. Pitch, tone, and volume of the interrogators’ voices are unrelated to the import of the questions. No pattern of questions and answers is permitted to develop, nor do the questions themselves relate logically to each other.  (from The Alice In Wonderland Trance State, March 11, 2012)

Understand this: Kerry Cassidy has repeatedly claimed that her interview techniques were designed to do exactly what the above information details. Cassidy employs techniques of cognitive dissonance, confusion technique, and media imposed pattern interuption. Moreover, she invokes as her “higher authority” the moniker “Project Camelot” to install a wider identification. Notice how she shifts seamlessly between the “I (Kerry Cassidy)” and “Camelot” as a type of Janus-like personification. She did this most recently in the post Definition Of  A Whitleblower:

The Project Camelot definition of a Whistleblower is “whistleblower from the Matrix”  that is, that in “a time of deceit it is a revolutionary act to tell the truth”… so by that definition anyone who tells the truth about what is really going on is a Camelot Whistleblower.

Since we all have the ability to access dictionaries, WHY was it necessary for Cassidy to frame “whistleblower” in the context of “Camelot”? Simple. It’s another Jedi mind trick used by Cassidy to appropriate the term, and thus define for herself/itself the boundaries of the term. THIS is the mindset and tactics of a CULT. Furthermore, Cassidy invokes in her defense of FWH an imaginary domain she calls “this sector”. May I point out there IS NO “SECTOR” from my viewpoint. This is the methodology of a classic handler/controller operating to commandeer a particular asset. 
The (truly) aware listeners/readers/viewer should understand that (The Ficititious Entities D/B/A) Kerry Cassidy, D/B/A Project Camelot, despite appearances, is a “sector”—a honeypot operation to entrap minds, contour their cognitive space, feed them fear, and maintain a control grid over dissent and critical thinking. Anyone who DARES rise up and challenge the preeminence of the grid becomes an enemy. Counter agents in the form of so-called “spoofers”, “comment writers”, and even her own webmaster, tommy Hansen, are deployed as “dirty bombs” to take out the opposing viewpoints. Hence: Kerry Cassidy OWNS FWH and all of his slanders, mud-slinging, and fictitious gobbledy-gook. 
I have repeatedly tried to end the fractiousness from dealing with this subject, and I keep getting pulled back into it like a cesspool. My work is solution-oriented—not fear-based, like Cassidy/Camelot. While there has been overlap in personalities and interview subjects, I do not do the same work as Kerry Cassidy, D/B/A Project Camelot. People have enough fear porn out there to feast upon. What I DO provide is genuine media criticism, based on decades in media and personal experience with mind control tactics used by the cabal/NWO agents. 
One can do “good work”, journalistically and be both deceived and a deceiver. These tactics are part and parcel of the media’s assault on the collective consciousness.
If, as some have opined, and Cassidy herself has asserted, she is a “lightworker”, where are the fruits? Camelot does not deal in healing, creating a safe environment, or inquiries and solutions into critical areas like free energy or alternative modalities for treating trauma. Camelot is a shitstem of constantly roiling negative feedback from the shadow worlds. And the people love it so!
To go back to the listener’s question: “Is all the good work all of you have done being fractured from the inside out by infiltrators?” 
If anything my points are being made daily by the reactions of the very agents who are losing their grip on a segment of what they think is “their” audience. I have predicted this would happen in a February , 2012 article. Gatekeepers and Handlers-Part 2:

Nearly instantaneous signalling, whether positive or negative, creates maximum effect. Do not believe that Project Camelot is not served by negative reactions—it is the negative which creates the critical updraft for such stories to oscillate through cyberspace. It is the perceptions of such disclosures that serve to build a significant movement to install larger and larger memes into the collective mindspace. At the collective level, these memes, or gestures result in the evolution of a culture, to borrow from Richard Dawkins’ memetic theorem.

In closing, do not be sidetracked by the static being amped into cyberspace. Choose that which serves the path to wholeness and well-being. The energetic of the present time is like a great wheel that shapes and hews the collective and individual souls. It’s your path, your consciousness, and you mind space that is being tested. Discern the mechanics in play: FWH is Kerry Cassidy’s mouthpiece to deal with people who have gone “rogue” from the programs to coalesce a group-think and harness the energies of change. It is black alchemy in play and she/it is a tool of the very media machine which they claim to oppose. 

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Spirituality, Not Extreme Technicality

Khris Speaks

Volume XXXIX


I’ve had some concerns on my mind lately I need to release and I will execute that release through this blog post. My concern is for the extreme technical slant people are introducing into spirituality. I consider myself intelligent and capable of understanding new concepts, but I think the traits of some have turned towards the ridiculous in the new age and metaphysical realms.  Please understand I enjoy learning about the physics of working with light, energy and healing and how in the world of science those energies manifest. With that said, the current doctrines are getting overly complicated and technical and I personally do not see the benefits nor advantages to those aspiring towards God ideals and principles. In my own training and learning over the last nineteen years, I have always utilized a simpler, practical approach to my own spirituality.  I like to study materials and teachings that have an application to them. I don’t want to read or listen to a guru that simply talks and babbles about complex science in terms of spirituality. I want to understand what is being explained by books and lecturers and then be given a specific set of guidelines to apply the knowledge.  People rambling on about zero point energy and torsion fields are useless to me personally unless there is something I can apply. If there is an application, it needs to be clear, cogent and actually doable.

The effective prayer was my first metaphysical lesson given to me at the age of eighteen. It was in the back of a book named Seven Concentric Circles. The prayer if you can really call it a prayer goes as follows:

1. I release all of my past, negatives, fears, human relationships, self-image, future, and human desires to the Light.

2. I am a Being of Light.

3. I radiate the Light from my LightCenter throughout my being.

4. I radiate the Light from my LightCenter to everyone.

5. I radiate the Light from my LightCenter to everything.

6. I am in a bubble of Light and only the Light can come to me and only the Light can be here.

7. Thank you God for everyone, for everything, and for me.

Instructing people to initiate a torsion field by vectoring sub-atomic God particles into their  higher overself while pulsing zero point energy from the eleventh dimension into the fifth dimension by creating a photon bridge using hyper-charged reversed polarity electrons holding a complex geometric pattern is not a benefit to people’s spiritual growth in my opinion. I realize how facetious, overblown, out-of -context and technically false my example was, but I still believe my concerns are relevant.  There are multitudes of people in the world looking for answers and a way back to God. We should all be careful to give suggestions and examples they can explore that will not scare them away nor challenge their intellect to the point they want to  give up.  Would you discuss zero point energy or other complexities in relation to spirituality with an eight or nine year old child who is seeking a spiritual path or truth?  In my opinion, spiritual teachings and applications should be written in a manner that even a child or simple minded person can understand. We don’t need graduate level college words and concepts to finish our journey in duality on Earth.  Mighty Said Baba from India instructed hundreds of millions in his second incarnation on how to return to their divinity. He taught things like “Help Ever, Hurt Never” and “Love All, Serve All.” He didn’t instruct his devotees to spin atoms until they formed a poly hexagonal plasma field and so on. He taught his devotees how to love and how to serve and use mantras, prayers and positive actions to assist all the kingdoms on Earth and thus assist themselves.

There is nothing neither technical nor complex about getting the mail on a rainy day for a ninety year old lady. There is nothing neither technical nor complex about watering a wilted flower or giving a homeless person a bottle of water and five dollars. Yes, perhaps physicists could explain how these actions create things and operate beyond what our eyes can see, but it doesn’t matter for the acts of kindness, love and assistance the planet really needs at this time.

This blog post was not intended to be a ‘gotcha’ or criticism to any particular publisher, author, person or organization.  This post is based on my own observations, feelings and experiences over the course of my life. You may agree or disagree with me as you wish. As I previously stated, I do enjoy some of the technical aspects of spirituality within reason.

In closing, it’s my opinion people should pick a spiritual path that has a specific application and is written in a simple manner that even a child could understand.


Cubes ♦ Orbs ♦ Unwelcome Aliens ♦ Future Scenes

Khris Speaks



I had my Reiki attunements redone on Saturday night. I had a wonderful time with my mighty friend.  She helped me with my back and rib pain and I’m pleased to say that for the first time in almost three weeks, I don’t have any discomfort in my back! I decided to bring my Blue Arcturian sculpture along as I wanted him there for the attunements. His name is Thon.  It is pronounced Tawn. When I arrived at my friend’s house, she immediately wanted to hold him. She instantly said he wasn’t happy. My heart sank as I thought perhaps I was doing something wrong or had displeased him. He was there with me since I was a baby and I want to make sure I honor his eternal friendship.  Deb told me that Thon wasn’t upset with me, but was upset at what was happening to me. He showed her how my house is surrounded with ships of aliens that weren’t positive with their intents. He was very concerned about this.  Furthermore, these ships were not the usual negative grays or reptilian, but there were ships of aliens that weren’t supposed to be here.  I have been hearing foot steps around my home for about a month now. You cannot see anybody, but I know somebody or someone is there. On a side note, I recently sent the universe a request. I asked if I were to get a pet if it would help me be more aware of what is going on. I asked if I should get a cat or dog or perhaps if I should remain pet free.  Thon told my friend I should go to the pound and get a cat. He said the negative aliens do not like them and the cats don’t like the aliens.  I had recently been plagued with a variety of cats hanging around my place. Some of the cats had even gotten under my house. I was curious as to why they were hanging around so much.  I did not tell my friend about the request I sent in regards to getting a pet, but I got my answer. I am to get a cat.

After we did the attunements, we sat awhile, talked and enjoyed the company of one another. We decided to have a light meal. After our meal, she felt as if  Thon wanted to say something else. I told her,  she should ask what his name was.  I wanted to verify that Thon was accurate and that I had gotten it right. He told her his name was “The One” and I went silent. She laughed and said okay, that is an interesting name. I was confused and a tad upset with myself.  It then hit me as to what was happening.   He told here a variation of the name he gave me.  I think Thon is for my relationship with him and “The One” is when other people hold him and communicate with him. I know this sounds ridiculous, but I couldn’t have made this up if I tried. Take a look below.


While holding Thon, my friend said she was getting scenes sent to her by him. She saw a nuclear bomb go off in the middle east. Next, she saw the sun sending huge filaments of some sort to the Earth. She said it was scorching the Earth and causing everything to burn up. Then she saw the cities of the world being destroyed. Finally she saw corpses all over the Earth and it was from a plague or pandemic of some sort.  I wish I could report that he showed her what those who are channeling the future are saying. I would love to tell you that we have a utopia of bliss and peace coming in the next ten years, but I cannot. I was shown much of this in 2010 and 2011 in my dreams. I was also shown how I was going to help people while I was being shown the damage. I even saw the sun as a supernova and it was amazing.

I want to share with my beloved friends and readers some photos I recently took. I had been feeling as thought there are some ‘presences’ in the house with me. I was right and the photos will show some amazing visitors. Please enjoy them and leave me some comments as to what you think.

 Meet Thon

This massive orb seems to have a face in it. You can see it has a rainbow around it with the most beautiful indigo color on the outer edge.

In this photo you can see an orb to the left and a small emerald green cube to the right. That cube is always here and is beautiful.

In this photo you will find an orb to the left and right with an amazing view of the green cube in the center.

These photos sure make me feel better after the information I received on Saturday. I feel good knowing there are positive spirits around and visiting me.


I’m Back & Feeling Better ♦ New Scar

Khris Speaks

Volume XXXV


Hello mighty friends and lowly foes that are monitoring this web blog. I have rested and slept well the last few days.  We must have gotten under the skin of the reptilians and other sinister forces last Sunday. I’ve received  plenty of implants in the past, but I cannot recall when I had this much pain from a procedure. I’m much better now with some occasional discomfort still.  I will use the castor oil that was gifted to me over the puncture.  I will be getting caught up with my blog and email messages over the weekend. I love you all and hope everybody is improved. Also, I found a new scar today on my forearm. I’m certain this was not there last week.  Please take a look at the photo.


It’s On! ♦ Sunday 04/22/2012 ♦ We Unite! ♦ Please Join Us!

Khris Speaks

Volume XXXII


There has been an overwhelming response to my request for a collective effort to counter the efforts of the dark cabal being levied against us. The idea is for the people on WordPress and perhaps over venues to unite in contemplation and meditation and focus our intents and energies collectively. The main goal is to provide protection and relief to all of us who are experiencing, lethargy, confusion, irritation and other negative symptoms. Many are getting triggered or feeling suicidal.  There is a blatant attempt to stop the healing and spiritual progress of those of us who’ve been in MK-Ultra, Monarch, Milabs etc.  We shall not take this lying down.

The plan is to have as many of us as possible on Sunday, April 22nd, 2012 to go into a quiet space and focus, meditate and do whatever spiritual actions you feel comfortable with or believe in and negate the negative, destructively qualified energies and frequencies being thrown at us all.  Many of us are going to be in action around 6 p.m. Pacific time on Sunday. If you cannot join us in that time zone, please choose any time on Sunday to participate. Please ask that your efforts and intents be merged with the intents of everybody else that has participated on Sunday.  If you have any questions or further thoughts, please contact me. My email is Khris_neal@Yahoo.com.

Here is a list of my intents and items I will be working on. Much is this is from Michael Relfe. You can do an internet search on him.

  • Demand-Ask-Request- All scalar Attacks be cut off and FOREVER prevented in the future.
  • Demand-Ask-Request -All Radionic attacks cut off and FOREVER prevented in the future
  • Demand-Ask-Request- All Psychotronic attacks cut off and FOREVER prevented in the future.
  • Demand-Ask-Request- All Remote viewing and remote surveillance be cut off and FOREVER prevented in the future.
  • Demand-Ask-Request- All Witchcraft, dark magick, curses,spells,hooks (including disease and death hooks) be shattered and FOREVER prevented in the future.
  • Demand-Ask-Request- All Command & control operations of the enemy be destroyed and FOREVER prevented from being operated in the future.
  • Demand-Ask-Request- All Energy supplies, drains and remote influencing be severed and FOREVER prevented in the future.
  • Demand-Ask-Request- God, I AM, Higher Self, etc. to Destroy all the bases, assets and ships of (Negative) Reptilians, Winged Serpents, Draconians, Gray Aliens, Insectoids and FOREVER prevent their diabolical plans from manifesting against any of God’s people or substance.
  • Demand-Ask-Request- All Soul ties,contracts, communication points, insertion points and all Implants be severed, rendered unusable and inoperable to the negative ETs military intelligence, NSA, CIA, DOD, NID, FBI etc.
  • Demand-Ask-Request- Impregnable shields, force fields, walls of protection be put around all who are holding to the higher ideals and attempting to serve life the constructive way. Demand they be sustained infinitely without end and constantly expanding
  • Demand-Ask-Request- All demonic attachments and possessions be removed and the person(s) be forever sealed from further intrusion or attacks.
  • Demand-Ask-Request- All stalking: Gang, cyber, dream lodge, and in the waking state be FOREVER PREVENTED.
  • Demand-Ask-Request- The sinister plans, operations, bases, equipment, activities of the enemy be made revealed to all man kind and their intentions exposed.
  • Demand-Ask-Request- Divine intervention on behalf of all children everywhere on the Earth from being kidnapped and placed in programs where they are systematically tortured, raped, humiliated and slaughtered. Demand divine dispensations to stop all Military Abductions and needless desecration of children and adults.
  • Demand-Ask-Request- All energy, life force and essence that was sapped, drained, stolen from any and all of us be returned immediately.
  • Demand-Ask-Request- All irritations, lethargy, exhaustion, negative thought forms, triggers,health problems etc. be shattered and FOREVER prevented from acting in our lives and worlds.

Here is a list from the comments section of  ideas and suggestions. I love these ideas too and will utilize them. Thanks to everybody that helped me get this organized.

Demand-Ask-Request – All GOD consciousness trapped in programming cubes and in other forms of traps must be released and never trapped again.

In addition to your list which i think is brilliant, here is my two pence worth, some more ideas,some of it you may find useful if not disregard. as you can see this takes into account another angle which may be present:

1.Theta healing commands

It is commanded to:

Remove any and all guilt
Remove any and all false beliefs that you are evil
Remove any and all belief that you deserve to suffer and be attacked
Remove all beliefs about needing to suffer to do penance, such as karma
Remove any curses put on you by yourself or others in this and other lives

Download knowing what it feels like, knowing that it’s possible to, knowing how to (all the following):
• Forgive yourself
• Accept God/Creator’s forgiveness (and download creators definition of forgiveness)
• to know that you are a perfect and innocent child of God/Spirit/Creator [whatever works for you]
• to know that as a child of God you are perfectly invulnerable.
• To know what its like to live without attack
• To remember your true identity as a child of God

All of the above removals and downloads to be done:
• On all 5 levels
• For all parts, alters and the spaces in between
• On all dimensions

2. hopono opono (spelling?)
To do this you consider in your mind the attack situation, and while holding it in mind say these four phrases to God/creator [note you are saying these to Creator, not to any attacker]
-I’m sorry
-please forgive me
-thank you
-I love you
Can be said many times the more the better

3. This prayer from A Course in Miracles, has saved me from attack and dispelled all kinds of adverse situations for me. To the perceived attacker, in your mind say:

“I give you to the Holy Spirit as part of myself
I know you will be released unless I want to use you to imprison myself
In the name of my freedom I choose your release
Because I recognise we will be released together.”

May sound very weird i know,all i can say about the last is, it’s saved my life a few times I think.



And the Battle Continues… … …

Khris Speaks

Volume XXX


Last night was another interesting and fun filled evening of anomalous occurrences, abduction and programming relives. I’m exhausted today, but I’m sound of mind.  With almost nightly activity and much of it intense in nature, I can’t escape the feeling that something is about to happen with conditions on Earth. I sense a very strong ramping up on the parts off all parties involved in the epic saga for power and domination and  by those intending to curtail the coming holocaust. I’m tired and somewhat weary, but I have never in my life felt an internal strength and such an unshakable will to stand for what I know is right. I’m truly a rock right now.

In the early morning hours, there was a lot of errant noises on the block. Bangs and popping sounds filled the street and the motion detectors almost everyone has on their porches were being triggered continually.  I opened my curtains many times to figure out why it was so bright outside and could not see any presence, animal or human. After a few hours of the motion lights triggering and turning off, the neighbor’s car alarm went off. It has never done that before. I immediately jumped out of bed and opened the curtain to once again detect no visible presence.  I got back in bed and instantly the high pitched noise in my right ear started up, complete with pressure changes and partial deafness for a few moments. I got a feeling of expanding in consciousness and rising upward.  Approximately four hours later, I woke up with a start. I was alert and wide awake. I knew had either gone out of body or was being returned from somewhere or something.  I wasn’t awake very long when I felt an awkward sensation in my right ear. Palpitating the area behind my right ear, I found a new bump. This happens a few times per year. I don’t know whether I had another implant change out or just service/maintenance performed. It was sore to the touch for a while and the swelling has gone down some. The tissue deep inside the area behind my ear is sensitive.

After being awake for about three hours (which is usual after an abduction or out of body experience), I was getting drowsy and ready to entertain the idea of a few more hours sleep. I closed my eyes  and saw spiders and alien heads moving around inside my head.  After a few minutes of the spiders,  I saw the familiar strobing under my eyelids and there was  a program running that would be similar to a well done PC video game.  I sensed I was in a helicopter and was above some rocky desert trailing some type of humanoid beings.  After fifteen seconds of that, another program loaded and it seemed to be some kind of targeting program. Perhaps I was in a helicopter simulator, but I cannot be for sure.  For two nights in a row,  my programming has been surfacing as well as pain from torture and implant surgeries.  The night before last, the electricity in my hands burned for several minutes. The electrocution was done to split me off into an alter personality. I believe the constant abductions are triggering the programming and pain relives.

You can see the knot and redness behind my right ear. The second photo is a beautiful light blue colored orb that appeared on one of the photos when I missed my ear and photographed the ceiling by mistake.


Arcturian Play Pal ♦ Implant & Abduction Wars ♦ Surveillance

Khris Speaks

Volume  XXIX


Sunday was a powerful day in many ways. I got to visit a great friend of mine who has been ill lately. I had been in phone contact with her while she was sick, but we hadn’t visited much. This allowed her to get rest and me not to catch her bug.  After some chat, we went and got a pizza. After we ate and chatted some more, she decided to wash her hands and take a look at my Blue Arcturian sculpture I got from Cynthia Crawford in December 2011. When she first held the sculpture in December, her Reiki came on and the sculpture began to take Reiki. She was amazed as nothing like this had happened to her before. She had never had something inanimate accept Reiki in the past.The first night I had the beautiful sculpture, I had an uncommon experience: A bomb of gold lightning (or at least that’s what I’m calling it) went off inside my head. It was quite explosive and beautiful.

While she held the sculpture Sunday, she started to laugh some. She saw me with a young Arcturian child on the floor playing. He was teaching me how to levitate and float objects around. I was a toddler when he first came to see me. An adult was in the back ground, but was somewhat cloaked and didn’t stand out too much.  On one of his visits, his eyes had changed from a brownish color. When I noticed his eyes had made some sort of transition, he did a little dance and was very happy. They were now a yellowish color. This was some milestone for him in his own evolution. He would come at night when my parents were asleep and the both of us would have a light source around us provided by him. She saw him come with a ‘parent’ until he was approximately nine years old at which point he was advanced enough to visit me on his own.  She said he had been around and watching and providing certain protections most of my life.  I asked my father, a year ago, if there was anything strange about my childhood. I was trying to find out what age my contact with other life forms had started. He said I didn’t appear to act strange to him, but I would be awake all night and talking to somebody as a toddler and child. He told me he or my mom would have to get up a few times a week and put me to get back into bed. They weren’t mad at me, but they didn’t know who I was  interacting with;  I know exactly who I was interacting with now.

One of the biggest hurdles many people who’ve suffered in the black projects will tell you is getting over painful abandonment issues. The disconnect from society and Providence is excruciating . To know my young Arcturian friend was there for me and at least came to play and comfort me, brought tears to my eyes. Last night, while enjoying a hot salt bath, I closed my eyes and saw him. He was unique looking and I can only surmise he was the equivalent to eight or nine in human 3d  years.

I’m sad to report and a little angry too, my abductions have not stopped. It appears that more than one group is abducting me and implant wars are going on. My Reiki attunements did some damage to my cranial implant. There was an issue with my left bicep implant as a result. That left bicep implant was blown out as it was causing extreme interference with my life. Imagine your bicep quivering, violently at times, all day and all night.  Recently, I had two new implants placed into my spine and another new one in the back of my skull.  Last night, I relived, to a small extend, the surgery. I felt several pokes, like needles sticks in in my back and towards my left scapula. They needle sticks hurt, but it wasn’t the worst pain I’ve ever dealt with.  Two implants about the length of long grain rice were  inserted deep into my back  muscles. There were two men who escorted me into a room and a young female doctor that did the procedure.  This was a military operation of some sort. The next implant in my brain is E.T. in nature or far as we can tell it is. It is very sophisticated. They shaved a cube into the back of my head and did the procedure. There was a scab that took a month to fall off.   My friend believes that somebody benevolent put the cranial implant in as an over-ride to the other implants that were installed. I feel like a slave just thinking about this. Around midnight last evening, I heard the implant in my brain for a few minutes. It produced a myriad of low frequency hums with some high frequency digitized sounds.  My neck and upper spine have been sore and inflamed for a while and now I know why.  The massage therapist said on Friday there was a magnetic energy  in my cervical spine when she was massaging that area. It was on Sunday at my friend’s house we discovered the implants were there. My friend has had two implants removed this year. Her ear implant was removed in January and last month a cranial implant was removed. She was scheduled for an MRI, so somebody was looking out for her.  Even after I’ve broke my contracts with the military industrial complex and satanic organizations, they still abduct me. I’m certain this is going to get worse before it gets better.  It’s demoralizing.

Just after I washed my hands to do Reiki on my friend, she and I, at almost the exact moment, felt we were being monitored. When I put my hands on her, I got an electrical sensation over the right side of my face and even through my eye that lasted most of the time I did Reiki on her. She  saw a man in a white van with an ear piece in and he was listening to us. He was somewhat thin and had wire framed glasses on. We were definitely being monitored. This was nothing new to either of us.  Next, she saw me around six years old being taken into a room with a group of boys my age. We were all in dark green clothes and they were thick and somewhat industrial looking. There were adults in the room,including the man doing surveillance on us Sunday, but they did not interact with us.  She said this man was in his twenties and was there in the room with me and the other boys when I was a little guy. He may very well have been assigned to monitor me my entire life. She said it was definitely him in the van listening thirty years later. Again, I feel enslaved.  This shit is too much to handle as an adult! I can’t even imagine what It was like as a child. I asked my friend if the clothing seemed military in nature or something else. She said it reminded her of prison. She got the vibe we were being treated, all the boys, as prisoners. What a fucked up world we live in.

                                                          These are made by Cynthia Crawford and the photo below is an example of an Arcturian. This is the Arcturian plaque.

To military intelligence groups  and the  CIA, NSA,  et all:

I was told I could go “home” in 2009, but I would have to make the decision. I took some time to think and work through my feelings. I choose to stay and fight. I told the mighty presence who came to me that I wanted to go, but I felt so strongly that I have to take a role in the “main event” coming to this planet very soon. I felt awful for humanity and  I couldn’t leave.  With that being said, listen carefully! I’M IN THIS! I’m not backing down, I’m not negotiating, and I’m not surrendering. Abductions, surveillance and all the other bullshit that is going on, will not stop me.  I will continue my blog and to speak out about the vile acts being done to children and the rest of humanity. I will continue until I’m dead or I have succeeded, whichever comes first.


Wolves ♦ Werewolves ♦ Volvo? – My Experiences & Observations & The Experiences of Other People

Khris Speaks



Tonight, I’ll take you down a different road. Let’s take the nearest exit to woo-woo land and hopefully we’ll find an on-ramp back to reality or whatever we all recognize as reality. After thirty plus years or programming, ritualistic satanic abuse, sexual abuse, torture and being in the presence of werewolves, demons, reptiles and grays (Zetas), I may not be attuned to the clinical standard of reality. Maybe the rest of human kind are in la-la land and their concepts of reality need calibrated. Perhaps, reality is subjective.

Lately, I have been astounded by the number of people reporting interactions with wolves and werewolves. Last fall, when I remembered the sexual ceremony I was in with a werewolf,  I thought that experience may have been unique to me. Now,  I have to discard that concept as inaccurate. Recently I’ve read and listened to the testimony of other people involved in the ‘programs’ and I’ve learned these wolf  experiences run very deep for many.

In 2010, I began to wake up with the sound of wolves howling. I read some of Whitley Streiber’s  experiences with wolves howling and my experiences are not all too different. Many times at 3:00 a.m., I would be startled awake with the sound of a pack of wolves howling in concert.  They would howl inside my head so loud, it was hard to comprehend the experience. This happened intermittently for a year and a half. Sometimes, while relaxing or remote viewing, I still hear wolves howling. I can only guess some of this is from my programming. Here is where things turn to the bizarre. One night, I heard an owl hoot in the distance in the early morning hours and within a second of hearing the hoot, I heard a pack of wolves howl. Now, let me be clear on what I just described;  I was awake and alert when I heard the wolves howl. They were literally within a hundred feet of my house and I could hear them clearly. I live in a college town of fifty thousand people with over twenty thousand of them being college students. We do not have wolves running around in this town. I was not scared, but definitely on high alert status. I was so shocked they manifested in the physical, I could barely process the situation.  The owl and wolves faded, but I was left awestruck in my bed.

The following is an except from a non-related post describing an experience I had with a werewolf:

The reason I had to explore the idea my birth chart may have been manipulated is because my blood and semen have been taken many times and I have dream/memory recalls of doing ceremonies. These consist of me speaking Latin and casting circles and calling up demons. I have had dreams of Sex Magick as well. I have had astral sex as well as an encounter sexually with a werewolf. The werewolf had body strength of titanium. His strength was super-human. His body was covered in what was similar to Terrier dog hair but longer and pricklier. You could see the muscles in his legs and body. He had pointy dog ears and red eyes. His penis was completely covered in hair and his erection was like a piece of stone. I had two middle aged men behind me and they were taking turns sodomizing me. I was between seventeen and eighteen years old when this incident happened.

The subject of werewolves or people turning into them is nothing new. Books and movies by the dozens have been written and produced on this topic. Why though? Is there more to this subject than most realize? I think so! James Casbolt a.k.a Michael Prince, in the ‘bases’ interview series, available on YouTube, discusses seeing the Queen of England taking on the appearance of a wolf . Another woman I admire, who is well known in E.T. and U.F.O.  circles, has had a run-in with a werewolf.  Her description of the werewolf matched mine exactly. In the 1930’s we had The Werewolf of London. Remember Teen Wolf with Michael J. Fox? Teen Wolf was a movie released in 1985 about a teenager who becomes a werewolf.  Now, the current generation has the Twilight franchise with the all too familiar vampires vs. werewolves theme.  We have to toss in Lost Girl for added measure. In this new series, there is an alpha shape shifting werewolf.  Last, but not least, we have to mention Being Human.  This series is about a ghost, vampire and you guessed it, a werewolf  living together.

I do not exactly know what is going on with the shape shifting and werewolf activities, but mark my words, this issue is far from over. This is not just a matter of great ratings for the television networks or ticket sales. There are thousands of topics which can get excellent ratings and sell tickets.  We are collectively being told something by the continued production of movies, books and other media about who or WHAT certain people  are. Notice how these subjects are marketed and targeted towards teenagers. This romanticizing of violent deaths with erotic behavior is designed to desensitize the youth to these dark matters. The current meme is vampires and werewolves just trying to fit in and find their path with ordinary people.  In the Twilight movies, the vampires, the ‘nice’ vampires, only drink animal blood. This attempt to soften the genre up and make werewolves and vampires more likeable and accepted is at minimum freaky and in reality, diabolical.

Please take a look at this beloved lady and her  blog.  This is very heart wrenching testimony.

Both of these posts describe her experiences with wolves and werewolf programming.




In Media and Popular Culture, Werewolves and Wolf  Shape Shifters, Never Fade Away.

                                                                                                                                    Here is Michael J. Fox as the teen wolf.

The WereWolf of London from the 1930’s

                                                                                                                               The shape shifting alpha werewolf from the Lost Girl.

  The Twilight saga. Notice the wolf blended into the scenery.

                                                                                              Here is the gang from Being Human. A werewolf, vampire and ghost live together.


Take a look at this new Volvo commercial. It deals with a wolf and a blood red Volvo car. I cringed and got the chills at the end by what little boy did.

Duran Duran, a British new wave band, has/had a song titled Hungry Like The Wolf.  Let’s review the lyrics to that piece of music. The song lyrics come across as a man on the prowl for a women he’s feeling romantic towards. The lyrics are haunting in my opinion.

“Hungry Like The Wolf”

Darken the city, night is a wire
Steam in the subway, earth is a afire
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo
Woman, you want me, give me a sign
And catch my breathing even closer behind
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo

In touch with the ground
I’m on the hunt I’m after you
Smell like I sound, I’m lost in a crowd
And I’m hungry like the wolf

Straddle the line in discord and rhyme
I’m on the hunt I’m after you
Mouth is alive with juices like wine
And I’m hungry like the wolf

Stalked in the forest, too close to hide
I’ll be upon you by the moonlight side
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo
High blood drumming on your skin, it’s so tight
You feel my heat, I’m just a moment behind
Do do do do do do do dodo dododo dodo

In touch with the ground
I’m on the hunt I’m after you
A scent and a sound, I’m lost and I’m found
And I’m hungry like the wolf
Strut on a line, it’s discord and rhyme
I howl and I whine, I’m after you
Mouth is alive, all running inside
And I’m hungry like the wolf

Hungry like the wolf
Hungry like the wolf
Hungry like the wolf


Burning the ground, I break from the crowd
I’m on the hunt, I’m after you
I smell like I sound, I’m lost and I’m found
And I’m hungry like the wolf

Strut on a line, it’s discord and rhyme
I’m on the hunt, I’m after you
Mouth is alive with juices like wine
And I’m hungry like the wolf


Visited, But By Whom? An Interesting Night It Was!

Khris Speaks



I had an interesting evening and I wanted to share it with everyone. I can’t rule out a portion of the experiences to be related to two beautiful crystals which were gifted to me. About 2:00 a.m. yesterday, I started hearing the familiar noise in my right ear which is usually an implant. Not long after hearing that noise, faintly, I started hearing digitized beeping noises in my left ear. Imagine that weirdness. I heard a noise that sounded similar to air being blown through a metallic pipe and 1980’s MIDI sounding beeps in my left ear. As I was lying in bed, I started tonotice some very warm and beautiful sensations in my skull area. It was gentle and almost magnetic feeling. It was like getting a massage from some energy producing machine. Next, I started to feel a similar sensation in both of my temples. I felt an energy swirling in unison around both temples with the same magnetic effects I felt on my skull near the crown chakra.

I started to drift into sleep, when I heard something that sounded like an old fashioned phone ring. It woke me up and I decided to get a drink. When I got back in bed I started to hear the house pop and crackle. Something had went and caused a pressure change around my house. Then both my ears experienced a pressure drop at the same time. The house made more popping sounds and I could have sworn I heard some foot steps outside. As I drifted off to sleep, I heard the ringing noise again, but decided not to get out of bed. As I’m writing this, the bulb in my salt lamp is flickering and my house is once again experiencing popping noises everywhere. WOW! I remembering hearing other noises and I’m certain I was on a ship last night. In times past when the ships would come over the house, a sudden pressure shift could easily be detected. I woke up today after eleven hours of sleep. I usually need about six and a half to seven hours this time of year.  I feel good and have not noticed any abuse to my body. I may have actually been visited by some benevolent beings last night. Hopefully the service they performed with my head and temples did some damage to the cranial wiring and implants I have. Perhaps I will know more about what took place soon.


The Royal Wedding ♦ A Royal Something or Other ♦ Thoughts ♦ Observations

Khris Speaks

Volume XXVI


I am not an individual who gets star struck. I do not idolize or even much care about celebrities or people of prominence. I was not going to watch the royal wedding last spring; I really would rather have slept through it. I have a very low opinion of monarchies.  The wedding was in the middle of the night West Coast time and I didn’t bother to set an alarm. As fate would have it, I woke up with about twenty-five minutes before the procession began. I was big into conspiracy and was expecting some spectacular event to take place. Since I had the intuitive feeling something or someone had awoken and aroused me out of a nice peaceful sleep, there must be something I was supposed to see.

I watched Shepard Smith and all the other talking heads babble on and battle about what colors the queen would wear. Then there was look, there is Elton John and that type of jargon. They bet on whether the bride would be on time or would she be late. Of course it’s the bride’s prerogative to be on time or run a tad late. Did anybody really give a damn either way? After ten minutes of this, I was ready to vomit and go back to sleep. A small voice inside me demanded I watch and pay close attention.

As the moment approached, my head over-filled with conspiracy ideas and concepts.  I thought perhaps a sniper would kill the father of the bride. I considered the idea somebody may have planted a bomb in the abbey. So many things encircled my mind. I was wrong! I hadn’t even considered what my eyes were about to witness.

Here came the nice shiny, polished black car. In it was the father of the bride and the bride in a beautiful white dress. This was a Kodak Monarch moment if I ever saw one. Of course, I must mention I was five months away from knowing about my own involvement in MK Ultra, Monarch and MILABS. In retrospect, it’s a Monarch moment if I ever saw one.

The most important thing I want the reader to know about this article is the day that was chosen for the royal wedding. We have a calendar consisting of three hundred and sixty-five and one quarter days. The day of April 29th, 2011 was chosen for the wedding. This is the same day Hitler and his bride Eva were married shortly after midnight. These people had the rest of the entire year to choose another date and yet they still chose to get married sixty-six years to the day of Hitler and his bride.

This photo has a Monarch look to it.

After everybody had entered the abbey, I immediately noticed something. The priests were in colors I did not expect. This wedding was a spring wedding and I thought I would be seeing Easter and spring colors. I would have thought the priests would be in white and purple or something of that nature. What I noticed was shocking. One of priests was robed in red, black and white and the other was robed in red and gold. Black red and white are not colors for weddings. I have not been instructed as to the traditions of the monarchy, but something was wrong with this in my opinion.

I had begun to wonder if I was observing a black mass or at least a stripped down concept of black mass.  Red and gold are often worn during spiritual warfare. Many times Archangel Michael has been depicted in red and gold while doing battle with the adversary. With both Prince William and Prince Harry in military uniforms and one of the priests in red and gold, I couldn’t help but question whether or not there was some sort of declaration of spiritual and physical war for the billions of viewers.

Here is a photo of two priests with who I believe to be Camilla. Notice  the colors they wore.

Please watch this portion of a video from the movie Eyes Wide Shut. A guest on Coast-to-Coast AM discussed this movie with George Noory. The guest said he writes black masses and said this was a good example if I remember correctly. Notice what color the man was wearing when Tom Cruise got into trouble for being at the event. Hmmm, yeah, it was red and gold.

Take a look at the next photo of the choir boys and the colors they were wearing. Once again, red and white and then there is the Masonic black and white checkered floor. I do not get too heavily into Masonic conspiracy, but I have to tell you how Monarch that floor looked to me. High contrast is a huge trigger for me.

In this next photo, we have Prince William and I believe Prince Harry mingling with some of  the clergy before or after the wedding. Take notice of the colors again. I repeat, this is a wedding and it’s spring. Easter was five days before this event.

This next photo is of the boys in the choir. I can’t help but wonder how they were chosen to be in the wedding. I have to ask if they are all Monarch boys.  Notice their complexion. They almost seem like they are in shock as their faces are so pale.  The boy on the far right could almost pass for a young actor in a vampire movie. I’m probably going off the deep end a little, but given my life experiences, I can’t help but question things.

The Queen of England showed up in a creamy lemonish yellow outfit.  She shook hands with a man clad in gold and red. It’s an interesting photo even if you don’t find any issues with it.

I think I had asked enough of the readers by now. There were billions of people watching this wedding and I conclude there were Monarch and Satanic undertones to the event. I would be happy to hear the opinions of the readers.  I wanted to do this article as a YouTube video last year, but that small voice told me to wait. I now know why and I’m glad I respected that.


Romancing the Cube ♦ Incubus? ♦ Mr & Mrs. Swerdlow Electrical Experience

Khris Speaks

Volume XXV


Although awkward to discuss, I want to describe an experience where I was being hunted for reproductive fluid or at least the astral energy from the fluid. I was on the quintessential stainless gurney many report being on during abductions.  There was a light over me. It was the type of light you might see in an emergency room or dental office.  The surroundings had the appearance as if it were a doctor’s office of some type. You could see a kiosk where people were on the phone and computers.  There was an area where files were stored. I was in an open bay. I believe all of this was fake and I was on a ship or in some facility.  I was supine on the metallic gurney when a man came and sat on a stool next to me. He was a strange looking man to me. His appearance was that of a man from India mixed with Middle Eastern and perhaps an Asian race. He was definitely human looking, but his ethnicity was questionable.

He started rubbing my stomach clockwise and he gazed into my eyes seductively. He told me “it’s okay” and he made a slight grin. I  instantly knew what was happening and I just shook my head indicating no to him.  He continued to rub and pat my stomach and tell me it was okay. Next, he slowly lowered his head to my lips and attempted to kiss me. I turned my head to the left quickly and verbally told the man “it’s not going to happen.” He leaned back in his chair and started to giggle and made a posture using body language suggesting he had ample time to complete his mission. He again started to rub my stomach area and told me “it was okay” one more time. I just let him know  I wasn’t going to submit to his will nor give consent to the abduction. He started to pat my abdomen again and quickly  slammed his body downward and forced his tongue inside my mouth. I jerked my head away quickly causing our chins to collide.  I was repulsed and very irritated by this aggressive action. He was also irritated, but he continued to grin even though I could see his frustration. He reached into a drawer and pulled out some tape. He wrapped me and the stretcher in tape in an attempt to immobilize me. Then, he sat back down with a smile on his face feeling confident he could do his dirty deed without further hindrance. I wiggled and broke the tape. This action on my part really frustrated the man. He gave up trying to seduce me and to get my consent. He rolled his stool down to my groin area and looked up towards me. I told him in a very irritated voice that his idea wasn’t going to happen. He started to bob his head up and down towards my groin area. He did not attempt to take my pants off and I was surprised by this. He began to bob his head up and down, faster and faster, until he was doing it so fast you could barely see his body moving. It would be the same if you turned on a fan and at full operating speed could only see the blur of the fan blades. I become very concerned about this action on his part as I realized I was not dealing with a human. A few moments later, I started to feel strange sensations in my groin area followed by the beginnings of getting an erection. I realized I was in trouble and could not control my endocrine function at that point in time. I woke up after this and was very rattled in bed.  Something like this experience happened every night that week and I had reached my limit. I take certain actions every night I go to sleep to prevent this kind of sexual abuse and harassment from taking place. This incident happened about six weeks ago and since then no more have taken place. I think this incident was some sort of incubus/succubus activity.

Part Two

I was thinking about Janet and Stewart Swerdlow tonight. I have been considering becoming a member of their website and was just in general focusing on them. I have worked on some of their techniques with success and I want to investigate further. While thinking about them, my television and cable box started turning off and on. Next, my computer shut itself off. The interesting thing is my television and computer are plugged into different electrical outlets. Other things plugged into the same outlets didn’t shut off. It appears the only things that were shutting off were magnetic electronics. I have experienced this many times in the past. Electronics turn off and on quite often around me. Three nights ago, while having some anger issues, the light bulb in my night stand light started flickering.  Perhaps I’ll do an entire post on this subject sometime.


MK Ultra & Monarch Stereotypes – Romantic ♦ Trendy ♦ Cool – NO IT’S NOT!

Khris Speaks

Volume XXIII


I’m noticing on the forums, blogs and places like YouTube, there are some unfortunate situations arising. There is no doubt, the diabolical, sinister “Powers that Be” are engaging in some counter-intelligence measures to dilute the efforts of many REAL Monarch, MILABS, MK Ultra conscriptees/survivors. All of a sudden, we now have stereotypes forming for that dreaded word: Super Soldier. Apparently, they (Super Soldiers) are all military men of a hunky, handsome and youthful nature. Bullshit, it could be any man, even women,  in your neighborhood and you would never know it!  I’m seeing videos on YouTube romanticizing being a “Super Soldier” and how they really don’t want to kill people, (while they smile and laugh on camera) but it’s all done against their will.  Then there are the claims to be this generation and that generation Super Soldier and on and on and on.

Let’s get something straight.  I really don’t want to feed the word “Super Soldier” because it has already been romanticized in movies like “The  Men Who Stare at Goats” and other places repeatedly.

It’s NOT  trendy nor romantic to: kill, rape, maim, torture or humiliate children.

It’s NOT  trendy nor cool to: assassinate people or damage property.

I’m really disgusted at all the smiling happy faces of the alleged  “New Generation”  Super Soldiers and MK Ultra/Monarch survivors. There is no doubt most of these people popping up are there to intentionally create confusion and disorder. Not all of them, but we know how to sort them out!

So, I ask the readers if any of these symptoms below are romantic, cool or trendy:

  1. Nightmares
  2. PTSD
  3. Shakes/Trembles
  4. Relives/Abreations
  5. Fear
  6. Panic  Attacks
  7. Rage
  8. Depression
  9. Sexual Problems
  10. DID/ MPD (Multiple Personalities)
  11. Health Problems
  12. Implants ( Having Implants Squealing, Buzzing)
  13. Being Abducted
  14. Cognitive Problems
  15. OCD
  16. Strange Obsessions
  17. Memories (Horrible Memories)
  18. Strange Capabilities ( Destroying Electronics being Near them)
  19. Constant Harassment
  20. Inability to Be “Normal” or make Friends or have Relationships

I could go on and on, but I think the readers will get the point. It is not trendy, romantic nor cool to be taken from your parents and tortured, given multiple personalities and forced to do things to other children and people that are nothing less than diabolical. Enough of this horse sh*t that it is awesome, fun or cool to be a Monarch, MILAB, or MK Ultra survivor.

If you really ARE a survivor, then you know the only word to describe your life is:



I Love You, You Love Me, We’re a Happy Reptile Family. My Early Programming!

Khris Speaks

Volume XXII


Two evenings ago, I came home from work to listen to Duncan and Dave Corso on the radio with Randy Maugans.  I was thrilled to hear what they had to say. I think just about every time I’ve heard Dave, Duncan or Miranda, a door opens and something about my programming will surface.  I got  home from work on Wednesday and I was actually tired. I fell asleep and woke up with a “start” approximately three hours later. When this happens, I have just got back from being out of body.  I do not know who I was with or where I went.  As usual, after an OBE experience, I cannot get back to sleep and I’m mentally alert. After being awake three hours, I had a snack and a glass of water. After the snack, I started to get drowsy.  Just at the moment of edging off into the sleep realm, I had two different scenes flash under my eyelids. I have since lost what I witnessed, but after those two flashes, a short cartoon started playing inside my eyelids.

Watching the cartoon, I noticed it had some sort of strobing, flickering effect to it. I saw a scene of a blue dinosaur and a pink dinosaur.  I think the pink dinosaur had a white stripe down her back. The dinosaurs had a child, a human child and a little pet dog. The child was a girl and I think she had pig tails and the family lived in a little house. As I watched this scene, I couldn’t help  but ponder why they showed me this cartoon. My mind is very active and I have an extremely  inquisitive personality. I continued to watch the “family” interact in a normal, happy, functioning manner. They seemed to love each other and be very comfortable. I finally drifted off to sleep.

Immediately after waking up, my mind turned to the strobing cartoon I watched and I had a revelation. I instantly understood why I was shown this cartoon. The dinosaur momma and poppa had a human little girl as their daughter. The dinosaurs were REPTILES. This cartoon was  probably an early programming tool to get me comfortable with interacting and communicating with reptiles.

After further introspection, it occurred to me that I’ve seen this type of happy-go-lucky, let’s all love the reptiles (dinosaur) kind of thing before!


Barney The Reptile.

Yeah, I remember this very well. My little brother just loved Barney and my EMT partner at the time had a little boy who was head-over-heals crazy about BARNEY! Oh, the programming for children is so SINISTER! Remember his song?

I love you
You love me
We’re a happy family 
With a great big  hug and
A kiss from me to you
Won’t you say you love me too?
I love you
You love me
We’re best friends
Like friends should be
With a great big hug
And a kiss from me to you
Won’t you say you love me too?

(Censored) You Barney!

If this won’t give you the forward impetus to empty a clip into your television, I don’t know what will. This subject is very deep and creepy when you get submerged and investigate.

I was doing a little digging around on the internet for cartoons etc. dealing with dinosuars and reptiles. I found something on wikipedia that sparked my attention. It is a cartoon from the 1980’s dealing with reptiles, space ships and time travel. It was called Dino-Riders.  I had to laugh at the plot and whole concept in general. The motto,  “Harness the Power of Dinosaurs” or in my opinion “Harness the Power of Reptiles” is a tad “disclosing” to my senses.

I have to comment on the upside down, metallic looking triangle. I repeatedly see upside down triangles when I close my eyes and even had a dream of a necklace with an upside down metallic triangle attached to it. You can imagine my surprise when I saw the Logo for this cartoon.

Dino Riders

Here is the wikipedia overview of the cartoon:


The Valorians were a peaceful race that had lived in harmony until the evil Rulons came and attacked them.[2] The Valorians tried to escape from the Rulon assault and attempted to use their “Space Time Energy Projector” (S.T.E.P.) to do so, however something went wrong and they ended up being sent back through time to the age of the dinosaurs.[2] Unbeknownst to them the Rulons in the spaceship Dreadlock were also sent back through time when the S.T.E.P. was activated.[2]

The Valorians, led by Questar, after making planet-fall use their AMP necklaces to telepathically communicate with the dinosaurs they come across and befriend them.[2] The Rulons, led by their leader Krulos, on the other hand used brainwashing devices known as brain-boxes to control dinosaurs for their own ends.[2] The Rulons then launched an attack on the Valorians, who call upon their dinosaur friends to assist them in fighting back. After successfully defeating the Rulons, the Valorians declare themselves to be the Dino-Riders.[2]

In regard to the dinosaur (and other animal) species present, the series is extremely anachronistic, showing late Cretaceous species like Tyrannosaurus Rex alongside species from earlier eras, including the Permian genus Dimetrodon, which lived 200 million years earlier, before dinosaurs existed.


Here We Go… I Was Wondering Why I Was Left Out ♦♣♠♥ Poker Time ♦♣♠♥

Khris Speaks

Volume XXI


I’m only going to address this once. It doesn’t matter to me what other people think or believe about me or my life. This blog is for me and if anybody else gets benefit or confirmation of their own experiences, then it’s a double positive. Any other correspondence from this *censored* will be deleted. Also, if it helps, I never claimed to be in Project Talent.  I knew when I posted about being on Mars, shit might hit the fan. I hope nobody gets splattered.

Mr. Former Mad Hatter, your presence on my blog lets me know my blog is NOT bullshit. If it were bullshit, you would have never bothered. Thanks for the confirmation of mind control, torture and all the fixings and trimmings.  Go play with your Sisterhood of the Flaming Reptile Penis in all it’s  sacred majesty and leave me at peace.

Dirty Troll

Fuckin’ CIA Troll

♦ Alters ♦ Agony ♦ Mars ♦ Love of Self / Selfs ♦

Khris Speaks

Volume XX


Warning: Strong Language

I have been rapidly merging with an alter personality. I think the term alter does no justice to what the circumstance really is . This isn’t just another personality, but another person. This person (ality) has lived and functioned like I have, but in an entirely different reality and apparently in other time lines too. Remember, I had a programming take off last fall and I was  on location with Barack Obama after the New Madrid earthquake.  R.I.P. St. Louis Missouri! I have both loved and hated you. That mega quake hasn’t happened yet, has it? Hmmm, it’s interesting to go back to a time when I was clueless about my programming and listen to my voice recordings. Very telling and very,  very disclosing. Is it not?

One of my alter personalities has begun to assert himself strongly, very strongly into my life and affairs. This is one commanding, have a nice hot cup of shut the fuck up kind of guy. You don’t approach this guy and you don’t speak to him unless you are spoken to. You don’t step in front of him and you don’t look him in the eyes.  He spoke at work one evening and said “I didn’t come to this planet to be nice.” I literally had to stop, rewind, and think about what just ejected from my mouth.  I almost panicked. I thought to myself, “What the hell did I just say?”  Later that evening, he spoke again and said “This is my fucking command!” I just answered with a “Yes Sir” in my thoughts.  He is very strong in personality and doesn’t ask anything. He speaks to you and it’s the word of God. Period! I can feel a profound agony and pain and it’s very difficult to deal and live with. This alter has been through hell and back for sure. I can cut his feelings with a knife at times. I pray to those that administer to the universe for relief and some mercy.  There has been a few times, he wanted to hurt people and I just had to fight it. I fight with his feelings several times a day. I’m certain the condition will improve with a little patience and time.

On March 2nd, when I rolled onto my left side and was facing East, I had a strange electrical impulse that came from my solar plexus area. A tiny beam of light was visible coming from my solar plexus. That is when I felt what Barack Obama was feeling and it was not good. It was a feeling of despair and anguish.  I am now convinced this was my alter and he has an empathic connection to Obama and not me. I, Khris, do not hate Barack Obama, but do not have the utmost respect for the man. My alter seems to have a very strong connection and respect for Barack Obama.  I still contend that some event is on the horizon that will permanently change things for Barack. It may be months away, but it’s coming.

I was notified today of my involvement in assembling structures on Mars. I was told that I have spent an incredible amount of time on Mars with other people. I received details of the suit I wore that looks similar to desert camouflage. I could breathe there but I did have a respirator pack that I could get oxygen from if I needed it. I always listened very intently to the “whistle blowers” about Project Pegasus.  I’m not going to tell you that I remember Major Ed Dames because I DON’T.

I’m finding a new love and respect for myself as I continue to remember and experience the agony of merging with alters and reliving the electrocution during the torture. That happens more than I want to admit. It’s scary to have your muscles start to hammer and then feel current going through your heart. I used to not have such a great respect for myself, but now that I know what I’ve been through and the fact I’m still alive makes me feel a profound sense of love for my own existence. I even have a great love for my alter personalities. I may never know exactly what they have experienced in totality and I may not want to know.


My 20th Post! Odds ‘N’ Ends

Khris Speaks

Volume XIX


I wanted to put on the record that I am feeling some strong empathic feelings concerning Obama. Two nights ago, while attempting to sleep, my thoughts went to Obama and my solar plexus area started to have intense electrical impulses. I could feel he was struggling with some issues. It was a lonely feeling -almost hopeless in its nature. I felt as if his back was against the wall on some issue. Recently, Sheriff Joe Arpaio had joined the ranks of those claiming his birth certificate was a fraud. Then there is the Andrew Breitbart conspiracy running concurrently along with the Arpaio and Iran issues. I really feel some imminent event is upon us. I can’t say what it is, but it will involve or profoundly affect Obama in some matter.

A dream two nights ago revealed some huge spiders that may be making their way to our everyday lives. I was with a group of people and we were gawking at what appeared to be a common house spider, but instead of being the size of a dime and weighing a gram or two, this one was modified to be several pounds and bigger than a shoe. Yesterday when I sat down to do deep breathing and some Silva training, I had a scene play under my eyelids of another strange variety of black spider running around a waste can. This one appeared to have dual sets of eight legs. I don’t know if it can technically be called an arachnid with sixteen legs, but it was a creepy frackin’ spider-ish bug if nothing else.

I have been casting out demons and I am noticing something at night now. I am waking up and seeing little red lights or tiny orbs that are red in color. They do not approach, but I am thinking that I may need to do a full house blessing and possibly do some smudging and get them out. I have a feeling as I have been purging demons from my body they have not left the house and are lurking around. It’s not scary, but it’s strange to wake up at 4 a.m. and see a red light peeking around the corner at you.


Poltergeist Dream ♥Little Monarch Girl♥?

Khris  Speaks

Volume XVIII


In December, I had a terrible dream. I was struggling with PTSD and the emotional pain I experienced in October when the boys were shot.  I was at my breaking point emotionally and I was a powder keg about to explode. One night, I had a dream where I was in an older house. It appeared to have older furniture, but I can’t date it.  I was in a girl’s bed room and I was looking around. There was a four post bed with a canopy and a nice chest of drawers. I noticed a small rocking chair that was made with unfinished wood. I was looking at the mirror and silver items on the dresser, complete with brushes, combs etc. when I heard the rocking chair start to rock,  I turned around and saw the chair was rocking on its own. I immediately became very stressed and did not want to witness this phenomenon. I remember thinking, I don’t need this right now; I can’t take much more. I must have been somewhat lucid or was functioning in the astral.  Out of frustration, I took a brush off of the dresser and tossed it into the seat area of the rocking char. The chair instantly stopped rocking and after five seconds it started rocking again very fast. As it picked up speed, a little girl appeared. I surmise she was approximately six year old. She had shoulder length brunette hair.  She was in a full length white dress. This dress was more like a formal church dress, not a casual everyday type of garment.  All of a sudden, she got a look of pure rage on her face. She straitened her arms down to her side with clinched fists. She stood on her tip toes and gave me a look of pure disgust. Next, the entire room began to stack itself. The bed, furniture, lamps etc. all stacked themselves in a manner that normal physics would not allow. As an example: The bed was balancing on a lamp and the dresser was stacked on some toys. Any person attempting to replicate this could probably not do it a million out of a million times.

I forced myself awake and was completely dumbfounded. I could understand the poltergeist activity with the furniture stacking. That kind of activity can occur during hormonal changes and or extreme emotional duress. I could not understand the presence of the little girl. A few days ago, while at work, I started thinking about this little girl and the way she looked at me. I thought about that formal white dress and it started to work my mind over a little.  I am concerned that I may have killed that little girl. I mean she was the right age, a child, and again there was the pretty little Monarch-esque dress she had on.  Even writing this now, I am getting vertigo and a strange electrical impulse through my body.  Did she visit me from beyond? Perhaps a door was opened for her to show her anger and anguish over what happened. Was she a victim of my Monarch delta programming?  I may never know until I find a medium or psychic that can help me.  I am an empath, but cannot detach enough to assess this with my own feelings.

I can only hope she will forgive me and understand If I did harm or kill her, I was impaired and not in control of my mind or actions. ♥


Blood † Semen † Ceremony – Was I born on March 25th by design?

Khris Speaks

Volume XVI


After visiting mighty Sarah Stanga’s web blog and listening to her testimony, a door opened in my mind and I had to explore the possibility my birth may have been manipulated for ceremonial purposes. I already know I’m a Monarch/MK Ultra and MILABS survivor, but reading Sarah’s web blog sparked another investigation into my life.

I remember my mother being in a black dress in one of my Hillary Clinton dreams. At the time I had this dream, I didn’t know I was a Monarch or MILAB, but now I have to reconsider the value of that information. Also, when I was preparing to receive my Reiki attunements, my mother came to my friend in the astral and told her she was concerned about the ceremony because there were “secrets” about me. With both of these facts in hand, I am beginning to think my mother is a Monarch lady herself. Also, I must mention my Godmother. I have had a reoccurring dream of her teaching me how to levitate, fly and move objects with my feelings. I have had this dream many times and it is always at night time at her house. I am about five years old in the dream. I have to at least entertain the idea she’s a Monarch lady too. I also must consider the notion my family may be a multigenerational family in the big scheme of mind control etc.

My name is Khristan (pronounced Christian) and my father told me when I was thirty-two years old, my name was spelled that way by mistake. I asked how that could be. Father told me he was intoxicated and had been smoking purple haze the night my mother’s water broke. They were not expecting me that evening even in the slightest. My mother had a rough labor of many, many hours and finally I arrived. I was born at 2:15 a.m., Thursday, March 25th. My parents had a boy but allowed the name to be misspelled and have a feminine attribute. Could my father under the influence of drugs and alcohol given in to an entity? Also, since my mother was in labor for so many hours, could my father had still been drunk and stoned when I was born?  In the 1970’s, birth data would have been typed up by somebody for sure. I would have thought that either my mother or father would have found a nurse and corrected the spelling. Why let a huge mistake like this go uncorrected?  My friend showed me how the letter ‘I’ missing at the end of my name and if the letter ‘C’ was used instead of a ‘K’, how it would change my numerology chart. My numerology chart had a 22/4 master challenge for my first thirty plus years. My friend said that was extremely difficult for a child to come in with a 4 challenge let alone a 22/4 master challenge.

The reason I had to explore the idea my birth chart may have been manipulated is because my blood and semen have been taken many times and I have dream/memory recalls of doing ceremonies. These consist of me speaking Latin and casting circles and calling up demons. I have had dreams of Sex Magick as well. I have had astral sex as well as an encounter sexually with a werewolf. The werewolf had body strength of titanium. His strength was super-human. His body was covered in what was similar to Terrier dog hair but longer and pricklier. You could see the muscles in his legs and body. He had pointy dog ears and red eyes. His penis was completely covered in hair and his erection was like a piece of stone. I had two middle aged men behind me and they were taking turns sodomizing me. I was between seventeen and eighteen years old when this incident happened.

As for many MK Ultra babies, the powers that be in the organization try to get the father out of the picture. In 1980 or 1981, my father, at the age of 30 years old, suffered a severe heart attack. The hospital tried all the usual cardiac drugs without success. My mother signed a stack of papers that evening giving consent to the doctor in charge to utilize experimental drugs. None of those drugs worked either. It appeared my father’s arteries were clamping off. He was in good general health before this event.The doctor did not give up on my father and as he went into cardiac arrest, he defibrillated my father every few minutes to put him back into a normal heart rhythm. If the doctor didn’t continue that for an extended time, my father would not have lived. I believe a death-hook signal or a psychic attack was launched against my father to get him out of the picture. Several months later, my parents divorced.  It seemed they couldn’t kill him, so they split my parents up. After that, my mother had help raising me from an aunt and uncle. My uncle was extremely aggressive and violent.

It appears March 25th had more value under the Julian calendar than the Gregorian. I’ve been calling it the Alpha and Omega day. Many things in media, including books, TV shows etc. are released on March 25h. It is the first day of the year on the Julian calendar. Some think March 25th was the crucifixion of Jesus. March 25th seems to be a day where things are brought to a start or a conclusion.

Some events on March 25th through the years:

  1. Judy Garland gave her final performance of over the rainbow on March 25th 1969
  2. On this date in 1882, the Grand Lodge of Arizona was organized (Masonic)
  3. On this date in 1902, Sir Winston Churchill received his 3rd degree in Studholme Lodge #1591, London (Masonic)
  4. The Vampire Diaries returns Thursday March 25 2010 (trivial, but an example of a start date)
  5. March 25, 1957 in Rome, Italy, the signing of the Treaty of Rome took place which brought in the European Union according to many sources.
  6. There are other Pagan and Satanic important days that are not holidays; one of them is the date of March 25th. This day is called Stork Day, which also stands for the birth of. It is also said that Snakes came out of their burrows on this day; it is the rise of the Snakes and the Beast. Remember that Snakes, Serpents, and Dragons represent Satan also.  (http://www.tbns.net/antoniomccoy/ExposingTheSatanist.html)
  7. March 25th is the day of the Annunciation celebrated by Catholic and other religions
  8. Many tournaments like Golf etc. open on March 25th
  9. Graduations/Commencements are popular on March 25th
  10. March 25th in The Lord of the Rings is the date of the destruction of the Ring of Power.

To be objective, I have reminded myself that events and situations happen on all calendar days and in no way do I wish my birthday to be a ceremonial day for the Luciferians. At this time, I have to say that it is inconclusive as to the possibility I was engineered to be born on Thursday, March 25th, 1976 at 2:15 a.m.  My name is written feminine but pronounced masculine. I know my natal chart has seven signs in water and four in fire. Three of the four fire signs are in Aries.  I’m certain the astrological value of my birth time was of great value to the dark lords.

My natal chart can be viewed here:


In closing, I encourage all MK Ultra/Monarch survivors to explore the circumstances around their birth as well the possibility their family is multigenerational.



Let’s Talk TORTURE! MK ULTRA & Military Abductions!

Khris Speaks

Volume IX


This post will detail an experience I had with torture and how I relived the pain by accident. I was remote viewing and wasn’t having the best day at it. I felt blocked. I have to be in a calm mood with nothing major bothering me and rested to remove view with accuracy.

I wanted to go back to the time when I was five or six years old. I decided to get a picture out of myself when I was five and gaze into it a while to help myself go back in my mind or subconscious. It was very difficult because I started to wonder where that little boy went. I missed the sweet innocent child that loved everybody and felt safe with his parents. I’m definitely not him now. After reviewing the photo, I started to remote view and went to alpha. At alpha, I found myself in an extremely long hallway with doors on both sides. I visualized myself as a five year old walking down the long corridor. As I continued my journey along the corridor, something happened that was a first in my nearly eighteen years of doing The Silva Method/remote viewing. A man appeared to me and told me to “go back!” Again, reader, I was in the long corridor as a five year old child. I didn’t know whether I could trust the man and I decided to go forward against the mans advice. I eventually found an open door to my left and decided to enter the room. The room was dark as night with no moon. In the room I heard myself scream and cry. The screams were from pain not fear. I was in excruciating pain. The cries were those of me as a child. I heard these screams as if they were in the room with me in real time. It sounded like a child was screaming next to the bed I was in. This totally freaked me out. I jumped out of bed and looked around and of course there was no child. I even opened my front door to see if a child was hurt outside. The scream was so real!

I grabbed a bottle of water and drank the whole thing. After several minutes of trying to understand what the hell just happened, I decided to go to bed for the night. When I got back into bed, my head started ringing like a bell. I heard oscillating tones inside my head and there were flashes of light under my eyelids.  All of a sudden, I started having severe pain in my testicles.  The pain was bad enough that I put my hand down by my testicles. When a person holds a wound or sore area, that is called posturing. As I was posturing and trying to deal with the testicle pain, I started to heave like I was about to vomit. Luckily, I hadn’t had anything to eat in hours, so I didn’t vomit. Next, I felt electricity going through my arms and it scared the hell out of me. I was lying in bed shaking in pain and wondering what the fuck was happening.  Then I heard myself cry again as a little boy in severe pain!  I realized at that moment I was reliving torture.   I could not believe what I was experiencing. I sent an email to Duncan and Miranda asking them if it was possible to relive pain. I knew a person could recall memories or emotions, but I wasn’t for sure if an individual could relive pain.  Miranda responded and said a person could relive pain as it’s an impulse from the brain. After reading her response, I realized I had just relived MK Ultra torture.  I can’t believe the luciferians in government could ever do this to a child. I knew there was corruption, but this is really fucked up!

The dreams of expert combat fighting and killing people etc. all started making sense.  I remember day dreaming in my early twenties before falling asleep about being a sniper. I had a black militarized uniform and I would be called out at all hours of the day and night. I remember not being comfortable with this idea of killing people and didn’t understand where those thoughts were coming from. I eventually forced myself to quit having those images in my head.  Then there’s the dreams of conjuring demons and sex magick. I’ll save that lovely information for another post.



Volume VII


WARNING: Graphic Violence against Children Detailed Below!

NOTE: I’m a Survivor and NOT a Victim! I Refuse to be “their” Victim!

In this post, I’m going to once again get very graphic and explicit about waking up to being a military abductee and all the fixings and trimmings. I’ve been having unusual symptoms since around 2005. I started having panic attacks in my sleep and fits of rage out of the blue. I will detail this more in a later post.

In October of this year, 2011, I had a dream and unfortunately it was not Martin Luther King’s type of dream. It took me a few days to realize the dream was a memory and I had watched the whole thing on a screen! In the dream I was on a military base. I believe it was in Georgia. I can’t confirm, but I’ve driven through Georgia before and the energy was the same. I was standing next to a building above ground and next to me was a guy I’ve know for about ten years and respect. He was my guide in this drama. All of a sudden about twenty young boys started to run up the sidewalk towards this building I was looking at. I cannot retrieve what the children came out of, but I think it was some type of military vehicle. My peripheral vision was blocked to the general direction the children and gunmen came from.

As the children ran towards the facility, I noticed they were all in Spider Man pajamas or costumes. Their feet were covered with the costume but not their heads and faces. One of the children, the youngest was in a green costume, but I’m not sure which super hero he was supposed to be. The children were all Caucasian and were about six to eight years old. The child in the green pajamas was a toddler, not even four years old I suspected. All of the children had guns in their hands and they could discharge some type of round pellet. The guns had the allusion they were real, but they did not shoot ordinance.

It was my impression the children were being corral-ed into this building for some type of party or event. They were instructed to proceed up the walkway and enter the door. When they arrived at the door, it was locked. As a group they all turned in unison to inquire about the locked door.

As the children turned around, automatic machine guns open fired on all of the children simultaneously. In the dream, my heart sank. The shock, the horror, the sheer dishonor to God was appalling; I could hardly stand up. The rounds began to pierce the small bodies of the children. They began to fall like dominoes. Tissue, blood etc. was spattering all over the wall of the facility behind them. I saw a portion of one the little boys arm get blown off and another was hit in the chest, abdomen and throat. His arterial blood hit the wall of the building. I remember seeing this in the emergency room when I was eighteen years old. The E.R. staff started a “central line” on an elderly woman with congestive heart failure. The arterial blood spray of the child was exactly the same. The next scene took me days to recover from. The little boy in the green pajamas was slumped over dead into the arms of one of the other boys. The boy holding the dead toddler looked up and with a fraction of his remaining life force and breath, smiled and gently waved goodbye to the people shooting him or somebody standing next to them. He then laid his little head down and was gone. I realized at that moment, before he died, he must have been in severe shock and didn’t even realize how bad the situation or his injuries were. I thought to myself, what an angel. He was lying there, blood draining out of him with a dead toddler in his arms and in that last moment, he had enough peace to wave goodbye. That moment will probably haunt me forever.

I looked over my shoulder to the guy standing next to me. I know him in my life as a former marine reservist who served in either Iraq or Afghanistan. I started fuming and cussing! Rage was mine! To paraphrase, I demanded to know what the fuck was happening. I said how the fuck can you just desecrate these children. I screamed and screamed. My guide informed me, that “We just follow orders.” “We don’t ask questions, we just follow orders.” I began to rage even more and asked how can you fucking follow orders? He repeated again, “We just follow orders!” “We don’t ask questions!” He said, “You’ll eventually understand!” I finally said, O.K., so you followed orders, but I want fucking answers as to why they were shot! I want some fucking answers! I had vengeance on my mind! I did not know the names of these beautiful young boys, but all I know is they were like sons to me. I may never know the full reality of their relationship to me or even if there was one?

The guide informed me the children were part a secret government program. He said their program was different than any of the others before it. He said these children would be trained and eventually imbedded with soldiers in the future. He notified me the program they were in was terminated and that was why they were being shot. Again, I argued as to why it had to end in this matter and he stated, once again, “They just follow orders.”

Next, I was taken to another building that was a cafeteria. It was a very sterile cafeteria and it had a military vibe to it. The people in the cafeteria appeared to be in trances or programmed in some way. They ate and only ate. Nobody talked or looked around; they were only focused on eating. The cafeteria was all in white. The counters, floors etc and uniforms the people wore were white.

A man in white clothing approached me and the guide. This man looked into my eyes and said, “You just need to get over it!” This comment was in reference to the children being killed. It was at this point, I saw RED! I totally lost it and punched the guy about four times in the head before I struck him in the gut and did a roundhouse kick to his leg. The man dropped to one knee and then was back up in three seconds. This guy was tough!

After the fight, another man, similar in body composition to a Navy Seal, with huge legs, arms and neck stepped into the area. He told my guide we should leave for now. He said this isn’t the right time and we’d do this later. Before we turned to leave the cafeteria, I grabbed a plant and tossed it as hard as I could. The plant and pot shattered on a table where people were eating. The people, the programmed people, did not even bat an eye! They were eating the food off the table with potting soil etc. I couldn’t believe it! The guide walked me out and I woke up.

I dedicate this posting to Duncan and Miranda. I put this dream on my YouTube channel. I was not going to use their names as tags etc. My inner “voice” demanded I use them as a reference. I argued with myself and said they don’t know me. They have enough going on in their lives without me interrupting. My internal voice told me once again to mention them and I did.

A few weeks later, more info had starting coming out. I decided to email Duncan and Miranda. I was extremely nervous, but my internal voice once again told me this was the right thing to do. I thought they would ignore me, just blow me off. I got a response from them and it made all the difference. I knew by this time, what I was experiencing was real. It was time to wake up. Oh, the process is miserable, but it must be done.


*MILABS * MK-ULTRA * Programming Matrixes * My Story & Evidence*

Khris Speaks

Volume VI


Over the last several months I have found wounds on my body that were not there before I went to sleep. These consist of punctures with bruises, inflammation etc.  In August of 2011, I took a photo of my pubic area. I had a mysterious wound with a bruise and a knot down “south”.  Because it is difficult to look down at that particular part of the anatomy (the genital area) and see, I decided to take a digital picture of my pubic area to get a better view. A better view is what I got along with an unexpected surprise.

Upon inspecting the photo, I noticed my penis and testicles had what appeared to be an etheric leech or critter attached to them. After further inspection, I saw in the center what appeared to be a cross of some sort.  I enlarged the photo to see what was going on. Once the photo was enlarged I could see what appeared to be a cube matrix. Cubes inside of cubes inside of other cubes. This freaked me out so much, that I hid the picture and didn’t look at it until December.

In November the book entitled The Hyperspace Helper arrived and in it was a lot of information about programming matrix’s etc.

On Page 115 of the book it states:

Because of most programming is done by males via the root chakra, there are a large variety of sexual issues as a result, ranging from total sexual dysfunction to promiscuity. Sexual identity issues may be prevalent in programmed males.

Swerdlow, Stewart A. The Hyperspace Helper. Saint Joseph MI: Expansions Publishing Inc., 2004

On page 123 of the book it states:

Programming matrix’s are cubes of 13 compartments by 13 compartments. Within each of the 2197 total compartments there is a program or a part of a program. The 13X13X13 cube is chosen because this is the same holographic matrix upon which this physical reality is built. Many programmed people report seeing a cube or some type of matrix.

Swerdlow, Stewart A. The Hyperspace Helper. Saint Joseph MI: Expansions Publishing Inc., 2004

When I read the passages from the Swerdlow book, I had to take the photo back out of mothballs and have another look. Well, well, well, what did I find? I found the root chakra area had been blackened by some type of critter and a cube matrix consisting of 13 cubes.  My mouth fell open and I was in shock. I mean, holy bat shit man! I asked myself, do I really have photographic evidence of  MK Ultra programming in my root chakra? I mean did I really have a smoking gun?

I decided to utilize some Silva Method training to see if I could remove the etheric creature that is attached to my genitals. I counted down to my alpha level and went into my “mental laboratory” and started the process to remove the “thing” from my “thing.” If you haven’t done Silva training, you may not understand the mental laboratory. I attempted to use a pair of tweezers to remove the etheric critter from my genitals and got a terrifying surprise. My red chakra started spinning and I felt something about the size of a mouse run out of my groin area and up my ribs and hide in my chest area. Yes, the “etheric critter” was intelligent enough to know I was about to remove it and got the hell out of dodge. I have not attempted to do this procedure again. I will try another method in the future.

Take a look at these photos! Before anybody says it’s pixelized, please understand the cubes could be seen before the photo was enlarged. Click the photo to see others in the library.

A Final Message From Duncan O’Finioan – Part 2

Part 1 : From Khris

The Idylwildgroup is Michael Hemmingson



The Author of the Idylkwildgroup is Michael Hemmingson. Michael operates(ed)  child-pornography websites and has ties to the Temple of Set. The Temple of Set has ties to the Office of Naval Intelligence. Michael Hemmingson is employed by the Office of Naval Intelligence to discredit legitimate black-ops survivors. The Temple of Set is a satanic organization which slaughters children and is involved in MK-Ultra. Do you still want to visit http://theidylwildgroup.wordpress.com ? Do you want the FBI to track your I.P. address for viewing this site and investigating you behind the scenes?

Kerry Cassidy  from Project Camelot is a friend of Michael Hemmingson and they appear on each other’s radio shows. Kerry Cassidy promotes Michael Hemmingson and the Idlywildgroup too. Kerry promotes the White Hats Reports. The White Hats Reports are FAKE and are written by Michael Hemmingson.




2013 — A New Year? Or a Nightmare? … Part 2

Well, I did say I would write the second part of this — let’s just call it “My State of Affairs” — and then I was finished.


And yes. I’m finished, alright. As in DONE.

As in don’t care anymore.

As in not my problem anymore. And why should I care?

People are going to do what people are going to do. They follow their nature.

Well “nature” on. I’m done with everything and most everyone.

Remember the Council I was forced to stand before several years ago? When I was forced to choose which side of this war

I would fight on (I chose the human race, in case all of you have forgotten.)? Where I stood and argued and screamed that the human race

had a right to continue and not be destroyed?

Well, I went back to them a few days ago. And I exercised my free will.

I quit.

I asked for and was granted release from my oaths and bonds.

In short, what this means is that I am not fighting for anyone anymore. It means I am not bound, as I was before, by rules and protocols set in place to hold the balance.

It means I now take orders from no one. It means I can do what I damn well please. It means I don’t have to to keep quiet

when spineless cowards sitting behind a computer keyboard spray vulgar lies and think they remain hidden.

It means I don’t have to help someone who has written me saying “I hope you burn in hell for what you have done” and then signs the letter

“In the light.”

In the light. Sure. Most of you people wouldn’t know The Light if it burned your arse.

Oh yes. I am well aware that the vast majority of you reading this are jumping for joy. Please, do keep jumping, and once you have tired out

you can go back to your tabloid news. Get your mouths filled with today’s juicy gossip. And don’t worry, because in the weeks ahead

you’re going to have plenty of news to read. A little birdie told me so.


You ask me why? Why I quit?

I say, Why not?

When I came forward all those years ago it was with one purpose. To stop the use of children in the black programs.

Was it successful?

Not just no, but hell’s no.

Do you want to know why?

There were not enough people who gave a fiddlers damn to even make a start.

Do you have any idea how disgusted that makes me? I really hope you people are proud.

Look at the noise you people are making over guns — and I’m all for owning firearms. I think everyone should be trained to use a firearm.

But, if you people had CARED as much about the children of this country and the world as you do about your guns, we could have made a

difference. But you do not.

I can not, and will not stand with or fight for anyone who cares so little about the torture, rape, and murdering of children.

You’re not worth it.

Some of you care more about your trashy porn novels than about the murder of children.

So here I am. On my own. Answering to no one. I think I will go have a little fun. Do some traveling.

I’ve got places to go, people to do — I mean see.

I think the first place I want to go is Belize. I have a brother that lives down there.

Oh right, most of you don’t know. You see, I have an identical twin brother. He lives in Belize. He is still in “The Company”.

And, as a matter of fact, there have been a few people in the “alternative media” who have gone down to meet with him.

Some of them even made pacts with him. I hear that’s not working out for most of them, though. Can’t say that I’m sorry.

What can you say? You make a deal with the devil …

I also know where a large group of children are being held. Being tortured and trained … and killed. I’m going to fix that. My way.

Being that I now answer to no one, I can do these things. Damn, that feels good. Being able to do what I want, my way. No rules, save my own.

Going to set a few things right on my own, being as the human race doesn’t seem to care enough to at least try.

Now, I know most of you that have read this far are most likely frothing at the mouth with anger (How the hell do you think I feel?). Let

me make you a tad more so.

The “alternative media”. What a joke.

You have female show hosts offering sexual favors to get interviews. You have male show hosts offering drugs and pimping girls

for guests. You have hosts telling you only they have the truth. But it will cost you $49.95 (plus shipping).

Again, what a joke.

Then you have that few. That very small few that I call the “Truth Media.”

They are the ones out there mostly working for free, taking the knives in the back, being spat upon by the rest for telling it like it is.

I know a few of them. They’re the best. I don’t just call them friends, I call them brothers and sisters. Family.

Anyway. I’m done.

I am going out on my own and doing what I feel should be done and doing it my way.

I aim to misbehave.

We all have a dark side. I think it’s time mine came out to play for a while.

Been thinking about the words of Milton lately. “Better to rule …”

Non-programmed Alters – A Theory

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Forward: There are two acronyms used in this blog-post. One is DID and the other is MPD. DID is defined as Dissociative Identity Disorder; MPD is defined as Multiple Personality Disorder.

I’m offering my testimony tonight to any persons, clinical or private, interested in the study of Dissociative Identity Disorder. I will offer my best explanation of my experiences as I understand them. I feel I have some potentially useful insights into DID and MPD. I offer this testimony as an aid for those interested in a deeper understanding to an already controversial subject matter.

Note: My testimony tonight is about non-programmed alters.

I wish to declare, from my own study, not all people suffering from DID/MPD have programmed alters. Those who’ve been sexually abused, severely traumatized, homeless and a myriad of other circumstances and conditions can cause a person to develop DID/MPD. This is becoming a mental-health nightmare for many families and individuals alike. My own study on DID had caused me some deep concern. There seems to be a deep divide in the psychiatric community about the reality of DID/MPD; some have gone as far as to say DID doesn’t exist.

I am a programmed-multiple, an abductee of the military industrial complex. I was unlawfully removed from my home as a child and placed in a secret program, commonly referred to as MK-Ultra. Around the ago of 5 to 6-years-old, I was stripped naked, placed in a chair and restrained. Needles were stuck deep into the pads of my small fingers; a device designed to deliver electrical current was connected to the needles in my fingers. A person commonly referred to as a programmer, turned the device on and delivered an electrical shock to my body through my fingers. At first, the shock was a steady amount of electricity which caused my young fingers and hands to burn. Next, the device started to send electrical pulses which caused severe pain to surge up my arms into my body. At the same time, somebody grabbed my testicles and began to squeeze them causing even more pain. At some point in this process, the torture became more than I could bear and my personality fractured. Once my personality fractured, the programmer had a clean palette, a blank slate, so to speak. That clean palette could then be molded and programmed in any manner my programmer deemed appropriate. This same process was repeated more than once as I have many alters which are known to me and certainly there are many more not known to me.

It is my belief, through years of experience, I have alters which were not programmed. I can only estimate this was done to place distance between alters which were programmed. My theory on this is as follows: An alter is created; the alter is programmed and trained. In order to prevent one alter from leaking or bleeding into another, the programmer will cause severe pain through torture and once again split the subject’s personality off creating another alter. This new alter will create a barrier or spacing between another alter already programmed. Logically, if you have one alter, programmed to be a military-type unit and the next alter is programmed for ceremonial purposes, you can’t risk one alter contaminating another. Think about the implications. Hypothetically speaking, you are in a helicopter with 10 programmed military-units. Something said triggers you from your military alter into a ceremonial alter. Instantly you begin speaking Latin. Next, you pull your service knife and  attempt to cut out the hearts of your comrades on the helicopter. This scenario could jeopardize so many things, that it’s almost scary: Millions of dollars of military hardware could be ruined on-the-instant. Years worth of training and programming at the cost of millions of dollars could get wasted. Assets that cannot be replaced, not reasonably, could set back clandestine operations and risk the lives of civilians. Secret operations could be jeopardized and enemy forces could learn secrets which would cause even more losses and setbacks.

The reason I asked you to humor me on the non-programmed alter is as follows: Many, many times, I awaken in the middle of the night. I sit up in bed. As I look around the room, I do not recognize my surroundings. I do not know my name; I don’t even know if I have a name. I understand basic language construct. I can identify, barely, objects in my room. I know nothing about time, nothing about societal-structure. I don’t know or understand days of the week or a calendar system. I know nothing about the world around me. I do not know there is a president or there is even supposed to be one.  I have no memories. I have no knowledge about parents, or if I have any. Everything is foreign to me. I will start to shake and panic. Some part of me knows I should know things. Some aspect of my consciousness knows there is something missing, but I cannot seem to reconcile what is happening. This is terrifying to experience once, let alone the sheer number of times I’ve went through this. Eventually I start to remember, begin to recognize my surroundings and slowly re-connect to my birth personality.


Gun Confiscations

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Volume LXXX


This post will not be for the faint-of-heart in any manner. On the subject of gun confiscation, there are some things which need discussed and many won’t like what I have to say. There have been fighter-jets flying up and down the Oregon coast for several days and as of today, a massive amount of helicopter movement is taking place. Something is stirring and it’s not positive. If you want to protect your guns, you are going to have to use them. You cannot go ‘Ghandi’ at this late hour. You will not be able to sit in the street and block vehicles from coming to your block or neighborhood. You cannot hold your guns tight in your hands thinking they won’t take them. You and your family will not be able to block the threshold to the room where you guns are locked up and think the foreign troops, law enforcement and whomever they send will turn away and go to another house. If you want to keep and have your guns, get ready to start using them.

If ‘they’ get to your front door, it is too late. People must organize with their neighbors, friends and family ahead of time. You are going to need to have a plan and be ready to execute the plan as well as execute those confiscating the guns. Snipers will be of paramount importance during gun confiscations. Good men and women with high-quality rifles and decent scopes will need to be in trees, rooftops and lurking around every corner. If 50 foreign troops start down your block, ten of them should have half their heads blown off before they make it 5 feet. Rinse and repeat what I just told you from coast-to-coast, sea to shining sea. Once again, if you want to keep your guns, you cannot let ‘them’ get to your front door because it will be too late. You cannot take a defensive stance during a gun-grab. If you cherish your family and your rights to bear arms, you will have to go offensive. These foreign troops do not care about you and will not back down. You will have to kill them hand-over-fist to keep your guns. I’m sure many will criticize me for publishing this. To keep your guns at this time, you will have to use them. There is no other option.


You Have NO Other Rights, Except You Can Give The Police The ‘FINGER’

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If you are on Earth, you have next to no rights left. Generations sat on the couch, ate Twinkies and allowed most of what is happening in the world in regards to freedom and rights to happen. Now, because of the economical tyranny and dark magic being used, we can’t even eat Twinkies anymore. Yes, even Hostess was destroyed due to the financial corruption. You have nearly no rights left, but thank the God/Gods above, you can still, maybe for a short time, give the police the finger. That’s right, in an attempt to keep you from exposing the corruption and becoming riotous little Illuminati slaves, they have gratuitously granted you the right to give law enforcement the finger. This is a gift to help you release your frustration and anger. We humbly thank them. You can be assured, I will use that last remaining privilege, the most pathetic tool in the box, to its fullest fucking extent, within the law of course. Please enjoy your LAST constitutional right.

P.S. Some allege Hostess has been saved; I still can’t buy Chocodiles or Twinkies, not in Oregon.

The story: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/01/03/flip-off-police_n_2403563.html



A Short Discourse On Self-Termination Programming

Khris Speaks

Volume LXXVI


I’m going to discuss, briefly, a little about self-termination programming a programmed MK-Ultra military unit, often times referred to as a Super Soldier, will have surface from time-to-time. Self-termination programing is not like an ordinary urge to kill yourself; it’s an order. Did you get that beloved readers of this blog, IT’S AN ORDER! Remember what I’ve instructed people in the past; as an MK-Ultra programmee, you DON’T ASK QUESTIONS, YOU JUST FOLLOW ORDERS- Period! Self-termination orders, which surfaced for me a year ago, in November of 2011, were the most profound set of circumstances relating to my own health and mortality I’ve ever experienced. I was pacing, pacing, pacing; I was pacing up and down my hallway with a .45 ACP  pressed against the temple of my skull. Orders had surfaced and as my personality fractured, I was in for the fight of my life. It was time to end my life. I had no desire to terminate my life, I had to honor my programmers. Orders had surfaced and there was no way out; I had to discharge a round into my skull. If you’ve ever experienced this, you know how miserable and scary this experience can be. I don’t know what kept me alive, I was in a predicament. I literally needed to end my life because I was supposed to. Please know, programming is not merely suggestion; programming runs very, very deep into the psychology of a specifically-programmed person. My brain hemispheres seemed to split. I cannot state my perception is correct on this matter, but that is what I felt happened. One hemisphere was hell-bent to carry out the orders and was ready to discharge a bullet; the other side of my brain was certain it didn’t have to happen. After a struggle which lasted an hour, I was thrilled I was able to side-step the programming and put my gun down. The battle was over; the will to survive was able to override the programmed orders. I was one of the fortunate people who’ve had this kind of programming. Many people leave a gruesome mess for somebody else to clean up. As I stated in a previous post, many MK-Ultra survivors say self-termination programming, often referred to as “omega” programming under the Monarch system, is the most fallible programming an individual can receive. I can tell you the overwhelming need to honor my orders was so strong, I cannot relate to the reader how powerful and effective other levels of programming are and how deep the programming runs.

Happy New Year!


I Remember Corey Haim – Corey Was A Monarch

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I have been torn for a few months as a series of new memories have been surfacing. Not all memories have been MK-Ultra related, but a portion have. I’ve been learning just how far I went into the ranks of the Illuminati and it’s been a little scary for me. I know I was used in military applications, ceremonies and rituals and for reproductive purposes, but I’m learning more each week, just how far-and-wide my experiences have gone. I’m currently in the process of revamping how I mention names on my blog. In the early days, I was not thinking clearly and threw names around with little care or concern about who read what I authored. Now, I’m definitely re-thinking my position on “outing” other MK-Ultra survivors and Monarchs. I am not done with my new policy, but It’s going to take shape in the days ahead. I’m not going to discuss people I remember unless they have passed-on on or are perpetrators of the heinous exploitation of children. Those who are survivors, known to the public or unknown, will not likely be mentioned on this blog to keep their privacy. This is a courtesy I feel I need to extend.  I’m concerned If I mention names too often, people will visit this blog for the wrong reasons;  I don’t want a tabloid type situation to arise, which has happened on other blogs of this nature. Everything mentioned on this blog is the truth as I best understand it. I will always put my best foot forward to disclose my life’s experiences as honorably as I can.

I am not going to mention the specific details of my memories of Corey Haim; I’m standing firm on this decision for personal reasons. I’ve struggled with this decision for weeks now. Once again, this testimony is being offered on a take-it or leave-it basis.  I am taking this opportunity to give him the credit and recognition Corey deserves. I am going to draw some flack over this, no doubt, but I feel compelled to follow my heart’s guidance.

The short post I started three days ago.

Once again, I’m so flustered, I don’t know which route to pursue in delivering this blog-post to my subscribers and to people in general. The subject matter, as always is painful and invokes extreme anger and anguish. As most people familiar with my blog know, I am a survivor of over 30 years of MK-Ultra. As a toddler, I endured torture, sexual abuse, programming and many other heinous acts levied against my small body and spirit. This didn’t end as a toddler. I’m not the only one, there are many, many others who were with me, before me and after me. Tonight, I will part the ether and speak on behalf of another individual who was conscripted into MK-Ultra. This young man passed-on in 2010. I want to tell the world tonight, as some already have, as an added emphasis to the testimony and research of others, Corey Haim was a Monarch and MK-Ultra survivor until his passing, two years ago. I have had more than one memory surface of this unique young man. Corey Haim was abused, programmed, chewed-up and spit-out by the Illuminati and their Hollywood cohorts and stooges. The Illuminati and their evil programmers will not get away with what they did to Corey Haim and many others if I have a say in it. Guess what? I do have a say in it. It’s a full moon tonight and I’m full of piss-and-vinegar. This full moon is giving me the forward impetus I need to draft this blog-post. After a few memories of Corey Haim surfaced – and trust me when I tell you it was no accident as to the timing of the memories; I am not going to let this opportunity go. I am a self-appointed advocate for the children of MK-Ultra, MK-Ultra survivors too afraid to speak and MK-Ultra inductees who’ve passed-on. You have my testimony for what it’s worth. You have scores of evidence in photos, movies and interviews to do your own study and draw your own conclusions about Corey Haim and his programming. Corey Haim and Corey Feldman did speak about some of the abuse they endured. To my knowledge, neither of the two have mentioned names for their own reasons. I respect their decision to remain silent.

There is a lot of evidence available, please open your eyes. This programming of children can be prevented. You first have to care, then find your own way to help.

These two videos are the work of another person. They have a lot of good knowledge. Please take a few minutes and watch.

I remember Corey Haim. He can have a voice, an outlet for his experiences through my own. I remember Corey Haim. I will fight-the-fight.

J. Schumacher, please learn my name.


Obama With Young Spider-Man ♦ Why Do I Feel I Was Meant To See This?

Khris Speaks

Volume LXXIV


I accidentally came across this photo last week. It was such a traumatic photo for me to see for reasons not obvious to most. I watched 20 beautiful young boys die wearing pajamas/costumes very similar to the one you will see in this photo. The only difference was, the twenty boys I watched die, did not have the face masks on. Everything else about the young Spider-Man was very similar.

Here is the blog-post I wrote about the 20 little boys being massacred. Many of the readers of this blog are likely familiar with my blog-post about the boys.