I’m Back & Feeling Better ♦ New Scar

Khris Speaks

Volume XXXV

04/26/2012

Hello mighty friends and lowly foes that are monitoring this web blog. I have rested and slept well the last few days.  We must have gotten under the skin of the reptilians and other sinister forces last Sunday. I’ve received  plenty of implants in the past, but I cannot recall when I had this much pain from a procedure. I’m much better now with some occasional discomfort still.  I will use the castor oil that was gifted to me over the puncture.  I will be getting caught up with my blog and email messages over the weekend. I love you all and hope everybody is improved. Also, I found a new scar today on my forearm. I’m certain this was not there last week.  Please take a look at the photo.

Khris

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138 comments

  1. Caroline K.

    Khris, I just looked at the all the comments you have for just April on your blog. You have 100s of comments, and to think you didn’t think anyone would come to your blog? Woah. Something is going on.

  2. Caroline K.

    Man, I am preoccupied with my HK results. It’s a lot of stuff: Aliens, me being an alien clone (programmed) back at the beginning of humankind, and me being a slave trader (not happy about that), but I think there is a lot more than what was in that first reading. I’m clearing out a lot of emotions about that, and putting the pieces together for me, and having a lot physical clearing: aches and pains and feeling sick.

    For some reason I am reading some more about the James Casbolt story (I keep going back to him) and at one point he is telling about the electrocution as a kid and arcing over into the fire element, and there is something there. I can’t put my finger on it, but my cat keeps poking my leg, which is just really getting to me. I have to go out and count to ten because this rage is coming up: something about people crowding me, and poking me when I am in deep thought, and maybe something about electrocution, too, that just brings up a rage. Like I can’t do anything about people crowding me and poking me either.

    I have a neighbor out here right next to me who used to never be there, and had a big travel trailer parked in his bushes on his property. I think he sold the property, and this man parked the trailer with the trailer windows right across from my cabin back windows. He could have parked anywhere else, but he parked there. It has been bugging me. His septic tank stinks to high heaven, and he has garbage all over the place. I moved out here for the space and the outdoors. I am having that rage about having my space violated, and I’m out there yelling over at my neighbor (I don’t know if he is in or not): “WTF is the matter with you, you moron, that you had to park across from my back windows. WTF is wrong with you? What is wrong with you that you don’t have any sense of space or boundaries?” I want to kill him. I want to dismantle his GD trailer. I’m this fat, old, arthritic, nice, granny woman, and I want to tear that bastard limb from limb. Good thing I only have a soft, bb gun.

    Obviously something is wrong. There has to be a memory (no memory yet) there for all that rage, and where did all that rage come from.? I’ve gotta go for a walk before I harm my neighbor and his property. I am having these urges to start up my tiny little car (good on gas, and environmentally friendly) and go through his fence and drive a whole through that GD trailer with its GD windows.I have to go.

    • emzu

      We could invite him to our tea party…and make him some arsenic tea and offer him almond cookies….heh, heh, heh, heh….naw, but seriously Caroline….the wise Caroline(99% of you) knows that when encountering strong emotions like what you’ve got, it’s best to stay as neutral as possible…wait in meditative reflection until the storm passes. Later on when you feel equalized…and back to yourself, you will be able to have a reasonable discussion with your annoying, stinking neighbor. Usually oblivious people like that are much like selfish children who don’t know any better…so you gotta talk to them and treat them like children….regarding your HK download of info….remember this is dreamtime…enfoldment of your deeper conscious mind and experiences…let the info and sensations wash over you like in a dream…and read it thusly…don’t try to fit it all into 3D reality… I think the HK work reaches into hyperspace and is meant to help us heal deeply…where we normally can’t reach in our 3D world…keep your mind, body and spirit open to all of the flooding experiences whether it is “good” or “bad”…allow the information you receive to reach your higher self and organization…or reorganization of events and experiences in dreamtime. Your soul will know what to do in it’s own good time. I will get my own HK results soon. Maybe you can help me before I dismember the grocery clerk or set someone’s SUV on fire. I’m off to bake some almond cookies….

      • balanceenergies

        i love the almond smell…heh heh heh…………honestly, i seriously feel you cannot have a rational convo with people on that level…there is something very wrong with them and they don’t know it/or give a shit….ya, stuff like that can’t be shoved into 3D…just doesn’t work too well…oooooooooo the poor grocery clerk…tsk tsk tsk….almond…yummmm……………..love you all………..this HK sounds pretty great, because i don’t believe much is out there that we don’t already have, to use if we can just remember….really curious about this HK….love yall…cat……..>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i can hardly wait to get some more ducks in a row……

    • pollyann

      Caroline, I suspect there is more going on with this obnoxious “neighbor” of yours than just being an obnoxious neighbor. You may be under attack.

      • Caroline K.

        I don’t know Pollyann. I honestly don’t know, but there has been some weird stuff since I’ve moved here, and then I want to say that there has always been weird stuff in my life, and I don’t even want to go there. I keep trying to tell myself it happens to everyone, but I don’t think so.

        No real neighbors around me for a couple of miles. I’m in the middle of a national park and there are Native American reservations out here.

        This new neighbor of mine has about a quarter of an acre right next to me. He has built 4 sheds, good sized—they look like tiny little houses, brand new and in no particular order. Now he built another bigger shed with a house door on it in addition to the travel trailer. He has a fence and his gate is always locked. There was one truck, now there are two trucks (one beat up truck), and now a jeep. He sends a guy who looks like a laborer into my yard to pile stones on this side of his fence, but then that stopped. ??? Mind you I am in the middle of nowhere with this weird neighbor. It’s a high desert area.

        He has put tinfoil (that keeps blowing into my yard) on two deciduous trees that the last owner planted, that I thought were dead: To keep the birds away? It’s the elk that came into the yard and ate those trees; no fence is going to keep them out. He is doing these bizarre things like the tin foil on the trees and rocks by the fence and the sheds. He obviously isn’t from around here because he has no common sense like the ranchers around here. It is very bizarre, and there are other things.???? Why am I the one in the middle of nowhere to have a nut like that next door?

        • pollyann

          Caroline, I can’t think of any other reasonable or rational explanation for that man being next door to you, other than to attempt to drive you nuts. I’ve been dealing with this kind of thing for years.

    • balanceenergies

      well Caroline, i am great tonight so hang on….that moronic moron is parked just where he meant to….nothing that effed is by accident…nothing…boy, can i relate to the idealization of maiming idiots……….i get the urge to slam someone from behind in the truck—or a parking lot has great target practice…or the cute little things you pull the pin on and take care of business big time……….you sound very territorial like myself…watch out, you step over my fence ! just remember the rage does seem to wax and wane..although i cannot speak with any authority about HK….hang in there………..hang on, remember tomorrow is coming……my today was way better than yesterday………….love from cat

    • balanceenergies

      camera, binoculars, journal…..doors locked………..plate numbers etc….or whatever you feel good with………i feel for you…been the goofy neighbour routine more than once..wow, you have a diller…………..take care woman…love…cat

      • Caroline K.

        Thanks for your advice cat, and I’m going to follow it. What I just thought of is way down the road is a guy that seems like a good guy. I introduced myself to him when I first moved here. He is a former policeman and a private detective, who helped me when I had a part wolf dog and her puppy staying on my front porch to see who it belonged to because it was well-cared for. I’m going to go ask him what he thinks.

        For whatever reason, I just don’t even want to talk to this guy next to me. He just sort of creeps me out. I don’t know why. And I usually don’t have a problem with people.

  3. clandestine rage revealed

    Thanks Caroline. I could not reply to your comment from yesterday. I will reply as I can and am comfortable with. I agree with you that not every comment can be responded to and sometimes you are all talking amongst yourselves which is awesome. I will definitely let you know what is going on or make a comment as to what is happening. I am trying to find out some info about about the penis so I can do another post here soon. As strange as that sounds, there are a few things I need to ask a doctor before doing the next post. Thanks for caring and looking out for me.

    Khris

  4. pollyann

    Khris, any inklings as to how this implant changed you? Perhaps that question is too much of a huge question right now so no problem if you don’t want to answer. 🙂

    • clandestine rage revealed

      Hi Polly,

      My friend can see that it lit my entire spine up. My spine now had a glow to it. As far as I can tell, I don’t know if I can state any personality or physical changes. The gathering last Sunday changed my energies for the better. I will update everyone as soon as I know more.

      I’m glad to see you around Polly!

      Khris

        • clandestine rage revealed

          Thanks Polly,

          I coughed about an hour ago and it set me back. I now have somewhat severe pain in the wound area again. I get the feeling the implant was placed close to the spine and now when I sneeze or cough it jabs itself into the disk or the nerves in that area. I have to do some major energy work tonight. I will try some DMSO over the sore area and then apply the castor oil.

          Khris

          • pollyann

            Khris, tell me if I am right or wrong, or even close — the implant is a tiny, squarish, pillow-shaped thing with rounded corners and lots of little tentacles which spread out and undulate.

  5. Caroline K.

    We need to show you more love Khris:). We do care about you and what happens to you. You know that. The fact is we women wouldn’t be here if you weren’t the kind of person you are Khrs. (Contrary to popular belief on this planet, women don’t like to be abused, and they prefer to be around men who like women.) We are social creatures and we just get “social” sometimes:). If you disappear we are going to come looking for you, and we won’t stop until we find you because we do care about you.

    I looked at the scar you have, and I just didn’t/don’t know what to say. That is not some tiny little thing, and the nasty implant before that, and all the stuff before that, and the energy they drain from you. I’m not sure what is going on with myself, and I wish I could add something more constructive for you. It bothers me deeply that they are doing this to you. You are a loving, decent, special man, who does have a destiny, who does help the earth, and we can’t afford to lose you. You are a precious resource. I don’t want to respond in anger, but that’s what I feel when I look at what they are doing to you Khris. And if I don’t get angry, then I just start crying. You know me Khris. I am so sorry they are doing this to you. There isn’t a spec of you that deserves anything they are doing to you. I hope you heal soon from this scar.

    I do sort of have a plan/idea, but since they are on all these sites/e-mail, I can’t go blabbing it around. I am thinking on it, and I have to figure it out a little more. We love ya Khris, and we do care. Sometimes it is just hard to know what to say. You are a tough guy, but you need love. I’m like a granny that wants to go hug you and nuggie your head like you are four years old, and I’m not sure that is helpful, but I do care like the other women here.

    I want them to stop doing this to you. I want your pain to go away. I want you to have a family and friends of your choosing. I want to see you with a loving partner in your life because that is the very least you deserve. We all know in our bones something is going to change and get better. It’s just a matter of when. Big heartsy hugs to ya Khris because I’m a granny, and I don’t know what else to do. I do what grannies do:). I probably should be slapping you on the back or something, but I don’t know how to do that, or at least I don’t have memories of knowing about that.

    • clandestine rage revealed

      Hi Caroline. You all show me plenty of love and I appreciate it. You shouldn’t have to come looking for me. I’ve been around, just not able to keep up with all the comments, but I’m still kicking. The scars are ridiculous. I have so many like that one. Some are smaller, but they are everywhere. i feel that way too Caroline. Sometimes I want to cry and other times I want to get irate. You can share your plan and ideas when you get them organized. I don’t exactly know what is going on, but they do have more than usual concerns with me. We love you Caroline. Thanks for taking the time.

      Khris

      • Caroline K.

        People come looking for you Khris because they/I like you a lot and care about you. They/I don’t like seeing these things done to you.

        Don’t keep up with the comments:). Nothing says you have to. You will be drawn to the ones you need to look at. This blog is suppose to be healing for you. Don’t let it become a nuisance and sap you. Everyone understands how draining this crap can be, and ya just can’t keep up with everything like the general public does (but I think even they are beginning to feel the drain, too.) We will still love you whether you answer our comments or not. Just do the ones that feel right for you. Say, “hey” like you did, “I need a break and probably won’t be answering comments for a bit, or maybe posting just one or two comment.” It’s OK:). We get it, and if we don’t get it, then we can bugger off. Problem solved:)..

        There are a lot of women over here, and maybe at this point you need another man to come along and even the odds a little. A men’s corner. They aren’t as social as women, and probably won’t overwhelm you with as many comments. I’ll do a nice visualization for that:).

        I don’t care how many scars they have inflicted on you (oh, that just makes me angry), one tiny little scar more is NOT OK. IT’S NOT OK!

        Just stay as safe and as healthy as you can until we can gain some ground. If you are exhausted (and people are most of the time), just put up a comment that says, “Hey.” Every now and then, and say, “Hey another scar” so we know exactly what they are doing, and there is a testament to your pain. Have a breakdown here if you need to, cry if you need to, let it all hang out if you need to. You can do that with women because they get the feeling part of you. Swear all you want. Maybe you need a good rant. Sometimes that helps. I do feel your sadness Khris, just don’t give up. Please don’t give up. The sadness is really them, about them. It’s not about you. It’s not who you are. Give it back to them:).

  6. Caroline K.

    After we came over to visit your blog Khris, we moved in—most of us women. I told Annalie that I found some sort of truth here, don’t know exactly what, but it’s here because something is going on for me, and I’ve planted myself as a permanent resident. I’m a squatter. We have started serving breakfast, lunch, and dinner, with teatime inbetween at your blog. Are you OK? You said you had things to do, so we are assuming you are OK. Are you OK? I mean as OK as you can be these days with everything that happens.

    • Louise Annalie Susan aka artemesiaspeaks

      This is so funny, funny lady friends! Tea time and sleeping bags.. tee hee!

      Feel free to ask me any questions re: HK here or at my email. (Leave a comment somewhere on my blog and then I’ll have yours and we can talk in private) I don’t mind having a conversation in the open.

      As for the hoo ha’s reading email, well yea, to be expected. Maybe they will learn something they need to know. The HK stuff is out in the open, public sphere, so they won’t find anything ‘new’ there. They already know about the technique, they have been using aspects of it to do nefarious stuff for a long time. The way it is being used as a healing modality is not news to them, but something they likely need to hear.

      HEY YOU….GOVERNMENT AGENTS… YOU TOO HAVE A RIGHT TO YOUR OWN SANITY AND WHOLENESS. YOU HAVE A RIGHT TO CHOOSE YOUR OWN FREEDOM AND END THIS GAME NOW! YOU CAN GO TO YOUR OWN DIMENSION OF TIME TO EXPERIENCE EVERYTHING YOU HAVE BEEN DOING TO OTHERS, OR YOU CAN CHOOSE TO STAY AND HEAL. NOW CHOOSE.

      Its not that I don’t take kindly to strangers, its that they need to know I take no crap, and will do what I can to help them heal too, as they sorely need it. If you don’t want any part of that, I suggest you move on to other places where your ‘game’ is still played. That ain’t here.

      Now then, how about some nice little cucumber sandwiches with the crusts cut off. I love those things! Earl Grey tea with BERGAMOT anyone?
      (etheric tea time is so fun…)

      • Caroline K.

        I love cucumber sandwiches. I’m going to make some, and I’m going to get some of that crappy processed bread because it just sort squashes down and keep the cucumbers in.

  7. Caroline K.

    Just so people know. There seems to be an F-er that is downloading my e-mail because when I get done sending things, my e-mail tweaks all over the place like when some techie takes over your computer to see what is wrong when you have problems. Just like Cat having the helocopters hovering over her when she is taking a pee, they have no sense of healthy boundaries. If I could send a fart through my e-mail to them, I would. Well, I could visualize something like that I suppose. I’m sending the special kind of farts to them you get from eating unprocessed beans. Mothers.

  8. emzu

    …and those death-wish dust bunnies hiding in the corner too….thanks Caroline…
    …btw…will you again pls send me the link for that holographic work? I’m interested…

    • Caroline K.

      Oh, I’m sorry Emzu. I missed that. I’m just sort of barely existing these days. Replying to the wrong comments and the wrong people. Artemisia has a lot of info on it (Holographic Kenetics). I am in the process of understanding it more. It does appeal to the shamanic side of things. It is based on aboriginal dreamtime and dimensions. There is a lot of info on the site to go through. I am still not through all of it.

      What really explains it is the healing info it gives after they have worked on you. You would have to ask Artemisia about that. If she would be willing to share any of that. Right now it will take me a bit to get it, and a while to integrate it.

      What it does is it deals with crystallizations, and it goes through all time/dimensions to heal and remove dark entities, and replace them with healthy/good experiences. (It may take one session, or a few more. It depends on you and your experiences.) That is sort of simplifying it. Because it is a huge healing my guess is that it doesn’t take place all in the moment they do it, but over a period of time. The person that is worked on has to integrate it.

      As fees go, it isn’t cheap, but it isn’t outrageous like a lot of stuff that is out there. It is probably a little less than what most shamans are charging per session these days, and it does a hell of lot more. But you have to run it through your own bullshit-o-meter to see how it sits with you. I had to sit on it a time, too, and I do have shamanic experiences. I could probably answer a few questions, but Artemisia is much more of an expert than I am.

      It is in Australia, but they use a surrogate for you, so that you don’t have to be there, and yes, you do feel the energy that is stirred up by their healing. As Artemisia says: You can’t miss it whether you know the exact time they are doing the healing or not. Here it is: http://www.holographickinetics.net/

    • Caroline K.

      P.S. Emzu. I am fed up by all the healing/protections bullshit that doens’t work that much out there. I really believe the answers are within us, but after I saw this, I thought it might give me the boost I need. This is some powerful crap we are up against, or not (There is always that “or not” element—it makes me laugh.)

      This just felt right for me, and I didn’t feel that it was bullshit, but it has to sit well with you personally. I think any healing has to sit well for the person. Khris seems to do really well with the Reiki. I didn’t seem to be able to connect with that at any point in my life, but I do know it is powerful, too. Healing is a personal thing. It has to feel right for you.

      I also feel that anything that claims to make everything right for you instantly is probably horseshit. I think with this healing you do have to integrate and understand its process to make it work. There is work involved on your end.

    • Caroline K.

      Emzu, since you do sound interested in HK, I’ll go ahead and give you the cost: It’s $200 Australian dollars; it was like around $212.19 American dollars (market fluctuates a little) for me. You pay using pay pal. It is an hour session, and they do do a lot in one session.

      Actually the healer is moving quite quickly in the session as you will see from your results, if you decide to do this. But you need to understand as much as the basics as you can at first: before going into the session. I haven’t read/understood all of their literature, yet, but I had/have a basic enough of an understanding that I felt I could go forward with, and then understand the results, and continue to integrate their healing into my life.

      They are located in Australian eastern standard time. First you e-mail them with the fact that you are interested in a healing, and from there they may either ask where you live, i.e., what country and what state here in U.S., and at that time they may ask you for a list of issues for you, or they will just go ahead and assign you to the person who will read and heal the surrogate for you, and then ask for a list of your issues at that time. If you have taken drugs, they want to know: legal or illegal because entities can enter this way, and, if they feel they have all the information they need on your issues (if they don’t they will ask), then they will give possible dates for your healing. After that they will assign a surrogate for you. Once the date is solid, they will ask you to pay for the healing at some point before the session.

      Hope that helps a little.

  9. Caroline K.

    I am going through a period, not really bad, but I am exhausted. I’m sorry I’m not being more of a contributor. I just had the Holographic Kinetics (HK) healing done that Annalie suggested. (There were a lot of things that Annalie talked about that that appealed to my shaman experiences. It sounded/sounds very good.) I will get the info probably mid week.

    I feel exhausted because I think some healing from that is going on/will go on, but aside from that, I am still trying to sort this all out. Right now I don’t think I have a particular entity sucking off me or any technology going on, but I feel this sort of putridecense that occupies the air/vitality we breath/need to live. It’s as if these entities/aliens/Satanists have been vomiting into our space for centuries with such nastiness, that it sucks the very life energy out of humans and leaves us sick to our stomachs, both physical and etherically. It is so palpable it feels like an entity. It is hard for me to tell the difference sometimes. It’s as if what we need most is a vacuum that sucks the poison out of us, our environment, and any ties we have to that poison. I am just going to visualize a giant vacuum sucking all this crap out of our lives and our environment. I find it helps if I don’t take it personally. Love you all, too.

    • Caroline K.

      Thwap. Suction. Thwap. Suction. I am sucking out that poison, not with some crappy Hover vac, but a technologically universally advanced super-sucking Electorolux (gawd I hope they aren’t made by satanists). Take that with all your super duper technology: Thwap. Suction, Thwap. Thwoop. Suction…

  10. emzu

    CAT…are you still awake? Just want to say that I’m thinking about you and praying for you…I’ve had several dark nights of the soul in my time….agonizing…like being in fire and blackness…also I have had sleepless nights of what felt like demons torturing me….also I have had the psychotronic microwave thing where they continually scan and zap you…and flood the visual cortex with disturbing images including murderers and pornography….and other nights where I have felt so lonely I thought I would never love again…but through each and every one of those terrible experiences I woke to a new day…and have come around to feeling myself again…like I’m really at home in my body, mind and spirit…in fact from all of these experiences I have become a better and stronger person by my sheer will to live, love and be free….and your morning will come cat…you WILL feel good again…and you will dance and sing in your kitchen…or just walk in awe of the beauty of nature…I promise that all will be well again in time….just hang onto your love…and your personal free will to be free and love…be so kind to yourself during the challenge….breath….breathe…and find the still point within…we are with you breathing…all our hearts beating…

    • balanceenergies

      whoa…it is 8 37 pm here…my drapes are closed..not dark yet…i just woke up…beats me when i went to bed….throwing up…need food, but can’t fathom it………i always come out the other side..this is a toughee….thanks for all the great thoughts people………….love from a very effed up cat right now…later

  11. balanceenergies

    for tonight i love all you people…………..omg i love u and would apprecite and waking and giving thanks to our race////////////////////////omg..we are so far past all this shitll and also all of u and others are welcome here…………here…ok

    • Caroline K.

      You keep posting (bless Khris; hopefully he is working because I haven’t seen him, so hope he is OK) Cat because then we know you are OK. Stay sane. We love you.

  12. balanceenergies

    ok, i just tried to send an entry and was a very miserable attempt…………….thankyou Khris and all you bloody brilliant women…i really need to talk to some sane people right now…the shoe dropped,,,but..i always have come out………….thanks you super people…love yall ….cat (and men,,,sorry–maybe) ………………..omg, i cannot believe the shoe dropped so soon………………………………can i get a wee break you freaks (and that in no way implies any decent humans) or any of you.)..i think you get what i am driving at…………………omg this is going to be a wild one today………………honestly , is this ever going to let up? crap, it is starting big…i am back to bed and cat and my frakin machine is seriously beserk….great positive/loving waves would b great……………..honestly love yall……………..cat

    • emzu

      Hiya cat and all other REAL beautiful people…well I have a tin foil hat pic for you…click the link below…

      Let’s just remember who the REAL TIN FOIL HAT WEAR-ERS ARE…REALLY…those that work so hard to keep control of our outmoded 3D reality…those who are frightened, and sick and desperate to survive…and they are SO stuck in either monkey brain (from Dr. Cliff High’s Wu Science) or the reptilian brain…so they have to spray our skies and keep out the rays from the central sun…the very rays that are assisting in our evolution to the higher frequency…next dimension of reality…perhaps even metamorphosing us into the next human species….they build their underground shelters while we work in our gardens like the good folk we are…their lies weave more lies…and more lies…and more lies…completely bound in insane desperation…because they cannot face their own demons…they try to use satellites to control us because they have no ability to master their own minds…and are incapable of understanding the body/brain as interface…that can be used FOR GOOD…to create a world in which we truly co-create…ONE with nature and the cosmos…THEY are the mutants…THEY wear the tin foil hats…not us…

      (image courtesy of my sweet husband who likes to play with images…go ahead and use it if you ever want to..coz it’s a free world…)love,emzu

    • emzu

      you can have some energy from me today cat…just like Caroline said before…when one of us is struggling…the rest of us can offer support and energy…because it’s different for each of us each day…i now commit positive energy from all of my daily activities to go to you cat…big whirling…swirling…pink….gold…white…indigo…forest green….bubbles of total peace and love to you…your words have always cheered me in the past in this blogspace…even when i was being tortured by the satellite satanists…you are not alone cat…we are united in our quest for peace…pray for you…be well….be well….be welll….(holy basil always helps me to calm a tumultuous inner and outer space…calms my shit way down…try it?)…also…a walk in the forest…or woods or river…talk to mother…let all of the sensations and feelings filter through your body and mind and drain into the earth…to be recycled…make your legs and feet roots that go deep into mother earth…talk to your earthly and heavenly angels and guides…request assistance to pull energy up from earth…to replenish your body, mind and soul…breath deeply….love to you….

      • Caroline K.

        Oh, this is beautiful Emzu:). Hi Cat. You aren’t alone, we are sending you love and protection. You had a huge high yesterday, so you are probably on a huge low. Just know, it is all illusion, and that you Cat are still the Cat we know and love. Don’t forget to breath way down deep Cat. Big hugs and hearts:)

        • balanceenergies

          you know, after all these yrs you would kinda figure i would have the sequence figured out…….not so……….o well……….i am seriously being thankful for great energy sent my way………every wee drop counts, right?…..sorry Khris for being a blog hog again….

        • balanceenergies

          thanks for all the support everyone………today is better than yesterday so i have to presume tomorrow will be even better than today…i like that saying–it helps me to put things into perspective……………..cat

          • emzu

            you have a lot of love and support here cat…coz we are all normal people who go through hell from time to time…and i understand going through things that we don’t dare talk about at the grocery store…because it doesn’t seem “normal”…but the sick truth is that it is the private madness of many…we who suffer because we are mind controlled…monitored and tortured…it’s no joke, and it’s so hard to deal with when we are “in it”…but i’m so glad that you are catching a break…cup o tea m’dear? jeeeeeeeze…i hope i’m not next in line…round n round we go ‘eh cat?? ((((((hugs)))))))

            • balanceenergies

              ya, a real barrel of monkeys….now i am getting big grief from my husband, son and daughter in on it a bit……..i am going to hit the couch………………..love yall…..cat and i am interested in HK…just need to do some reading on it………

      • Caroline K.

        Oh, I forgot about that Emzu. Smelling certain herbs can really help, just as you said:). Yeah, basil is great. My male cat gets really funky around full moons toward my female cat, not lovey, but hostile, and I put him in a big pot of thyme, and he calms right down, and gets all lovey.

        • balanceenergies

          just sent an entry..think it went into the pinkish cyber clouds somewhere……….anywhoooo…thanks for the words, because it just made me feel so much better and human………..thankyou thankyou thankyou……………sent Khris some pix, but think i may save that till later to redo…………..man i am tired…love and pink fluffy clouds……..that is what just came to my head……………i am thinking this is gonna be one of those nights……….BUT… maybe not….i do love all you real people….i do have a heart…………….cat

      • balanceenergies

        thanks so much…this support i get means so much to me…and i am not used to being gracious about support…holy basil has been one of my mainstays a bit back……….i am ok…just wrung thru………..love from cat to all you people…

    • Caroline K.

      The last time I sent you a golden chair to relax in that would give you nice energy. I know it’s hard for you to trust anything when you are in a low (me, too). This time I am sending you a big golden bed that is about as big as an acre with a big protective clear bubble (wth big air holes so you don’t get claustrophopic) that protects you from crap in general, and you can just lay there. Smell some of that good basil Emzu is talking about, and have a nice cup of tea next to you that you can drink and feel soothed by. We love you:).

      • balanceenergies

        i am up again…wow….man i hate that when the other shoe drops…………i am thinking i love that big, fluffy, golden bed…….i will deal with the icky stuff tomorrow…and i will have to for sure………….ugh……..did holy basil for a while…nothing seems to help my rotten funks……..so be it…i still get up……….although do feel like an old boot right now……..gawd i need a holiday from this stuff……….love yall…really love yall…………..cat

    • Caroline K.

      It sounds like you had a rough one cat, are having a rough one. It’ll pass, hopefully quickly. We are with you. They always pass. I’m not completely sure what causes them. Maybe you understand it better than I do. I’ve seen it in a couple of environments. One, in a spiritual environment, like when I was with a guru, and that was probably inter-dimensional, too. I would have wonderful, extraordinary highs, and then caboom, the low lows. It seems like this inter-dimensional stuff has something to do with it.

      Also, there was a woman who was known as Peace Pilgrim (maybe you remember her). She was very full of light and spiritually evolved, and walked all over the U.S. promoting peace. She didn’t even carry a back backpack. She just wore the clothes on her back, and traveled on her faith. She showed in a book she wrote that on the spiritual path we go through a period where we experience extreme highs and extreme lows, and eventually we level out.

      • balanceenergies

        Caroline…i just read the peace pilgrim thing…………..wow………i met a guy who was doing the same thing in the sixties………ok, now i have an suv parked close again……….be cool to have a break from this…….like,,,,who the hell am i to have this attention….as in click click bang on the phone also…….but as they already know, i have my little suburban gear here and effen ready to go out and get their stinkin’ faces on film…what can i say but peace and love…like my son says…but, you know what?????? EYE mean it…emotionally….omg…here we go…………love yall ..seriously…i see honesty here……….and thanks Khris for the space to feel free……..sorry for the expletives……..this is going to be one effen night………..thanks for typing to me people…….

    • Caroline K.

      We love ya, too, cat. We will still be here after you drag your butt to the other side, and you will. Just take good care of yourself right now:).

      • balanceenergies

        ok…blog hog back very soon………….ok, i am seeing like traces out my window…my old gramma cat is there…but i don’t think i have mentioned all the action in my wee kitchen……noisy last night….always noisy>>>so bloody cook me something ! and the buggers in the wee hall…………..pop pop pop …last night i asked them again to come and sit by me and lets co exist like roomies……………so why is that so effen impossible…? perhaps beyond my understanding….ok…sorry for the neg stuff…i am rather frustrated right now………..cat

      • balanceenergies

        another time thing happening….it is not pm…it is am….ok, been here before…know the route…omg is this ever going to stop…………..thanks for this waystation Khris…and please, please tell me if abuse it too often………..love from a very beaten up cat……..>>>>>>>>>>>the old and worn saying–ridden hard and put up wet…that would be me

  13. Caroline K.

    Cat, I loved your comment about he tin foil hats. In fact, I’m going to make it a weekend project. I am going to have a shelf dedicated to tin foil hats. Tonight I am going to prance around in my house in a personally constructed swan, tin foil hat. Just because I can:). It definitely helps that I live in the wilderness. I might even do a dance in my hat for any elk that my occasion by.

    • Caroline K.

      Never knew much about tin foil hats. Now I am reading that they act as conducters for mind control. Hmm. Might have to squelch that weekend project and dancing in the yard for the elk. Back to the idea board.

      • balanceenergies

        here is a plan for fun……….we could make tin foil hats and put pix of them up just for giggles…….see who gets super creative…we know Emzu will have her cowgirl hat and gum boots on and her t f hat……..lol…………..swans are pretty awesome looking……ok, i just had a great thing happen when i was down exersizing>>>……ya, warrior woman beat out bully losers………..headline..well, i do feel empowered today……i am hoping the other shoe doesn’t drop by tomorrow..but if it does, i am going to open up a new tin foil package and go at it….i might even wear it down to the garden just to give the uglies a buzz….he he he……………….i am feeling pretty cheeky today…….i love it…….love to you all…..cat

      • balanceenergies

        that did not come out right….what i was trying to say..was ..do you have access to my email?…i get confused trying to comminicate sometimes……..i mean that for everyone……man, i hope i am not overstepping bounderies………..love you all………..cat

      • Caroline K.

        Cat, you are a treasure. I am currently busy rolling around in the mud with a pinch of pity, knowing full well that I am making those little demons happy, but I keep seeing your happy little, joy-filled remarks pop up, so I had to surrender my plans of mud rolling and pity.

        You are unbridled happiness, and it is just catching no matter what any one does. I keep praying to God/the Force/(Whatever you want it to be) that you stay that way permanently, and that you become the first to break any bonds with the beasty through the shear force of laughter/joy because if anyone can do it, it’s you cat:). (And God bless Khris for his unbridled generosity for providing this happy space and his happy self. Smile.)

        I am just going to give up on the creative side of my tin foil hats for now, because I am having a little frustration episode, double wrap (they suggest that) and bunch it up, and stick on my head. But I may make tin-foil hats for my two cats. I would send pics, but I can’t find the little computer disc thingy, and I’m not sure how to upload them anyway. I’m looking forward to yours cat:).

        • balanceenergies

          lol woman…i have a few pix…but be darned i could not get the swan right…go figure……..and thank you soooo much for those happy feelings…that means big time to me…….thankyou…that is very heartfealt for me………love from cat

  14. balanceenergies

    just found a poke hole on my left wrist……what do they want from and oldish/er lady…hormone levels/chemistry changes…? well, today, i don’t give a rats behind…………..sorry for being a blog hog Khris…….love ya…hope all is well……………cat

  15. emzu

    okay…i just gotta put this out there (not that im paranoid or anything)…what does it mean when i look out my window daily (i live in a city suburb) and i see a different “student” with a backpack walking in front of my house…never the same “student” twice? I live on a street where not too many people walk…so the ones that do are very noticable…i’ve had days where every hour i get a different “student”…and i never see the same person ever again…not the next day or next week…ever…it is always a brand new person…and everytime I see this “student” i say…”gee, that is weird…i’ve never seen that person before…but they are acting as though this is a route they walk every day”…(should i go grab my tin foil hat now? or is this a common occuring weirdness?)

    • balanceenergies

      i live across from a high school and see the same car parked there every day, same spot…even on weekends….so, if you are paranoid>>>me too…called survival…keep those eyes peeled………i have had the white suv’s parked over there….and the black one that actually came here and scoped me out while i was in the sun out back…now that was a little strange because i KNEW what was up……..parked sideways and stayed there for 20 min…..totally blacked out windows…….left, then came back 5 min later and did the same thing…….now, i carry a camera, tape recorder and binocs wherever i go,,,and i mean wherever………..paranoid———-NO! and guess what—i have worn a tin foil hat…our family had a fun thing with it for a while……what else can you do….imagine having the job of watching innocent people in their daily lives ?! wonder if they get minimum pay…and just what do they do if they need to relieve themselves!!? lol…………….i am in a great mood today….think i am going to laff a lot today…even when i don’t super duper feel like it………………………………i always keep my door locked and am VERY cognizant of whats happening out there and when i am out there i like to be sure i am hyper alert…thats just me….got a camera emzu? start documenting those little critters going by………..specially if you can do a zoom and get some detail…bet if they catch you at it, they stop……….who knows, not me………………………….and i have lotsssssss of tin foil if you need some sent priority post…………………love from cat

      • emzu

        hiya beautiful cat….tin foil hats are okay….jusssss don’t want to end up like that psychic guy in the film “CONSTANTINE”…the one that wallpapers the inside of his room to the hilt with foil and protective layers…his eyes rollllllling into the back of his head as his fingers search newspapers for clues…i SO don’t want to go there…going out to play in my garden now…and let the central sun rays pour into the top of my head…juicing up the pineal gland…evolution…rock n roll…!!!!

        • balanceenergies

          i saw Constantine also….lol about the foil man…but you can sure make cool swans out of foil….or triangles….i just got in from the garden and have cool dirty fingers…..and the sun was out for a bit….ya! picked some spinach and going to have a nice spinach wrap with spinach in it………..

    • balanceenergies

      omgawd…i am ectsatic……….sp? finally got some pix thru to Khris….bless his big massive heart………i needed so badly to do this………omg…people can see my stuff (wee bit)..this was very hard for me to do and i have lots more……….but, you know what,,,,,,?>> i am busy clog boot dancing and trying to balance some of this…. stuff……..onward and upward……….and sorry again for being a hog blog or wart or whatever you see……..god…i realize i love you all in one way or another……………..we are in this poo hole till the end of whatever….we win!!! love yall you people…all of you…

  16. Caroline K.

    I’m glad you are back Khirs and that you got some rest:). You sound good. I sort of feel like I’ve been sectioned off from you all, like I took a left turn and am in slightly different dimension just in the past few hours.

    • clandestine rage revealed

      Thanks for your love Caroline. I felt that way about you earlier today. I could feel you were disconnected. That’s my empath capabilities coming through.. We are here for you. Remember, two wrongs don’t make a right, but three rights make a left. 

      Khris

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      • artemesiaspeaks

        Left is where I always turn
        Left is how I’m forced to learn
        Left the route my walking takes
        Left alone with my mistakes

        Up against the person who
        Up ’til now I never knew
        Up from hell the answer blew
        Up or down it’s up to you

        Drop me off the Chinese wall
        And peel my fingers off the rim
        I come unglued while in midair and land to reform
        Limb by limb

    • balanceenergies

      morning everyone……..Caroline, you are in super company i think ! Go navigating some different territory for a while….we always seem to hit the highway home….love from cat

  17. balanceenergies

    it’s me right back ! Khris, if i can get my machine to download some pix, my i put them up here ? If you would prefer not…that is cool…….my machine for whatever reason quit letting me send pix…i can download them from my camera, but cannot send them……can’t seem to figure this out……cat but feel like i need to share a few….

  18. balanceenergies

    good to see you got some well deserved rest….i see the naughties have been at you again…..if i may ask a question….does anyone get a yucky, pooey, acrid smell sometimes…skin mostly…in my place…can last for over 3 days….i really dislike this smell…it is on me today,,,not my clothes, or sweaty body smell….it seems to be in my nostrils and i can smell it on my skin…..just wondering……..again Khris, glad to see you more rested….love from cat

    • clandestine rage revealed

      Cat, I do a foul odor like bacteria or something dead on me sometimes. I take one to two long baths on seaweed, salt, and other natural soaps and scrub everything. Why this odor shows up is beyond me. I am rested and feeling better now.  Thanks Cat.

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      • Caroline K.

        I love pink grapefruit. It’s one of my favs. I haven’t used oil scents in a while. I was really into them when I was bit younger, and I would put them in my bath, and I did that once with orange oil, and I thought: “Oh this is going to be lovely.” I got in the tub, and oh my gawd, I broke out in a horrible rash from it. Sometimes experiments can go awry:).

      • artemesiaspeaks

        Hey Khris,

        I just found this on a website Randy is highlighting on his site, called ufochick.com. Perhaps an answer to the ‘foul stench’ folks are reporting?

        Greys (Service to self or “negatives”)

        1) Luminescent marks that can be seen
        with a black light such as those used for
        teen’s black light posters anywhere on
        the body. (False readings can be caused
        by some cosmetics and lotions so keep

        2) A disgusting odor. Sometimes described
        as sulfur or excretement.

        The writer has a list of telltale signs of interference from various alien groups, everything from Greys to Reptilians and more. A good read.

        • clandestine rage revealed

          Thanks Annalie,

          I was going to mail you a brand new hand held black light last week. I need to go to her link and see what she has to say. Michael Relfe has also stated that we should inspect under a black light. I have found scars and weird residue. Let me know if you would like to have it as I have two of them. I will send it to you.

        • balanceenergies

          ok…i am going to put this here before i forget it………just got in from up the hill with my friend……..we left at 5 30-5 40 pm……..got to my place at close to 8 o’clock pm…….ahhhhh, so it takes around 7 min to get here from there……you do the math……..i also have a pinprick on the back of my neck on my hairline…..and complained slightly of a stiff/sore neck up there………ahhhh missing time/warp thing……..saw lots of deer and chemtrails…ok, i don’t know what the hell happened but have a pretty good clue………..o boy………onward and upward…had to put this down right away in case i forgot………cat

        • balanceenergies

          that smell is them….i wonder what we smell like to them or if they have a sense of smell……also, when we were up the hill i was watching a small plane coming towards us from a northerly hill….it just kept coming…and then it was gone….it just was not there any more….cat

    • artemesiaspeaks

      Yes, I’ve gotten that smell wafting through before too. I burn incense daily. I like Nag Champ or Indian Temple incense, though mostly use Nag. Used to be into white sage a lot too, but I’m taking a break from it. When in doubt, cedar oil yourself. Whoa… freaky right ear tone and off-balance feeling when I typed that…. GONG! Must have had a good answer there..

      • balanceenergies

        i use incense also..but at one point someone complained i was smoking weed in here………i do have cedar oil..and i use one called……..sensuality…really a lovely scent…………….thanks Annalie……………..cat

        • balanceenergies

          i have Nag Champa soap i bought from a woman who makes her own goodies…is it awesome or what….she sells it at the local farmers market and i hop in the spa (tub) and loofah myself silly…..i love that smell…that and Tantra oil…….my boy calls it ‘hippy stuff!’…….lol………….

    • clandestine rage revealed

      Yes, I can’t wait to apply the castor oil. I read it will stain clothes, so I may need to wait until this evening when my errands and activities are done and then apply it. Good to hear from you Polly.

      Khris

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      • artemesiaspeaks

        I used castor oil on the anomalous skin mark I posted about yesterday on my blog. I put it on (just a drop) every few hours or so, and today it is COMPLETELY gone. Still working on the ‘old’ one on my leg. You won’t have to worry about it staining clothes, its very clear/light gold in color, viscous, but absorbs into skin easily.

        • clandestine rage revealed

          I just got home and I’m reading your email Annalie. I wanted to tell you that I have the same purple(esk) approximately the same size on my right hand. There is a second one much smaller just below it. I’ve never seen it before. I just applied the oil and rubbed it in well and it’s not greasy if you work it in. I’m so grateful for it. I’m getting over the worst of the discomfort and hope to be back on my rebounder/trampoline this weekend. Best wishes!

          Khris

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      • artemesiaspeaks

        OOOH, TRAMPOLINE! Thank you for explaining this Khris. The only thing I could think of when I’d read ‘rebounder’ (maybe the ol’ Monarch Part of me taking over) was someone one knows after a bad relationship. 🙂 I knew this couldn’t possibly be what you were referring to, so I let it slide. Or should I say BOUNCE. Tee hee! I am giggling to myself now.

        • balanceenergies

          lol Annalie…slept on a tramp. for a couple of yrs……………good for the lymphatic system..i love those little bouncers…workout in a shell……….love yall…cat

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